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About Me


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One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life. That word is love.- Sophocles
Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature... Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. - Helen Keller
I never really know what to say in stuff like this.
I am who I am.
And for some reason, sometimes that makes people either:
a) scared of me
b) look at me in very odd kinds of ways
c) just confused altogether
I'll try to sum me up the best I can...
I'm [not] just a girl.
I'm a vegetarian and PROUD of it.
I give homemade cookies to homeless people, cuz it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.
I'm what you could call a 'legal drug dealer'- a pharmacy technician and I love my job.
I live for my friends and family.
I can be moody, but its mostly not your fault, so don't worry. I am an anxious person, but its something I just can't help. You could call it a quirk, really.
I tend to look at the dark side of life, not so much as a pessimistic person, but as someone who finds happiness in gloom and things that most people find depressing.
I'm currently writing a graphic novel... One day, it'll make me famous *crosses fingers*
I love animals. I have a dog names Otis, a cat named Ophelia and a fish named Hamlet.
I wear mismatched clothes, usually cut up, sewn together with jagged and uneven seams, and lingerie as clothing with big, teased hair and too much eye makeup.
I'm sarcastic and poke fun at well, pretty much everything when I'm in one of my moods, but I can be extremely sensitive too.
On most occasions, I'm friendly but don't make me mad or you'll definitely know.
I'm not one to pretend I like someone. If I don't like them, they know it. End of story.
I probably have an over the top imagination. I come up with some pretty random things sometimes that make people laugh at me.
I like to people watch.
I love providing comic relief, at pretty much any expense.
I don't brush my hair.
I sing out loud at work and probably scare the customers while doing so.
I am insanely sarcastic sometimes.
I love earmuffs and fuzzy mittens.
I love learning new things.
I love foreign languages and accents.
I love laughing at the most random things, feeling every sort of emotion there is to feel, being imperfect and admiring others' imperfections.
I love being silly, even if it means I might embarrass myself.
I get annoyed by people who don't like me because of how I look or act, before they even get to know me.
I get annoyed by people who think they are always right or know even the tiniest bit more than I do and try to prove that on every opportunity they get.
I hate it when people are homophobic or hypocrites. Judging people only hides your insecurities about yourself.
I smell like vanilla, cinnamon and a can full of hairspray.
I talk too much, too fast, too loud and have problems sleeping.
I'm pretty sure I was born in the wrong decade... four decades or so too late, to be exact.
I'm far from materialistic or self indulgent.
I believe that there IS a soundtrack to my life. There are songs that I can tell you when and where I was when I heard them, or they describe a particular time in my life. I've always found it easier to describe myself via songs or poetry than it is with just normal words.
People tell me I am different from other people they know- is that supposed to be a taken as a compliment or an insult?
Does it mean I'm special, memorable, unique, scary, or just plain strange?
Or all of the above?
I'm really not any different than anyone else- I feel, smell, laugh, taste, smile, hate and live the same as most everyone else.
I love history, art, music and people.
I love eighties music, 'specially Depeche Mode, Bauhaus, Nitzer Ebb, The Cure, Joy Division and New Order.
My favourite book is a children's book called The Lonely Doll. In a way, it reminds me of myself growing up.
I don't think that dancing for the fun of it and looking like an idiot while doing so is a crime.
I'm allergic to lobster- am I really missing out on anything spectacular?
I'm a very sensory type of person.
I'm picky when it comes to some things in my life being organized, but my room is insanely messy.
I'm a painting in progress, an unfinished novel, poetry in motion, the colours of the rainbow, the missing piece to your puzzle, the pot at the end of your rainbow, the warmth you need on a cold winter's night.
I'm thirty-one flavours and then some.
I'm the girl who wants to be in the back of your mind, waiting to cross it at any given moment.
I am me.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Mainly people who have already died (sadly)

Johnny Cash

Hunter S. Thompson

Vlad the Impaler

Elvis

Jesus

Picasso

Beethoven

HR Geiger

Mother Theresa

Lizzie borden

Cleopatra

Hitler

The Living...

Trent Reznor.

Bettie Page.

Tim Burton.

Christopher Walkin.
If anything on here sparks your fancy, add me.

If anything on your page sparks my fancy, best be assured I'll add you back.
I don't want to add someone just so they can have more myspace "friends".

My Blog

through the looking glas...

life these days is pretty much how it has been for the past er, month and a half or so im sort of just.... existing between working, and stuff with my grandparents and being sick, my life has jus...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 15:25:00 GMT

to all those who actually know me

so, if it seems to you as though i have suddenly fallen off the face of the earth or become a hermit i apologize.... i would like to say that for the next month or so, i will be unable to go out with ...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:20:00 GMT

delicate

We might kiss when we are alone When nobody's watching We might take it home We might make out when nobody's there It's not that we're scared It's just that it's delicate So why'd you fill my sorrow...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 07:53:00 GMT

the weekend of....

..... drunken downtown venturing..... picking up a "dancer" (?)..... hanging out with someone who i care for dearly..... smiling lots..... getting amazingly funny phone calls and text messages..... la...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 19:01:00 GMT

so they say....

for now, the words we said and things we did don't mean much of anythingwe were who we were then and not nowfor now, all that matters is who we are and where we are now even if its just for a little w...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 10:42:00 GMT

hard cheese injections??

if you were to hear some of the conversations we have behind the pharmacy, you'd wonder just how professional we are. then again, how many pharmacy techs do YOU see that have a facial peicring, wear l...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:49:00 GMT

....

so she thinks to herself... the time is now it wasn't before, it isn't tomorrow, or the day after that, or even a week or month from now its NOW stand up and let them see let them see what you are eve...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 18:28:00 GMT

intelligence is mine??

I tried to do this test. All you have to do is put an asterix next to the ones you figure out. Don't cheat- that means no searching around on the 'net for clues. See how well you can do... 0. 24 H in ...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 00:09:00 GMT

hamburger on bread

last night EXACTLY what i have been needing lately i finally got to go to karma after driving past it all the time and saying, "hey- i want to go there" i finally got to hang out with the old crew for...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:08:00 GMT

dear fairy godmother....

.... i realize that i have never spoken to you before, nor have a written you a letter asking for favours or even mentioned the possibility of your presence before, but i would like to ask you to forg...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 14:10:00 GMT