And I say thank you for the
scars
And the
guilt
and the
pain
Every
tear
I've never
cried
Has sealed your
fucking
fateDid you take me for, a
fool
?Or were you just too
blind
to seeThat every effort made has
failed
And there is no
destroying me
?
My Name's Ashely
I'm
SenativeI
fight
for what i believe in
I'm lazyI
fuck
up alotSometimes I
care
too muchDon't make me
angry I'm not into
christain bullshit Music
keeps me sainMy
friends
make me happyI love meeting new
People Boys are my
weakness I'm easily
excited but easily
let down I love
affection
I hardly ever
Sleep
I'm
Wild
I love to
Party
I can't be
Tamed
I don't give a
fuck
what you think
Poem
collapse
into pieces my body smashes
across the hollow ground
screaming screaming screaming
never makes a sound
..
I was never really there
I set myself aside
away from my blinding pain
somewhere to hide
so I could see everything
and I can see the destruction
erupting from my veins
gouge out my eyes
so you can't see me cry
and i can pretend
like everything's alright
just to fall asleep tonight
The guilt is grinding in
because this life is a lie
every step I take is'nt mine
where do we look
when there's nothing to find
just separate to delegate
between you and reality
watch as time elapse
just watch..
as i collapse
