x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow}

About Me

♥ hey! im tiffany or tiff.
♥ im 17 yrs old.. oh yay! what fun.. NOT!.
♥ im a senior in high school... '007 baby!
♥ i live with my best friend jess johns. =]
♥im shy at first, but once i get to know you..watch out!
♥ i love to be held close and have sweet nothings whispered in my ear.
♥ singing is pretty much what i do.
♥ i have a job..and no you cant borrow any money.. im a broke nukka!
♥ im very outgoing.. i just dont like to make the decisions.
♥ im a very unique person.. no one could ever be like me.
♥ i won't tell you "i love you" unless i mean it.
♥ im sorry, but i don't fit into any of your stupid "labels."
♥ jess johns=[♥] holder. she is the most amazinggg person i know. without her i would be a very lost soul && would feel so out of place. she rescued me!
♥ i am who i am.. take it or leave it because i won't change for anyone.
♥ i have no idea what i want to do when i graduate.
♥ i love to make people laugh.. it's what i do best.. even if i do make a fool of myself.
♥ i dont party.. i can have fun without that.
♥ i can be your best friend.. or your worst enemy.. which will you choose?
♥ im a good listener so if you ever need to talk.. or need a shoulder to cry on.. just call on me!
♥ my worst fear is failure.
♥ timing is everything.. so if at first you don't get what you want.. just go with the flow.. it may just need some time.
♥ i love to cuddle up and watch a good movie.
♥ laying in bed late at night with my best friend and laughing about absolutely nothing is my favorite thing to do.
♥ when im mad or sad.. i just want to be held.
♥ i may be big... but i promise you.. this big girl can move. ;)
♥ i think about things WAY too much.
♥ laying on the trampoline at night watching the stars and making "mishes" is priceless.
♥ i love frog things.. but im pretty much creeped out when it comes to holding them.
♥ im a procrastinator.. so if you ever want me to do anything.. it'll get done, but it'll be done at the last minute.
♥ nothing compares to walking on the beach hand-in-hand with the person you love.
♥ my weakness is that i care too much.
♥ my worst habit is not speaking my mind.
♥ i wear my heart on my sleeve which could be why people tend to walk all over me and trample my heart.
♥ im a straight "A" student... but no.. im not smart.. i just have a little common sense.
♥ friends= my anti-drug.
♥ olivia is like my sister. she's the one person i know will always be there.. i mean seriously.. if i can help her bf cheat on her and she still love me.. then you know that persons gonna stick around!
♥ i dont know what i want to do with my life.
♥ i hate drama.. but it always tends to find me.
♥ nosey people irritate me.
♥ go ahead and judge me.. i dont care...thats your own stupidity because i promise you that theres more to me than you know!
♥ fight for the things you believe in!
♥ people say im way too nice... i guess thats why i get taken advantage of.
♥ basically im just a small town girl with a lot of hopes and dreams.
♥ of course... there's still plenty to know.. so ADD ME! =]
♥ oh yeah..
one more thing..
I'M GAY && PROUD.
who are you to tell me otherwise and to judge me?
♥ and MOST IMPORTANTLY!!! i am who i am. don't try to change me. it wont work.
♥ theres plenty more to know so add me to a messenger!
msn: [email protected]
yahoo: xall4xjessx

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i'd love to meet that person who is going to love me for me. the person who is going to give me the world. the one who is gonna return the love i give. the one who wont stop until they see a smile on my face when im upset. the one who will hold me just to be near me. the one who will miss me even when im only gone for a few seconds. the one who will make me their world. just the person who will love me unconditionally and always be there and not play with my heart.

Music:

i listen to all types of music. if its catchy and has good lyrics.. then i'll pretty much love it. but then again.. it always depends on what kind of mood im in... so hmmm.

Movies:

i like all types of movies, but the best ones are the ones you can cuddle up and watch. awwww...

Television:

Haha. video i made for jess.. hope you enjoy.

