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me ... uh ... how do i put me into words ... i guess im just a girl searching for some sort of meaning in this life ... as of today i go every step into my future blind to what may come but life does move so im takin the steps as they fall ya know ... if that even makes any sense at all ... lol ... but that is me just a girl bright eyed and searching for something more amazing then this ... i know its gotta be out there somewhere other wise what the hell is the point of being here breathing ... i am a tru friend and someone who loves with all her heart which may hurt me sometimes but i know that i affect the people i love in some sort of positive way and to me thats worth every bruise every tear every everything ... to sum me up im justa small town girl living in a big fuckin world

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soulmate

I have to say I don't think I ever thought my life would bring me to where I am.  I have never felt this way in my whole life...never felt this much love...never thought this was possible...I spe...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:42:00 GMT

stuck

today is a different day ... im not sure what it is im feeling i guess its sort of numb kinda like im at this new door iv never come across before im trying to open it but its locked .. how do i get i...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 13:22:00 GMT

new beginings

here i am again back to a place where i am able to be me on every level ... leaving behind most of the things that make my heart whole ... hopeing and praying for a future full of all the things iv al...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 20:04:00 GMT

truely dead ...

it hurts sometimes more then we can bare if we could live with out passion maybe we could find some peace but we would be hollow empty rooms broken shutter dank without passion ... we'd be tru...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:05:00 GMT

write a book

im just goin to talk a lil bit so if u don't read all this don't worry its goin to be long im just typeing what im thinkin ... so i gotta tell ya the past few months have been some of the most interes...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 23:07:00 GMT

crying myself to sleep

prolly be alone forever trying to keep it all together never felt so empty never not knowing what is better everything is hurting from my insides out tossing and turning im crying myself to sleep ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 16:22:00 GMT

trying to believe my own lie

i know physically im here but wheres my mind am i so caught up i can't see the lines on the pages right in front of me im not sure what iv done with all this time am i so messed up i can't hear the r...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 19:36:00 GMT

pawns

we are all just gods pawns he moves us a lil each day life is a big fuckin game he plays with the devil sometimes the devil wins all we feel is pain just wantin to give in my thoughts are dissapp...
Posted by on Mon, 28 May 2007 21:19:00 GMT

dream catcher

dreams are strange the way they are so outragous but somehow have an actual meaning as to something u are subcontiously thinking ... u may have a dream that makes u wake up in a cold sweet ur heart be...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 23:07:00 GMT

what a rush

the crazy insane rush the blankets the dj booth the tears the laughter one year ago some crazy shit happened i vowed to never again allow myself to feel that way...lol lookin back i was stupid but it ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 11:50:00 GMT