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Well, well, well.......... Here we are talking about hmmmmmmm....... well ME!!!! LOL I can do that I guess because for some reason I guess its just the Leo in me, I like to do that. However I do think that the good in a person comes from what his or her peers seem to think about them and after I am finished I will let any or all of you choose to tell me anything you want too. The way I see it, I can only better myself from knowing what you might think. Even if you are an asshole I can learn from you too..... I can learn more ways to distance myself from you.... your an ASSHOLE and nobody likes you. You STINK!!!!!! Anyways on to me!!!!!!!!!! In my eyes I am Gooooddddddddd Looooookingggggggg!!!!! If you dont think so its ok stick around. You might think so later on. We all have our own opinions right? I am one that wants to be your friend, your aquaintence, your brick wall to lean on when it may seem as if yours is falling down around you. The one that you can come to when you want my opinion, the one you can come too when you want to hear it like it is. I can be the one that will piss you off or I can be the one to make you laugh until you piss your pants either way is ok with me. I like to work, and I work very hard. I am very good at what I do. I try to be the very best at anything and everything that I do. If your not trying to be the best..... why try at all? The prize money for second is never as good as first, and being second is nothing more than being the first place loser right????? I am a compassionate person when I need to be. I have been known to leave myself in very vulnerable positions at times. I have also lived out the consequences and realities for leaving myself in those places. You will never hear the words I told you so come from my mouth. I have been told so many times it would only make me a hypocrite for saying such words. I have been lots of places and seen lots of things. I have been too Japan, and all over the Far East. I was fortunate enough to be in the Phillippines when Mt Pinatubo erupted in 1991 and I had the chance to see first hand the death and destruction that mother nature herself can bring. I think that still fucks me up from time to time. It is purely amazing and life altering to see a place transform in 24 hours from beauty to bewildered. I can lay there in my mind at night and see it falling apart to this day. I have been to Norway, Korea, Austrailia, and a few I cant really remember. I have seen the Northern Lights, Mt Rushmore, The Twin Towers, and the Statue of Liberty. I have seen the Grand Canyon, the city of Vegas, the Hoover Damn, and Niagra Falls. I consider myself lucky to have seen these things. I was an avid bungee jumper for several years thanks to a really great friend of mine and I have faced my fears with heights and been able to allow and help others face their own. If you were one of the ones that I pushed out I am still not ready to say I am sorry!!!!!! Admit it you liked it. I LOVE my country and the way that it is ran. If you do not like it exercise your right as a citizen and vote them out when given the chance. I do not ask them to tell me how to do my job so therefore I will not tell them how to do theirs. I will use my rights and deal with it that way. I am proud to say that I am a United States Marine and that I enjoyed every single second of my time there even though I do not keep a bulldog on a leash and go around OOOOH Rahiiinnnnn at everything I see that makes me happy. I fly my flag and I honor it. I have been married and I have been divorced we cant all make it work. I do believe in a word called LOVE!!!!!!!! I do believe that we could all use a little bit more of it in our lives. I think that Halloween is the coolest of holidays becasue you can dress up and make yourself be anything you want and people will think its fun. I do not believe in Santa anymore although I wish I could Santa always cheers up the ones that want him too. I think that the tooth ferry is a queer but who really gives a fuck the ferry brings money enjoy it and wish you had more teeth to lose. I believe that I am very lucky becasue I was put up for adoption. I was raised by the most wonderful people anyone could ever ask to be raised by. We were rich by no means and we struggled as a split family over time but we made it through the tough times and we are still a very loving family. I think that laughter is a medicine that can cure anything from cancer to aids. I think that if you could bottle it and use it we would have a better world. If I can make you smile for a split second of your time I cured you of any ailment you may have. You were not thinking about it at that time so there for you were cured for that moment in time. I miss my grandparents, I miss them so much that if I speak of them I will tear up and it has been twenty years since their passing. I visit them often in their resting place and I will never get over the way that they made me feel amazing. My father is an amazing man, my mother is the most loving lady one could meet. I think she put the fear of god into me by raising me with manners and not being afraid to slap the fuck out of me if i choose not to use them. I think I have talked enough now and if you want to know anything else please feel free to ask me anything you would like. Oh yes there is one thing I forgot to add... there was this one time when I was in the fourth grade that I met this little girl. She was very cute at the time and I think she came from El Paso. I wasnt very sure and never really knew until years later that in fact yes that is where she was from. I had known her all through school from the fourth grade and graduated high school with her and then had basically lost touch until last year. Little did I know that once I came back into contact with her, that she had turned into this beautiful woman. I later came to find out that this little girl would come into my life again and be the one woman that truly puts a smile on my face. That little girl is the woman that makes my heart skip a beat when she touches my hand, and takes my breath away by merely looking at me. I never knew that someone could smile at you and leave you speechless. I am happy I found that and to those that have not I hope you do.