Heroes:

jess=[♥] holder.
this girl has my heart && i wouldn't have it any other way. she is the only person i can turn to when i feel as if i cannot go on. she's always there to pick the pieces up and show me that everything will be ok. all it takes is one hug from her and i just melt. she is the one person i know i can trust with all that i have. she has taught me to be myself && to speak my mind. she's taught me how to be strong && not to let people get the best of me. she is just so amazinggg. in just a few short months i have gotten closer to her than i have anyone. she has not once not been there for me. her home is my home. home is not home without her. she is my everything. i wouldn't trade her for anything. she is my true meaning for living. without her i would have probably given up, but she was there to comfort me and show me the way.
jess.. i want to personally thank you for all that you've done. you are my very best friend and i love you more than you could ever possibly know. i will spend eternity showing and telling you though because baby..im not going anywhere. i will always be by your side. i'll be the light that you need when it gets dark.. i'll be that shoulder you need to cry on.. just remember baby, i'll always be here for you. you truly don't know how much you have brought to my life. so i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I LOVE YOU!!
olivia=best friend. i dont even know where to start. she has been there for me for almost 6 years now. its quite amazinggg how someone i met off the internet could become such a big part of my life..but she has. she is more than my best friend. she is family. everytime i need someone to talk to.. she's always there. no matter how badly i mess up.. she's there to try and help me put it all back together. she made my summer the best summer ever. those 6 days in her house were the best days of my life. i have never bonded with someone like i bonded with her. thanks olivia.. for being there through thick and thin. to help guide my life in the right direction. i love you and i owe you my life!!
mama cheryl=the greatest. she has taken me into her home like one of her own children && im so lucky to have her in my life. she's always there to bring that smile to my face when i feel down. she was there for me when i needed her the most.. she was there to tell me that things would get better not to give up that everything would work out && it surely did. i know that no matter what i need all i have to do is call on her. she may not be my birth mom, but she's still MY mama. =]
i love you so much mama cheryl. there are no words to tell you just how grateful i am for everything that you've done for me. thank you so much for taking me into your home with open arms and loving me unconditionally. thanks for caring. just thanks for everything. =]

My Blog

...What's this life for?...

Gah. I dont even know what to say or think anymore. I'm so... confused. One minute Im happy as can be and then the next thing you know... Im crying my eyes out or pissed at the world. I seriously...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 09:00:00 PST

i guess im not as strong as i thought...

so i said i was strong.. that i could take whatever she decided, but i guess i was wrong. as soon as i looked at her page and found out they were back together my heart shattered and my eyes filled wi...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:38:00 PST

wow.. this is how i feel..

so yea.. its amazinggg how you can listen to music and then you find a song that explains how you feel perfectly. well i was at jess' house and we were listening to her mp3 player when i heard this so...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 09:58:00 PST

best friends=marriage!

yup.. its true. jess and i tied the knot today. i mean.. we know each other like the back of our hands.. we make each other happy.. we're always together.. we're best friends.. so why not? hah...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 08:04:00 PST

drama..

wow.. how this world is filled with so much drama. it is truly unbelievable. every corner you turn theres somethingg there that starts new drama. i swear. people need to grow up!! and you know what e...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:01:00 PST

the holder of my heart...

JESSICA WYNETTE I don't even know where to start. This girl is the most amazinggg person you could ever meet. She has stolen my heart and made me happier than I have ever been. She has become my be...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:20:00 PST

more quotes

If you judge people, you have no time to love them *~If I had a star for everytime you brightened my day...I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands~* Sweet is love when all is sane Sweet is death to rid ...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:57:00 PST

a few quotes

Should I smile, Cuz ur my friend, Or cry..Cuz that's all we'll ever be? If you're going my way, I'll walk with you. Loving *U* is like breathing...how can i stop Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To S...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:46:00 PST

ten. [[yes i stole this]]

1) List 10 things that you want to say to people, but never will.2) Don't say who they are.3) Never discuss it again. 1. you, my dear, are my very best friend. i did not meet you in perso...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:40:00 PST

...One Last Chance...

Baby I have tried so hard to move forward, but my heart just wont let you go. It's holding on for dear life, hoping you'll give us one last chance. One last chance is all that I ask.. So I ca...
Posted by x.xTiff-a-Liciousx.x{Jess's Pillow} on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 11:08:00 PST