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J.O4theWin

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. I want my actions to have meaning, my... I want to go nuts and run through the streets of nashville in the rain after three bottles of wine, laughing through soggy cigarettes. I want to wake up and see you beside me and know that every day will begin with a reminder that there is beauty in the world, I don't want a job and a girlfriend. thats not life. I want a career and -not a partner, fuck a partner- I want a fucking team mate and i wish it were you

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my clone, I could keep him in the back and use him for spare parts
for starters, I got a bad hip and a broken heart.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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God on Trial: Catharschwitz

I watched a movie on PBS tonight called God on Trial. It was what could only be described as a sucker punch art-film. An idea, pushed to levels of unbelievable painfulness in honor of the idea being a...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 04:47:00 GMT

State of the Owen, June 2, 2008 (It’s easy to be lonely, but...)

It's easy to be lonely but it's so much harder to be alone and to believe, on faith alone, that you are truly loved. Love doesn't demand faith, love is faith. And here I am, standing on the corner of ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 23:12:00 GMT

How Lion Got His Roar: A Creation Myth (finally revised and finished)

In the beginning, the world was made of clay. There were no animals, and there were no men. There was only the creator. When the creator was young he sculpted deep ravines to play in, oceans to swim i...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:42:00 GMT

coffee’s brewing, i miss you.

You know what sucks?being so happy with someone that you get the DTs (withdrawals) every morning that they are out of town. when will that god damn coffee finish? ps. sorry i left all those bizarre bl...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:27:00 GMT

A Cradle of Diamonds

For the first four minutes of the trip, his mind stayed in his wallet. He didn’t have the gas for the interstate which meant driving on the slower highway, which meant running late. A mechanic o...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 23:58:00 GMT

Dime Store Dreams, a lullaby

A LullabyEvery night I lay down with memoriesAnd every morning I wake up aloneWith a pounding heartAnd a scratchy throatI make it through the daynever hinting atnever showing thatI'm lost in every way...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 00:01:00 GMT

Un Barco de Muerte

Another morning meansAnother broken stringTied to the rafter Of a sea faring dreamEl capitan Escribe mi nombre.Con dot negro.The blackest stain.a whiskey wind spreadsThe champagne fogI know, I knowMi...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 23:54:00 GMT

friends and family in espanol

Hola! Me llamo es Javier Owen Shipley.Yo soy intelligente  mas o menos- pero no responsible. Yo soy no responsible por que yo bebo. Yo conduco un gran Cadillac. Yo soy un hombre de muchos sombreros y...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 22:33:00 GMT

The other man (once again) =a new song= very excited

This is why I sleep next to my laptop, well this and espn. anyways, this all came out at once and for the first time in a while, I'm in love with a melody and a rhythm that I've written.So, I got that...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 23:21:00 GMT

i really deserve better than this

I'm not going to say what i do deserve, but it's certainly not being ignored.I can handle any situation that comes my way, given enough time to think about it, except for being ignored.Makes me act st...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 20:55:00 GMT