Humans are the only creatures who gave birth to the seven deadly sins. The more sins a human commits, the dirtier their blood becomes. That is why most vampire hosts are pure hearted, because their blood is like wine.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know that I have no place To say my life can’t get any worse. But another loss is what I can’t face. Is it possible that there is a curse? Those that I care about deeply Wind up leaving me or dying. I keep how I feel secretly, So inside I’m always crying. Why don’t I let people help me? I always keep everyone away. I tell them all just to let me be, So I’m alone every day. It’s my own fault that no one knows, That’s because I’m too stubborn for sympathy. So I stand and takes those painful blows, And stay away from inquiry. If I were to die, would my family care? I know my friends would be at my deathbed... And at the end, would anyone be there? I question what pains await me ahead. The love I lost I wish was just a dream... But it’s not, I know it’s reality. The old wounds still make me scream. And there is no such thing as clarity.-10-11-05--- Nick Thornwells ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MECHANICAL ANIMALS By: Marilyn MansonWe were neurophobic and perfect The day that we lost our souls Maybe they weren't so human But If they cry they will rust And I was a hand grenade That never stopped exploding You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in godI never gonna be the one for you I never gonna save the world from you They'll never be good for you Bad to you They'll never be anything Anything at allYou were my mechanical bride Felling phenobarbidoll A manniqueen of depression With the face of a dead star And I was a hand grenade That never stopped exploding You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in godI am never gonna be the one for you I never gonna save the world from you They'll never be good for you Bad to you They'll never be anything Anything at all They'll never be good for you Bad to you They'll never be anything Anything at all I am never gonna be the one for you I never gonna save the world from youThis isn't me I'm not mechanical I'm just a boy playing the suicide king I'm just a boy playing the suicide king I'm just a boy playing the suicide king I'm just a boy playing the suicide king I'm just a boy playing the suicide king I'm just a boy playing the suicide king ~~~~~