Pardon me mr. im shy but hard to resist. serious intellect. cant argue with this. dont judge a book by its cover. the story might have a twist. this is the truth im speakin. i aint just runnin my lips. im just playin my part. im NOT changing the script. just get to know the woman for who she is.
To those that dont know me , i should warn you beforehand by giving you alil information on me ..My name is Linda , not "baby" ,"hunny",shawty",or whatever you guys like to use to attract a female .. That doesnt " fly right " with me " feel me?"I dont mind "hun" and what not by the girls because i like them better ( just kidding )ha .. I took my first breathe of Life on february the 17th at about 2:18 am ... And lets see where that leaves me now ...My future is no longer blank I know what i want from life. Ive got goals, and im going to acheive them. Ive made alot of mistakes ,theres been far too much drama and far too many arguments. But ive come to realize you cant sit around waiting for people to make their mind up ...you cant judge things on other peoples opinions... you have to go with your own instinct. If you think somethings not right trust your own judgement. Life isnt perfect, im not perfect, no ones perfect, whats a girl to do? Figure it out and move forward.honesty okay!. ..Sarcasm is a free service I offer. I think. but I tend to MIND FUCK myself, severely. Slight insanity-- for certain. Now I only speak between grinding teeth and my constant sleep.Cause that's the pace that I've got to go.Living in a state where you were still following rules that were created over two hundred years ago, there has to be something else out there.. i am very spontanious and random and love to go on trips around to ..well anywhere.. I cant stand someone is way controlling ''unless in bed" ( haha)...popular concept- especially in my eyes! Although saying that I do like a bit of cheekiness as well! Confidence is wonderful (shy is good too), but arrogance and meanness are things I just care not to be around..I want a love story like the notebook. I hate being alone...Can say that I have a few big regrets in life but it has also made me who I am today...lot of lessons learned...Partying isn't so much on the top of my list anymore and as much as i was completly out of control and loving every minute of it , i am now the slight definition of light-weight . ha . but as my life flashes before my eyes .. i've decided it's time to grow up . . there WILL be MORE partying ... good god Im about to be 21 .. perhaps i will just take it to a lower level ... (maybe) but anyway .. I love when it rains .. and I wish i owned thunder ... lightning doesnt really strike me .. kinda scares me .. Life is crazy being a girl , let me tell you between periods and bitching ... My head wants to explode because of the shit people are comming up with these days .. Unbelieveable . I pay no attention to people who have nothing to do but find time to try to make others miserable for several reasons. (1).I have my own life to fuckin tear apart thank you very much (2.)Im not concernd what so ever WHO is fucking who in this fucking town ( because as far as im concernd EVRYONE around here has had some peice of this town in their mouth ..and in my opinion ..we should start permanantly SHUTTING MOUTHS ..and (3.) I personally DONT GIVE A FUCK ! If everyone would just worry about themselves without all the drama they create (out of Nothing ..by the way) iim sure there would be a slight impact on everyones lives.. but thats definalty not going to happen so i should just stop there( cuz i can go on and on ) .... Backk to about MEE -- I cannot stand public bathrooms .. ( i gotta give it to janitors -- you have the worst JOB ever ! ) i hate standing in line .i get impatient.i hate when i sweat (unless other occasions )(haha)But it just irritates the shit out of me and i get frustrated .... i love to dance -(that SWEAT i can Handle)- just give me a table i can fit my body on and yOu got me there all night ... ( A cage preferd )(money preferd too haha ) mmm ...i love music ... Music means the world to me and i relate it to everything in my life ... reguardless if its true or not ... Music is the sound to my ear ... ill sing it and ill write iit ..ill scream iit and ill cry it ... I have a strong passion for photography , but recently i have not pushed myself in that direction because of my previous state of mind i some how tripped in ...my shit was all fuckd up ... Now that its all better now and threw away all the bad seeds in my apple .. i can move on .well, ive already moved on . 2 months deep of being away from the devil . ha ! Long way for mee ,I was really fuckd up for a while ( BUT i guess that happens when ya date someone who cares more about money("he makes on the side") than the girl he claimed he loved more than the world )Shit happens.Karmas a Motherfucker .keep fucking up your own life .Its not mine you have to worry about .. .Can't dwell on the past ...--- ---And as of right now , i owe my fucking life to a specific person for helping me through all of this and keeping me motivated to keep my head on straight ( and i love him for all of it )
9his time and patients with me )(Completly appreciated ) He has inspired me in so many ways ... he inspires me to wake up .. and he lifts me to the top . smartest person i know with full intentions . and i love him ! when its time to go our seperate ways .. theres no way in hell I could ever forget what he feels like . My weakness Don’t look back, forget it all, the past, and anything that ever hurt you, we will get them back, we will seek your mothers revenge, its nothing to worry about ...(*L i n d a M a r i e* )-- Don't ROCK MY SH!T --
ROCK YOUR OWN -- BE YOURSELF NOT SOMEONE ELSE
sometimes things will fall apart,in order for other things to fall into place ...Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purifiedYour love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...((d-EDD-IcatEd ))
The devil comes and I try to stall and
Soon my subconscious and conscious might start to brawl
And I put up my walls
And they begin to fall
As this cunning demon takes me as it voodoo doll
Darkness sets in as the horns start to grow
Suddenly I become somebody I dont know
what do I do?
This body’s temple of doom
what can I say?
To make all of this go away
I got many different names, but 2u it’s all the same
I be the crawlin in your skin, I be the reason 4 your sin
I be the cunning in your charm, and I be the needle in your arm
Call me once might let you got, call me twice and then IM gonna get ya...
Mind playin tricks on me
Im paranoid, homie
Nobody know what Im going through
God, I’m so lonely
I know I’m loosin it
I’m hearing..wispering
Somebody’s watching me, clockin me, hear my heart tickin’
Worshiping 2gods can get you in deep
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