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~*~LoVe Is ThE SLoWeSt FoRm Of SuiCiDe~*~

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About Me

QUOTE TO LIVE BY: " THIS TOO SHALL PASS" name:Rachaelsn: im me at herblackrose22 or hockeygurl2221 anytime i'll talk to youwhat kind of person am i?: well really, its truly up to you to decide i suppose, but i like to be known as that chill girl whos just loads of fun to be around. i pride myself on being different and quite abnormal. im the very artistic, creatitive type. i love poetry, its my life! im a party gurl too tho. if theres a party, im comming! im not the best advice giver, but im a great listener and i can always lend a hand to my friends.description: long dark brown hair, 4"10 (wears big high heeled black boots to make up for it), 96 lbs, slim figure but not twiggy, i have curves, dark brown eyes that can see through your soul... clothing choice:well im kinda of odd b/c sometimes i like wearing all black or black with red always with spiked necklaces and bracelets, but other times i just like to look cute and a bit more blended in, yet i love to wear long, elegant gowns, dressing up is fun!! i also recently have this kinda hippie style now, so weird. dye hair: i want to dye it jet black and add red streaks... school: Binghamton highschool (junior)...drink:whatever alochol/liqor i can get my hands on sounds good lol,but i like keystone for beer and vodka mixed w/ anything for liquor...turn on: personality,sense of humor,smile,abs,someone who can bite...piercings: three sets on the ears, and the left side of my liptattos: soon as i turn 18 i want a black rose and a butterfly on my back and/or bicep, and i def want a heartogram b/c its beautiful...obsession:supernatural,vampires,the unknown...fav number: 13 and 22... sex: no comment...weakness: procrastinator,easily affected by others actions and words, uber sensitive, dependent on signifigant other,...fears: spiders,shots,dying,losing my loved ones,failing in life, not being able to find myself, and being alone...happy memories: partying with sara!!,going to killams point and working at the camp up there,going to maine w/ sara,going to Chicago b/c that was the hottest trip ever!!!, going to poetry readings with my friends, many events of 8th grade,going to concerts,day i became a published poet,day my new baby cusin was born, dude theres so damn many...heritage: french canadian,german,british,& korean...best physical feature: idk, my eyes?marital status: taken :)favorite food: i hate food, i love milkshakes...favorite animal: tiger/cheetah/black panther...favorite color: red...favorite poet: Edgar Allen Poe and Gussippe Ungaretti...favorite actors: Vin Disel,johnny depp,kevin costner,russell crowe....goals: to become a famous poet, to have a perfect family someday, to become a creative writting professor other things i like:.... Godzilla! listening to music (rock), reading Anne Rice novels, writing poetry, anything that has to do with vampires...shopping at Hot Topic & Spencer's, hanging out with my awesome friends,doing stupid funny crap that usually ends up getting me in trouble and annoying people,playing air guitar and rocking out in my undergarments,partying,taking long walks at midnight,watching sunsets,watching horror movies and scaring myself,chasing butterflies,wishing upon stars,observing people,laughing,making fun of poltics,swimming at night,&relaxing...dislikes: hate preps and cheerleaders, spiders,the winter,sluts,liars,whores, players, drugs, smoking, throwing up, being let down, having your scerets spilled,crying all the time,mean people, being depressed...now everyone knows me too well....
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You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!

You are an Angel of Pain


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You are an innocent Angel


81%

You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!


75%

Angel of Light


69%

You are an Angel of Beauty


63%
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My Interests

My Interests Include Poetry, Vampires, And the Unknown

I'd like to meet:

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Get this video and more at MySpace.comCRISS ANGEL!!!,shinedown,ville valo,tim burton,Poe,amy lee,tommy lee,system of a down,gusippie ungaretti,emily dickinson, and the entire ottawa senators hockey team
Nightmare
Demonic
Ooh, you're the nasty kind. You're what goes bump in the night. Usually lurking at the end of my bed or around the corner.

