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[D]izz. [will never be the same]

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there`s no such thing as perfect
because that would mean
there`s no room for improvement
the pursuit of perfection
is just a hoax.
i`m far from perfect.

i`m sANDRA dEE
here i am;
as perfect as i`ll ever be..

re-live
realize.
re-define.
re-live all those nites you cried.
re-live the mistakes you`ve made.
realize the roll you played in your unhappiness.
realize the concequences of your actions.
realize what you can do to make positive changes in your life.
& realize who was there the whole time.
re-define.
everything you`re living for.
happiness is ultimatley a choice you make.
do not stress over the things you have no control over.
instead look at the things you can change.
everything else will eventually fall into place.
not everythings meant to bring you joy.
without pain;
there would be no happiness.
& whatever doesn`t kill you; makes you stronger.
you are never alone.
you will always have God.
don`t beleive in him..
you will always have your best friend.
don`t have one of those..
you`ll always have your parents.
don`t have any of those..
you`ll always have your siblings..
don`t have any of those..
you`ll always have your lover..
no lover?
you`ll always have sandra.♥
don`t like her..
you`ll always find someone better.
either way; you have atlest one of the above.
pinkyyswearr.♥
i`d rather have loved & lost..
than to have never loved at all.
all those times he made me smile
& told me i was special.
held my hand like little kids.
kissed my neck soft but passionate.
sweet & tender.
tickled me until i was about to explode with laughter.
spilled his precious soul to me.
made fun of the silly things i do.
picked me flowers.
bought me a nice dinner.
or better yet; cooked me one.
kissed me barefoot in the pouring rain.
& whispered his love for me
out weigh crying everynite.
& missing him everyday.
i wouldn`t take back a second of it.
live with no regrets.
life is to short.
all the time in the world.
all we have is now.
there`s nothing more important to me than;
God; my family & my friends.
my passions include music & writing
to me there`s nothing better than loving.
knowing i made someone smile.
& feel special inside.
gives me reason.
gives me purpose.
loving people + helping them
=
one of the biggest things i live for.
everyone should be like sandra dee &
SPREAD THE JOY.
even doing the smallest thing..
could make a big diffrence.
don`t be afraid to speak up.
if you don`t agree with something.
stand up for what you beleive in.
you have a voice use it.
letting an injustice occur
without saying anything
is just as bad;
if not worse;
than committing the injustice.
+ don`t let people walk all over you
speak up!
the world of tomorrow
is in the hands of the youth today
thank you to those;
who taught me so much.
sometimes; you`ve got to get a little blood on your knees
when starting to ride a bike
but once you learn;
you never forget.
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Heroes:


[r.i.p]
Shirley♥
♥Kevin
Charles♥

Ebonie [BFF]
Tina Lee [Wifey]
Alex [Big Sis]
Sarah [Dranking Partner]
Rocko [Husband]
++OBVIOUSLYY ♥Ashley.
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My Blog

I want to give up on everything. Nut then I`d have nothing.

which is really. gay. sometimes i just feel like theres nothing  to hold onto/for.   i cant help the way i feel. atlest i stay positive and suck it up. buttt venting helps. allow me to vent....
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:19:00 PST

Dancing In The Rain.

Last nite while walking home;;I listened to Rain On Me.Cried a little bit;;&& Smoked a ciggerette;;While dancing in the rainAt times I even sang;;People probaly thought I was on crack.Maybe I ...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 11:28:00 PST

INLOVE♥

sooo mayyybeee. sandra likes someone. JUST MAYBE. crosses fingers.. releases heart from padlocked cage.. dare i put my heart on the line again?   there`s no way i could let this one get away. ..m...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:03:00 PST

CANT HANDLE IT.

too much. too much drama. too much hate. too much lying. too much betrayal. too much self hate. too much victimization. too much crying. too much .. too much.. too much of everything. too much time to...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:00:00 PST

<V>.i.e.n.n.a..[/]

Slow down, you crazy child you're so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you're so smart, tell me Why are you still so afraid? Where's the fire, what's the hurry about? You'd better cool it off ...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:20:00 PST

BOUND TO HAPPEN - The Spill Canvas [</3] {Read Me!}

I used to know you like the back of my handUntil today you held your placeNow you're shifting like the sandYour chest would heave with pride if I were spoken of'Till tonight I never knew the differenc...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:47:00 PST

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Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 11:45:00 PST

Dear Anonymous;; [<//3]

If you are reading this; I`ll always love you.  Though you constantly hurt me && abuse my emotions. I still forgive you. You were always there, always seemed to care. Was it all a lie? W...
Posted by [D]izz. [will never be the same] on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 12:40:00 PST