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...amanda...

Kiss me under the stars

About Me

I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a neice, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident, and scared, terrified, and excited. I am loving, and caring, and shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dreams my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion. I believe in true love. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all i want is for you to love me.
About Me
Name Amanda
Nickname there's just too many
Birthday 03/03/86
Age 20
Height 5'2
Hair Color currently brunette naturally blonde
Eye Color hazel
Have You Ever
Fallen for your besfriend no, fallen & they became my best friend
Kissed someone who was just your friend yes
Been rejected yes
Been in love yes
Used someone maybe a little
Cheated on someone no
Been cheated on yes
Done something you regret who hasn't?
Do you ...
Color your hair yup
Have tattos yup
If so how many 1
Have any peircings yes
If so how many 4
Have a bf/gf nope
Like thunderstorms normaly no but if i'm throughly distracted then they are quite nice
Ever get off the damn computer occasionally
Have you/Do you have...
Considered a life of crime don't you know it i'm SUCH a law breaker
Considered being a hooker nope
Coneidered being a pimp can't say i have
Split personalities no i'm a little saner than that...most the time
Obsessions not anymore, i will admit that i have had 1 or 2 in the past
Anxiety yup
Depression/Considered suicid yes not right now though/no
Right now..
Current clothes warm & cozy white turtle neck & black pants
Current mood placid
Current hair half up & in my eyes
Current music christmas
Current annoyance me being older than what the wind chill is outside
Current perfume/cologne Curious
&..39;Current thing you should be doing' getting ready for bed
Current crush nope
Favorite
Drink root beer
Color Green
Tv Show Scrubs
Movie Liar Liar & Fox & The Hound
Place out on the boat in AL
Person to talk to Jessica
Do your perfer..
McDonalds or Burger King Burger King
Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend friend, if i'm marrying him i'll have plenty of time to work on the other lol
Root Beer or Dr Pepper root beer
Sunshine or Rain sunshine
Spring or Fall spring
Winter or Summer summer
Vanilla or Chocolate vanilla
Snowboarding or Sking never tried either
Lights on or Off depends, for what?
Are you...
Understanding more than i should be @ times
Open Minded pretty much so
Bad Tempered nah, it takes ALOT to push me over the edge
Happy i'm content
Attractive i hope so
Bored Easily me, bored easi......what's the question?
Sad not really
Unique one of a kind
What do you like in a Girl/ Boy i'd be happy with some1 who could just appreciate me for now
Eyes no prefrence
Hair color dont matter
Long or short hair not too long but not really short either
Height taller than me
Body Type
Personality the kind that is immature but serious when they have to be
Random
How would you describe yourself shy, odd, adorable, creative
Do you have any Pets? 1 dog 1 cat
Have any syblings? 1 older brother
What do you want to be when you grow up? an art teacher
Do you wanna get married and have kids? yea
What is your best physical Trait? i dunno, eyes? smile? i dont check myself out you tell me
What is the best thing about your personality? no matter how hard you try you just can't hate me lol
What words do you overuse oh dear, no
Whats the most annoying thing about you i'm to damn shy
End this survey with a quote "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy"
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My Interests

Myspace Contact Tables i absolutely love art, most any kind. Reading is up there too. Listening to almost all genres of music. Yea, i know, i'm a geek, but you know you wouldn't want me any other way!

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Music:

anything as long as it's not rap, i can listen to it if i must...but it's as if i can feel my brain cells dying while it's on, it's sad really

Movies:

anything that isn't boring that makes me laugh, or cry, that's the qualifications of a good movie & bonus points if it does both

Television:

Scrubs is the bestest show ever!!!!

Heroes:

my mom, my dad, tina, & stevie

My Blog

i need to go to bed!

im so hyper. i wish i had something to do.  jumping on my trampoline sounds like quite the idea, but it's just so darn cold out & i got nobody to warm me up afterwards. shucks.  Anybody ...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:48:00 PST

in my head a day later

i retract my aaaaaaagggggggghhhhhhhh & now am very eeeekkk!!!  lol (if you're completely lost you can just ask & i can explain)...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:32:00 PST

inside my head

AAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! yup, that sums it up nicely
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:51:00 PST

oh so true

   me~      loves to give.      gives in to feelings.      feels with heart.      heart on sleeve. &n...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:16:00 PST

FYI: glass tastes bad

Where to start where to start??? Wow, today was just loads of fun.  Truck loads to be more specific. Truck loads that come barrelling down the interstate goin 75 mph & slam into my car.&...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 07:16:00 PST

please....somebody cut my nose off!!

I really realy really despise being sick.  I'm so tired, but when i try to lay down & sleep i can't breath, i sit up to breath & can't sleep...i can't win!!!!  But will any1 sol...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:01:00 PST

multicolored dots

Raindrops fall from under her golden hairFeelings to intense for him to bear........................................................ ......Empty responses glide too easily from his lipsEach a pinprick ...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:04:00 PST

(excruciatingly) slowly starting to dull the pain

Hmm...What AM i feeling???  A million things rushing around in circles inside of me.  My subconscience must be starting to get dizzy.  I feel completely empty inside.  But I also f...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 11:37:00 PST

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored..... .................

Guess what I am....if you get it right I'll give you a cookie.   Ok maybe I won't because I don't have any cookies, but it's the thought that counts.  I am sitting at work, getting paid...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 10:33:00 PST

i like cake

YAY!!! only 6 days till i (hopefully) get to see Lifehouse.  Of course my fiscal situation is still undetermined for this weekend.  So if i can go it will officially be an awesome day...1) i...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:56:00 PST