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Music:

SHINEDOWN,flyleaf, System Of A Down, Disturbed, Trivium, Three Days Grace,stone sour,opeth,kittie,red jumpsuit apparatus, NickelBack, a perfect circle, coheed and cambria, sufjan stevens, adien, afi, godsmack, evenescence, slipknot, linkin park, trapt, ozzy ozbourne, my chemical romance, korn, HIM, avenge sevenfold, the used, crossfade, sether, rammstien ,mudvayne,opeth, metallica, nine inch nails,papa roach, greenday, nirvana, puddle of mud, livintrust, volitar, etc.. .When you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild, wild heartI know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't Take anymoreLet me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not aloneWhen you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one-way street With the monsters in your headWhen hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the dayLet me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not aloneBecause there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breathe againWhen you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild, wild heartLet me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]
Your Evanescence song is: Field of Innocence
Your "adult" life is full of despair, hate and un-pure things. Nothing is good anymore and you are generally depressed about it. You remember the good times from your earlier years: your childhood. Back then every feeling was nice and you didn't have to face the worlds cold heart. You wonder if you're even the same person anymore since you've changed so much. Sadly enough no one can control time.
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
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Movies:

GREAT EXPECTATIONS, Notre Dome De Paris,jack ass 2, eurotrip, a beautiful mind ,Midnight Mass, Anchorman, Dodgeball, Jackass, slapshot, queen of the damned, the old version of romeo and juillet,van helsing,robin hood:the prince of theives and nightmare before christmas

Television:

MINDFREAK!!!!!,GUIDING LIGHT!!!!Simpsons, WildBoyz, Homewrecker, Jackass, Family Guy, That 70's Show, pretty much anything on fuse, mad tv,south park,and bliss

Books:

anything by anne rice, anything poetic, everything by amelia atwater-rhodes
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What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
"Time passes by, but persistant demons still clutch on to me"
You have been wronged in the past and have to live with those awful memories now. That is why you carry inside much hate and sadness, which you hide away to most people. To this day you still feel pain thinking of it, and desire revenge done to them/him/her, to right the wrongs that has been made to you. You usually are alone or with a few friends, but you aren't too keen on the human race anylonger. You might find temporary happiness in some sort of activity, such as music, to get out your feelings, even if it is just listening to it. Most people might think you are overreacting to still feel such contempt, and that doesn't exactly help to be around those who can't understand. You might feel insecure nowadays, and you have little faith in most things.
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Heroes:

GRINGOIRE!!!, Criss Angel, and Ville Vallo!!
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You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you have always been left by yourself. Your life spark is now barely flickering and there is a big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You don't know what to do anymore in your life and everything has a sense of meaningless to it. Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate and many grudges on people. You have a hard time letting people in, but with your history you don't even desire that so much anymore.
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1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word.8. What...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:09:00 PST

Rachaels Newly Published Poem: Winters Revenge

Winter's Revenge It's Late Fall, Seemingly so, it has been fall forever, and Winter longs to show itself. Faceless with it's flowing arms flailing violently, Breathing bitter icy hatred unto the land...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 02:37:00 PST

~a tribute to my friends, i love you all forev~

Dear Beloved Friends,         I just wanted to say thanks for never failing to be there for me when shit was bad and when it was good, (everyone) for havin me o...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 06:05:00 PST

Brandon and Rachael Part 2

Mr Prezident2028:  wanna continue with that diolouge? I'm bored with writting that fucking comentaryHockeygurl2221:  wooooooooo! hell ya lets do this: Mr Prezident2028:  okMr Prezident2...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:28:00 PST

Brandon and Rachael dialogue Part 1

Mr Prezident2028:  hey wanna do one of those story thingies? like I write one or two sentences then you continue for a bit then i go etc.?Hockeygurl2221:  ok koolz! Mr Prezident2028:  o...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 03:03:00 PST

haha walmart activities

15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time:1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.2. Set...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 05:23:00 PST

life is a sorrow only if you let it be.....

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the o...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:36:00 PST

to kenny and family....

R.I.P KENNY RAY we'll never forget you. our prayers and good thoughts go out to you and your family. may you rest in peace. God rest your soul. ~~Rachael~~
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Thu, 04 May 2006 01:14:00 PST

woooo! got muh boating liscence!

I friggin rock! passed my boating exam! i may have cheated slightly, but i did most of ti on my own anyway, so more power to me!! Anyone wanna go ride the jetski with me? its pretty sad though, cuz i...
Posted by ~*~LaCrYmOsA~*~ on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:22:00 PST