RIGHT NOW IM JUST TRYING TO FIND ME...NOTHING MORE!
I'd like to meet:
JUST HOW IM FEELING
as days go by i feel more misunderstood...tryin to find myself worth is hard, and yet the saga continues...ive been sterotyped and it dazes me that people seem to kno so much about myself then i do...blindfolded and knowing myself is right in front of me hurts cause i kno that i could just untie the blindfold...but the knot is just to hard. but trust me 1 day ill be home...inside...to clear up all the "maybe she is and she's that's" yea i do mess with females and im not sayin its right or wrong, but sin is sin...and dont make me any less of a person..its a habit and yes habits can be broken but it takes time...so dont judge me...boys are cool..and yea im attracted but its normal! sometimes lovin people is just putting yourself thru your own heartbreak. i dont kno who my true friends are...i just know what they claim to be. im not perfect. to everyone that i ever loved and didnt kno how to love me back FUCK YOU! im nice and you took advantage of me. and apologies given to the people that i made feel the way i do. i never thought i would express my feelins to anyone and now im doin it to the whole world. even tho im on a journey of finding myself im relieved cause i never felt so close to home!im done crying over shyt that wont ever shed a tear for me...my tears gon show yall when im happy!!!
Music:
BEST F'N FRIEND time will past us by put im glad to kno yo ass will still be here...BEST FUCKIN FRIEND!! yea you got the title you've been there when bytches wanted to follow the crowd and didnt want to except me for my individualty.... FUCK A BYTCH! you real, sometimes 2 real 4 me but i cant complain when i have found a honest nigga like u... that i kno i could ride or die wit! we stay actin goofy and stay bein badasses but we both kno if 1 go down we all go down u taught me to dont hold my tongue and to learn these great words.... I DUN NEED YOU! you dun take my kindness for a weakness...so wat more can i ask for! we love no hoe nor stunt no bytch and if we keep it like that cant nobodi fuck wit us! HATE IT BYTCHES! i love my jasmine (yup,yup) my best f'in friend!
MY STUPID PIFFY!! never met a person thats so sincre and so easy to talk to!!! your advice is so real and your one of the first ppl that's not narrow-minded....we talk about everything you always have my back...u teach me from wrong and right..tell me when im f'in up or even when you see it about to happenin... I love you girl....and your smarter then what i think lol!!!
MY BREATH OF FRESH AIR BAE U MAKE ME SO HAPPY! I cant imagine how I wud be right now if you wasnt beside me...for once i can say somebodi got me speechless!! you make me have hope for the future that we plan to have I realize that your here by choice and b cuz you care n that NOBODIES GON GET IN THE WAY OF US!! im not goin anywhere n you kno that so let me hold you down n everythings gon be fine! im LEARNIN that love's not always complicated
TINK~A~LING damn shyt crazzie baby!...but through it all you betta kno that ANGEL LOVES YOU!!..NOW AND FOREVA! 11/15/06 knocked my ass back to the memories we had!! STRAIGHT ACTIN A FOOL!! LOL you kno me and i kno you...you love me and i love you! AND NOBODY IS GON CHANGE THAT!
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Heroes:
MY LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST AND MY MOM...SIBLINGS!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: squeeze
Birthday: 9/17
Birthplace: jacksonville fl
Current Location: newport news
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: left
Your Heritage: alot
The Shoes You Wore Today: i just kno they was cute
Your Weakness: U MIGHT USE IT AGAINST ME!
Your Fears: midgets, clowns, birds....n GOD!
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese n some moe
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: stayin strong but i think ive did that already
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: think the lord
Your Best Physical Feature: stomache...face iuno
Your Bedtime: 9 lol
Your Most Missed Memory: love
Pepsi or Coke: milk water or juice
MacDonalds or Burger King: them big macs
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ....
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cap
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: fuck yea
Do you Sing: try
Do you Shower Daily: duh
Have you Been in Love: dun kno what the "L" word mean
Do you want to go to College: yep
Do you want to get Married: yep today i do maybe hell no tomorrow!
Do you belive in yourself: yea
Do you get Motion Sickness: here lately....sound like a pregnancy test
Do you think you are Attractive: yep
Are you a Health Freak: can be
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom
Do you play an Instrument: maybe
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hahaha
In the past month have you Smoked: no stupid
In the past month have you been on Drugs: noooo
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: have i? lol yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nah
In the past month have you been on Stage: yep
In the past month have you been Dumped: nah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: hahaha
Ever been Drunk: have i? lol
Ever been called a Tease: yep
Ever been Beaten up: yep jumped by 5 bytches
Ever Shoplifted: stupid bytch
How do you want to Die: dont want to but wit my boo in our sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: sumthin
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dun matter
Favourite Hair Color: dun matter
Short or Long Hair: long its cute
Height: hmmmm tryin to get ova the height issue
Weight: not fat
Best Clothing Style: their own
Number of Drugs I have taken: none....weed count?
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none life is what it is baby!
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