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WOW ThiS BOi hERE GOES By JAMES MiChAEl !! WE dUN BEEN THREW A WhOlE lOTTA ShiTTTT hAhA likE 4REEl . SO iM JUS GOiN TO MAkE A lONG STORy ShORT BEkUZ hOES iS NOSy . fEEl MEh . SO BASiCAlly THA kid hAS MUh hART .iM likE DANGEROUSly AMAZiNGly DEEPly MADly iNlOVE WiT EM . Ok SO i GAVE hiM A hARD TiME N THE BEGiNNiNG BUT iT WAS kiNdA WORTh iT . yA kNOE ? iTS fUNNy hOW All THiS TiME i'VE BEEN lOOkiN fA TRU TRU lOVE ND iT WAS RiTE THERE All AlONG ! i ShOUlDA GAVE EM A ChANCE A lONG TiME AGO . BUT WE WAS fUkkiN WiT DEM lAMES . hAhA . BUT iT WAS A EXPERiENCE . i WAS SkURRd TO EVA TRUST AGEN fAM ON SUM TRU SHiT ND hE TOlD MEh OVA N OVA TA TRUST EM .. NOW iM SO GlAd i did . i MEAN yEA i hAVE BEEN iNA lONG TERM RElATiONSHiP WEN i HAVE SED i lOVEd ET PERSON . BUT NOW i fEEl ET ShiT fAM . EVERy TiME i SED i lOVED A NiGGUh THE OUT COME WAS AlWAyS fUkkED UP . BUT THiS BOi RiTE ChERE !! hES DA ONE THAT MAkES ME COMPlETE . MAkES ME SMilE . MAKES ME fEEl likE A diff . PERSON . NiGGUh WUT ChU MEAN !! if i dO SHEd A TEAR iTS BEkUZ iM hAPPy . i WAS READy TO GiV UP N JUS SAE fUkk iT MAN .. BUT JAMES ... DAMN ... hE ChANGEd MUh WhOlE lifE AROUND . WHO EVA fUkkED UP WiT HiM .. ThANkS [= hAhA . WEN i SEE , TlK OR JUS THink Of HiM hE BRiGHTENS UP MUh DAE . iTS MADDD CRAZyy .. WEN PPl TOlD MEh SHiT likE ET i ThOUGHT iT WAS BUllShiT fAM . BUT JAMES PROVEd MEh WRONG . i ThOUGHT GETTiN OUTTA ET RElATiONShiP WOUlD B DiffiCUlT ND ShiT . hMPh NEVA ET . iMA STRONGA PERSON . STRONGA DEN i HAVE EVA BEEN . SO THANkS BOO ! BUT JAMES i WANT yUh TOO kNOE .. THAT i lOVE yUh WiT All MUh hART BABi BOO ! ND ThATS ON EVERyTHANG i loVE . iM SO GlAD yU kAM N2 MUh lifE . likE 4REEl . iTS ME ND yUh . fUkk EM hATAS !! GOTS MEh fUkk UP ABOUT MinE . THEy NUTHiN .. ON US hARD . BUT WE lUBB DA ATTENTiON .. tEE hEE .. BUT BABi AlOT HAS CHANGED .. AlOT iS GOiN TO ChANGE Nd iM REAdy TO EXPERiENCE iT WiT yU . NOT WiT yU ND SUMBODy ElsE .... WiT yU ! i Will NEVA hURT yUh BABi ND i kNOE yU Will NEVA HURT MEh . yUh TREAT ME likE i AlWAyS WANTEd TO B TREATD . iM HAPPy WiT yU . i lOVE yA . i lUV MUh MOMMiE N lAW [Mz DAWN] ND yA GDADDy N hERE i GUESS i GOTS lUV fA Q Nd STACy lOl . ONE BiG ASS fAMily . BUTTTT . MUh MAMA lUV yA . SO WUTS DA PROBlEM ? THERES NONE [= .. WEN i CRiED ET ONE TiME ON yA BED , i kNEW 4SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yU WAS DA ONE . JAMES MiChAEl lEWiS . i lOVE yUh BABiE . WiT All Of MUh hART .. AlWAyS Nd 4EVA ..