If u kno me then yes u probs kno i’m a Jesus freak =) the things He does for me on a daily basis are countless and sayin thankyou doesn’t go ne where near the depth of my gratitude. I don’t hav 2 plaster His name all over my page jus 4 YOU 2c I love Jesus cuz he knos I do but hes given me something to share and I kno I need to… im actuali reali happy that so many of the youth are finding their way to God as I kno 4 a fact that a youth revival is happening and when fully manifested it shall be like nothing any of us will have seen before, Jesus is reclaiming lives from the devil like its nothing trust meee!! I see loads of ppl with the daily bible verse on their page and things like the Lord is my Shepherd etc in screen names and it reali does make me happy but then on those same pages I see other things like ‘dnt get it twisted doe, il bang ne1 in da jaw if dey try it!’ or ‘im the bumest no1 tops me!’ n im thinking waaaa?? To those who have found Jesus I just want to re-itterate the fact we shud remember him in all we do… if we r willing to call ourselves Christians then let the Lord Jesus Christ shine thru us!! there’s a song on Kirk Franklins new album called last jesus (every1 shud listen 2 dat album btw) and the lyrics go ‘Sunday everyone looks like you (Jesus) but if our lives are cold inside tell me what’s the use?’ n that is so true!! Jesus isn’t jus a Sunday school thing, he’s a 7 day 24 hour thing n we shouldn’t forget!! We need 2 b prayin n reading the Bible i kno it may sound ‘long’ but trust me if ur head is in that book n ur mind is in prayer u’l find urself slippin less and less and ul jus realise how irrelevant many things of this world are... the word 'prayer' itself may sound daunting but it doesnt necessarily mean kneelin down n claspin ur hands 2geva, all prayer is is talking to God, jus communicating with Him.. we say at least say gud morning to our parents wen we wake up so how daaare us not do the same if not more 2 the Lord who created us?? the more u pray the easier it becums n the easier it becomes, the more u pray! da best thing to do is when u find urself doin nothing pick up ur Bible n read it! (the sayin is true, the devil reali DOES make use of idle hands) Whether it b on da train on da bus, wherever jus b reading it!! Christian means follower of Christ and as just that we should be strivin 2b as much like him as possible. we dont need 2b swearin or up in those hyped raves wer dumb things happen... i'm not against goin 2 parties at all if u kno wa ur doin den by all means go ahead, me myself i just dont go 'ravin' simply because my spirit doesnt feel comfortable in that atmosphere... if i need sum1 2 step on ma feet n push me abt i can get 1 of ma bros 2 do dat 4 me at home besides, y do in the dark wat u wouldn't if the lights were on?? as well we should b evangelisin n lettin other people kno abt the God we love, dnt b selfish, spread the Good News!! I used 2b scared 2 speak about Christ because I was under the impression that I don’t know enough myself so how can I go round speakin 2 others but that’s another one of the devil’s lies. When you preach the word its not U speakin, it’s the holy spirit speaking thru u and ministering onto others, u dnt need 2b a pastor 2do it! Even if u dnt kno certain things or ur not sure, dnt let that stop u, simply say ok I dnt kno the answer to that bt don’t worry I’l find out and come back to you! That’s all iv got to say reali but im telling u this is a living God n jus like the song, his grace truly IS amazing. Ask the Lord 2 reveal himself 2u and he truly will, its His desire for each of us 2kno him and if u draw near to him, he'll draw near 2 u - FACT. growin up in a christian family or goin 2 church evry sunday 4 da sake of it or cuz ur mums makin u reali doesnt mean anything, iv bin goin church all my life bt only in my late teens hav i found God 4 mySELF, we need to form and strengthen our own relationship with Christ for us, not 4 man. n i kno every1 says Jesus died 4 us, God sent down his only son etc etc but I think we hear it so much the magnitude of it simply drowns out. It was only recently that God allowed me to fully undastand it reali and truly. Would u give ur life up even 4 a reali good person let alone someone who hates u? I kno all of us wud think twice but 2 think that Jesus died 4 us even though we were sinners i repeat SINNERS is jus incredibllle mannnn its not even 2 say he died peacefully in his sleep or anything, he was tortured and humiliated by the very ppl he was saving, even though he was a king!! If it helps think of the queen 4gudness sake (multiplied by like infinity!!), imagine she went to Africa n no1 knew hu she was and was tryin to let them know how to get to England yet the African ppl were lik shut up man go away n wer spittin on her swearin at her n beatin n disrespectin her in unimaginable ways yet through all of this she makes the decision to die for the very ppl hu r cursin her lik this, the ppl hu hate her, just so that they can have a chance to c her country… I kno I haven’t articulated it as best i can, im writin as is comes but if u undastand wat im sayin den seriousli I hope u realise it aint jus nething!! Mayb if u hav children ul undastand the sacrifice of giving up your own child cuz that too is amazing n honestly when I reali think abt it I jus cant believe it, we reali do not undastand the great gift of salvation that we all have through the cross n honestly if we cud jus see what God has instore for us if we follow his ways we wouldn’t even think of messin abt at all!! We seriousli need to fully die to ourselves n put God first before we can truly live… I kno its easier said than done but get holy or die tryin!! *** 1st Timothy chapter 4 verse 12 - 'don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity...'***
i dont even own nething nike lol but jus do wa it says!
