zerograin

I know you have been busy. Hopefully it is a good kind of busy. I have been trying to reach out to you because I think you might need some opinion, maybe a man’s perspective on certain issues in your life, opinion not swayed by your typical male agenda. I hope I am wrong and things are well. I chose you as a friend because I felt as though there is something different about you, maybe a spiritual connection. I think you have the intellectual insight to get through your tough times, and enough spiritual sense to see the danger of misconduct. Even then it may not be enough. I know in my life I have hard time asking for help, because I am such a proud person, and also because I have had to depend on myself for so long. And I take criticism as insult, discipline as punishment, and it shouldn’t be this way. I know if I don’t seek opinion from others, my own narrow mindedness cause me to feel as though I am in a prison with no end to my term. I can’t break free from my detouring habits and devastating social addiction… and I grow distant from my friends. So, if there is anything I can do… please don’t hesitate to call and or chat. At the least please know that someone cares.