Hey guys, well since i'm gonna be on here, let me tell you a little about myself and who i'd like to meet. As you all know I’m Jose Antonio (Tony) Mendez. Although it's disturbing to say this, I think I should tell you guys, since you are my friends. My dad died of a brain haemorraige 15 months ago, and my mum 22 years ago. This saddens me because I miss them tremendously you know. I just wish I could meet them again one more time........ see their faces at least one more time, even just one more hug or kiss. I just wish I could go out and get drunk with my dad one more time, I really really just wanna go out and get pissed with him RIGHT NOW, I miss his daily sense of humour, piss taking out of people, and the way he used to charm the girls………(he was really good that!)You probably think that it's great to be me, that I’m having a whale of a time, joking around, dressing up, and having fun, but, I don't think so. Believe me apart from my fabulous sister, i'm glad to have great friends that love me, but it just sucks that you guys don't know that I have this goddamn hole in my heart. When you lose someone especially if it's your dad or mum, you could never be happy.