Interests
i absolutely LOVE music(i mean can you honestly honestly imagine a world with it?), acting, dancing, singing, the internet lol ders sooo much u cn get from it, MSN back in the day (i dont go on it anymore:S), writing, sometimes i just get little bursts and i feel like writin something down jus like little poems and stuff, even when i hear the intros to songs i jus start making rhymes over it lol, but don't worry, none of my ambitions include becoming a UK female MC , trust me if it was you'd know about it lol, umm... i wish i could read nowadays as much as i did when i was younger, that's one of the things on my to do list... i also needs to get my act together when it comes to school work,***IM IN COLLEGE NOW*** as i can spend a whole holiday looking at ma schoolbag in da corner of my room then not TOUCH it till the night before school starts again lol but i really love school, bare ppl cum in everyday sayin i HATE SCHOOL, i hate school but i really dnt understand WHY.. we have sumthin so many others are deprived of and if u aint willing to appreciate it, don't but I know I AM..
I'd like to meet:
A little script i did @ Blue Sky wiv Chucky seeing as nobody wanted to be my partner =( lol we had only gone thru the script twice b4 filmin so not excellent but u kno... n by the way, my hair was MEANT 2b messy! (=S) THANKS 2 KEVIN 4 FILMING N EDITING IT!
Music:
Music
don't even get me started, i could NEVER EVER name you a favourite song of mine, there are too many lol. i listen to loads of different music, only recently i've been getting into garage I used to think it was stupid people tryin to be ghetto over a dumb beat, but most of the UK 'undergoround' artists really do have something to say... - don't you think that NUMBER 4 on every album is a good song? ok maybe not the BEST but it is never rubbish, watch out for it and you'll get what i mean truss me
Movies:
Movies
ok bak in da day matilda
and the parent trap
where ma fav. films lol n dey still hav a place in ma heart but i watched dis beautiful BEAUTIFUL film da ova day called DRAGONFLY
n now dass ma new favorite :D its just beautiful i cant explain i jus love it. ****UPDATE**** i jus wanted to add The Pursuit of Happyness :D
now THAT is a lovely film made a tear drop from my eye... just lovely lovely lovelyyy =)
oh and also SARAFINA!! (freedom is comin to-mo-ro!!)
Television:
Television
Little Miss Jocelyn is BIGGG
n how can i NOT hav prison break up??
Books:
Books
back in the day when I used to looooove Jacquelin Wilson lol so there's a big up to her, umm I love The LOVELY BONES by Alice Sebold
, that is just the nicest book, its soo lovely and stays with you ages after you've read it, ders GANGSTA RAP by Benjamin Zephaniah
dat book is goood lol its so real to evryday life so many ppl i kno came 2 my mind as i read it n its jus a really nice read dat makes u think refugee boy and FACE r gud as well.. umm Private Peaceful by Michael Morpugo, I read that after a school battlefields trip in yr 9 i think it was and though I find it really hard to cry for fictional things like movies, books soaps etc.. i was BAWLIN after reading this book. Umm there was a really good book I read and it was written from an autistic's child view and was called something like the INCIDNET OF THE DOG IN THE DARK? anyway that was a good book too the perspective really made you think, others ones coming tomy mind are Maya Angelou i KnowWhy the Caged Bird Sings, Tell No One (cnt remember who its by...) lol was up all nite readin dis book lol cunt go 2 sleeep!! umm I can't really remember more at the mo, I've never actually sat down this LONG TO MAKE A PROFILE of myself and I'm feeling a bit tired now...
Heroes:
Loads of people call their mum their HERO, and rightly so too, I love my mother soo much it's unbelievable, all the things she's done for me and my brothers still now I cannot fully understand the extent, she's gone through so much in her life and deserves every piece of happiness she gets. as she was the one who brought me into the world, I guess it is her I look up to most, (after God of course) and although I argue with her and shes vex wil me lik ALL DA TIME, no one comes before her.... LOVE YOU MUMMY!
