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~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~

"I'm a lot to handle You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal Me I'm a scene I'm a drama q

About Me

Umm... yeah i hate you i hate love i hate guys and size zero sluts.... end of story.
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My Interests

Alcohol, Blood, Death, Decay, Drugs, Girls, Hate, Love,Pain, Roses, Rock & Roll, Sex, Sharp SHINY objects, And not you.don't worry no silly thing about a curse of some sort just the truth that you might not believe and i thank Angle Slyth off of FF for this ...............it is the sad truthI am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it and you don't have to be gay to do so. I'm not, but I will stand up against anyone who has a problem with homosexuality.

I'd like to meet:

Many people but i'm happy with the people i know.

Music:

Anything that catches my interest.
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Movies:

If its gorry i love it!

Television:

CARTOONS

Books:

Vampiric or other things along thoughs lines novles but i hate Ann Rice.

Heroes:

Why have a hero? When we all fall in the end.

My Blog

the Iowa blogeness

Yeah wierd tital     BOlg BlOg    ok     so iowa where i' at is BFE    yeah thats right bum fuck egyept   it is boring but ...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:02:00 PST

umm yeah

when i lay lay next to you it is peace.  when i see you i can't help but smile.  when you smile and laugh at my stupidness it makes my day.  when you kiss me it makes the wourld go arou...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:58:00 PST

relization

over the years and to some that is not ment i have relized you must first be able to stand and be who you are before you can sucssed in a relationship   you must be able to accepte every acp...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 05:39:00 PST

sigh another one for him though he's not here to read it(i miss you Corey)

i see so meny things and i think of youthe smallest things remind me of youevery day i think of youand i still cry over youi can't move on because i miss you to muchyou'll never smile or laugh agiani'...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:43:00 PST

read and weep boys

I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do...This was writ...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:33:00 PST

to him though he'll never read this

well i fyou ever read this i just want you to know that i'm sorry the reson i won't send you this is because at the time i'm writing this i know you don't want to read thisi thought i meant something ...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 10:13:00 PST

Little Things

all the things i can remeber are the little thingsthe things that don't matter to youthe things that mean the mosti get no i love yousno late night hours on end talksno i miss you's even though we jus...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:05:00 PST

Everything

well i don't know what to conseder today as bad varey bad and good i guessit started out bad went to worse got into it with my boyfriend  and i don't know if he even wants to be with me right now...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:13:00 PST

funny things that happen to you when you lest expected

I didn't think i'ed go through this agian, but here i am with one of the sweetest guys. Scared to say how i feel because i don't want to lose him.I miss him when i don't see him I miss his voice when ...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:31:00 PST

some things you'll never forget

hey its been awhile since i posted a blog but it's also been awhile since i had something to realy say   i visted corey page today and just like last time i cryed  it hurts and some of ...
Posted by ~♥~Porcelain Doll~♥~ on Wed, 16 May 2007 03:46:00 PST