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Rachel Horror Picture Show

You can run as fast as you want, but you can never outrun the cliché.

About Me


oh supp.
Truth is like sunlight. People used to think it was good for you.
My name is Rachel. I'm a dork, but I like to pretend I'm cool. I'm pierced and tattooed, but I'm a little kid at heart. I don't give a shit about what you think of me. Captain Morgan is my BFF. I believe the world would be a much more beautiful place if everyone spoke in Old English. Some people do things to fit in, but I do things to stand out. I hate talking on the phone. I like to make people laugh. I make mistakes, but fuck, I'm only human. I will not judge you unless you give me a reason to judge. I don't have respect for people who don't have respect for themselves. It's easy to be on my good side, and even easier to be on my bad side. I hate people who think they've found true love at age sixteen. It's my life goal to meet Criss Angel. I know I can't change the world, but I'd like to think I can give it a nudge in the right direction. I love cuddling. There are few things I enjoy more in this world than snuggling up with a boy and falling asleep in his arms. I have a hard time trusting people because I've been hurt so much in the past, and therefore I have a hard time keeping friends. I believe that when you are with the right person, you are the right person. I guess I'm still looking for that one person to make me right.
accounts i have: MySpace. Facebook. YouTube. SuicideGirls.
p.s. i love jeffree & davey.

My Interests

art.
books.
broadway.
film.
music.
photography.
piercings.
poetry.
shiny objects.
smoking.
spooning
tattoos.
theatre.
vampirism.
yoga.


Quotes About Life & Love

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

We all die. The goal isn't to live forever. The goal is to create something that will.

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride, it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and set yourself free.

Never regret the past, because at one point in your life, it was exactly what you wanted.

When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's absolutely everything.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Time stays long enough for anyone who will use it.

Never make anyone your everything, because when they're gone, you'll have nothing.

People will forget what you did and what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.

Don't cry because it's over, be happy that it happened.

We do things afraid they won't come out right. We doubt whether we can fulfill our desires. We have anxiety in the moment because we are disconnected from the final result. But the second we create certainty, we are already there. What does certainty mean? It means tomorrow is already here and what I want to happen has already happened. I found my soulmate, I published my book, I wrote my song, my wounds have healed. It means knowing that as long as I am doing what I need to do, whether it happens tomorrow or in ten years, I know it will happen. The space between now and then is illusionary. Remove the space. Be certain in everything you do.

"Wasted time" is all the moments we spend in our minds thinking about the "what ifs." It's a waste because wallowing in shoulda, coulda, woulda mode takes us out of the here and now. When you find yourself obsessing about something done or to be done, practice bringing your awareness back to the people and situations in front of you. This is where you can make a difference. Right now.

Never leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

No boy is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.

Dance in the rain just to get soaked, call a friend just because you care, smile just because you can, and laugh just to make people stare.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised that it'd be worth it.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Distance is not for the fearful. It is for the bold. It is for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It is for those who know a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough.

Obstacles are put in your way to see if what you want is really worth fighting for.

You can't change the past. You can't predict the future. All you can do is live for today.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

rock.
indie.
metal.
hardcore.
punk.
rap.
everything.


Heroes:

people i admire
[for various reasons]:

Adam Absinthe

Alex Grey

Apolo Anton Ohno

Billy Corgan

Bob Dylan

Brandon Boyd

Brian Warner

Criss Angel

Don Henrie

Eddie Izzard

John Lennon

Johnny Depp

Liam Sullivan

Maynard James Keenan

Mistress Juliya

Mitch Hedberg

Rene Magritte

Syd Barrett

Tim Burton

Tim Curry

Ville Valo

William Shakespeare

just a few amazing friends in my life:

My Blog

my 300th blog.

Yes, this is my 300th blog. Crazy.Before I get to the exciting part of this entry, I gotta get this done:CD sales are back!I'm broke. I'm trying to get some cash in my pocket. Here's a list of a few C...
Posted by [Rachel] on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:21:00 PST

dear summer

dear summer,so far, my vacation (if you can call it that) has sucked. i've been waiting patiently for my luck to turn around, but so far, nothing. i've been trying to get a job, but nothing has worked...
Posted by [Rachel] on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 06:27:00 PST

support local music!

here's a growing list of bands that either i am friends with or that are local and getting bigger. let me know if you want your band here! i'll check out the music and see if i want you on the list.ch...
Posted by [Rachel] on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:07:00 PST

june 30th at red house!!!

go support, bitches!please please please.it's gonna be sick, i promise.
Posted by [Rachel] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:30:00 PST

long live caesar

so apparently my rat, caesar, had a stroke.he's still alive, but not doing too well.here's what i found when i went online to find out what exactly was wrong with him. i had a feeling it wasn't just o...
Posted by [Rachel] on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:52:00 PST

this next chapter is called "fear"

for the first time in what seems like forever...i'm scared.i'm absolutely nothing but terrified of what's to come in the next few chapters of my life.i don't know what to do. i don't know with whom to...
Posted by [Rachel] on Mon, 28 May 2007 12:51:00 PST

contradictions

this entry, as the subject states, is pretty much a big fat "just kidding" about my last entry. it's like everything i wanted to prove in the previous entry has been disregarded. i didn't want it that...
Posted by [Rachel] on Fri, 25 May 2007 08:56:00 PST

this really speaks to me right now

You should have ran for days You embrace, you betray I am sad to say, you're a sad cliche But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that led you straight to hellThis is my salt in your wounds Th...
Posted by [Rachel] on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:08:00 PST

step eight: acceptance

there once was a boy who treated me righttoo right, i suppose, because it ended one nighti couldn't figure out what had turned it all overi sought answers in liquid but came up only soberthen one day ...
Posted by [Rachel] on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:25:00 PST

in review

so today it really hit me that my first year at CSUMB is ending.i survived my first year at college.it scares me a lot that i have to say good-bye to the people i have met here until i see them again ...
Posted by [Rachel] on Sun, 13 May 2007 10:06:00 PST