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my music is EVERYTHING!! I love al different types of rock but mostly Emo. Without my music i'd be in a more worse off position.
My favourite bands are
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
bon jovi
hawthorne heights
masterdon
motorhead
stonesour
red hot chillies
linkin park
cute is what we aim for
bleeding thru
test icicles
new found glory
pink
atreyu
tivium
marilyn manson
pussycat dolls (SARA!!)
the all american rejects
AC / DC
nickleback
bullet
garbage
slipknot
the pink spiders
a7x
nightwish
whithin temptation
paramore
manic street preachers
long blondes
taking back sunday
funeral for a friend
the used
jet
juliette and the licks
aerosmith
the strokes
system of a down
alkaline trio
aiden
AFI
rise agianst
Led Zeplin
Korn
Goo Goo Dolls
billy talent
the academy is
prodigy
36 crazyfists
lacuna coil
etc
I HATE FALL OUT BOY AND PANIC!!! I ALSO EXTREMLY HATE THE NEW LOSTPROPHETS!!! THE SONGS ARE OK I JUST HATE IAN WATKINS!!!
My Favourite Fims
i didn't use to watch much tv but if i do i watch...
i love to read but i don't do it often...the books i tend to read are...
I have many heros for many different things. Mostly my heros are all my shizzed up cool fwendies who has had to put up with my depressive swings and crazy kid acts. Here they are:
Rachel - x girlfriend - you may ov finished me when you you wouldn't but that doesn't change the fact you saced my life. You was there for me at some point and i don't think i could feel like i did about you with anyone else. You may never want my messed up self ever again but i still love you,,thankyou for everything you did and fair enuff to the things you didn't. xxx
Sophie p - bestfriend - sophie hun you may never see this as you are a chavish monkey but anyhow your the bestfriend that everybody wishes for!!! I FEEL SO LUCKY TO HAVR YOU. i HAVE KNOWN YOU ALMOST 4 YEARS AND NOT ONCE HAVE YOU DISCUSSED MY SECRETS WITH ANYONE!! Thankyou for putting up with me aswell. We have probably never fallen out but i dred the day we may becasue it will hurt more that anything...i love you to PIECES!!! xxxx
Lucy - x girlfriend - the sexy chick she was i must admit lol but thats not everything. Lucy you did make me so happy when i slipped into depression. Lucy you made me feel so loved and special,,,i wish you'd stop messing me around atm,,,i miss you,,thankyou xxx
Lazzsophie s - very good friend - I will never forget you hun!! we may have drifted apart slightly now but there is one thing for sure i will never meet anyone so huggable and lovable as you. We have our laughs just like we have had our sadness to. Sophie hun you will always be my number 1 liverpool fan lol!!! Alonso !! Garcia !! Lushness !! hehehe...I miss you sophie if you ever need me i am always here too,,xxxxxx
Lottie/Xanthe/Hayley - very good friends - OMNG!!!! the reason i put you 3 together is because you gave me the best math lessons in year 9 EVER!!! also i don't think i could find more dumb but funny (hayley) people as lovable as you. Lottie i will always rememeber your laugh and i will be always here to listen to your troubles and to hug you better,,,Xanthe,,i love our seriuos chats thankyou,,hayley please wud u get over lads they arn't that great you know???,,i am here for the 3 of you forever,,,and if you need me like i needed you in the past i will be here!! xxx
Mat g - my lickle smartie - mat thankyou for helping me a lot in the past :p love youuuu xxxxx
Charlotte m - bestfriend - Hun i am worried about you atm but i would like to say a MASSIVE thankyou for always being there from the frist ay i started in reception lol rememeber charlotte you arn't ever alone...i will forever and always be here for you. I love our seriuos good for nothing chats hehe...You giddy pumpkin,,,YET YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN GET ME UP FOR KAREOKEE!!! xxxXxxx
Lois - bestfriend - Lois i dunno why your my hero!! i guess your a great listener and you always have something to tell me!! i wuv you wots sister nikita!!! your a great listener!!! your my gothic lving dead doll sister!!!..i will always be here for you bbz! xxxxx
I would also like to say thankyou to the read of my friends for all being magnificent stars!! I wouldn't of done it without them. I love you all!.
I would like to ay a smacker snog of a thankyou to -
Stuart H - You have been the bestest help ever. You are not only a heler but a bestfriend for life..ok maybe people talk but so what let em!! Society is SHIT!! i really seriusly wouldn't of done it without you. You opened my eyes to pelnty of the shit in my life and told me how to cope..THANKYOU!! for taking time out in your life for me!! i love you xxxxxxx
Amelia - Councillor - THANKYOU! YOU HAVE BEEN THE BESTEST PSYICAL SUPPORT OUT OF EM ALL!!!! I know it is your job but thankyou. I am a whole new cheery person thanks to you. You have taught me to cope and made me relize positives i do have. As much as you got on my tits YOU HELPED!!! THANKYOU!!!!!! xxxxxxx
DADDYKINS - thankyou dadddy for coping with like...EVERYTHING!!!. I am sorry about everything. Thanoyu for understanding. Thanoyu for letting me live with you wen my mum neglected me becasue of my self harm. I would never ask for a batter daddy bcas there cudnt be any 1 as good as you! I love you with all my heart. i know you are poorly at the moment and i know you have to go back in to hospital. I dont think i helped or Rachel (grr) but i promise we will get you better. After all you meant to be alive you've done it for me once and i know you are strong enuff to do it another tyme!!! thankyou xxxxx
music is my hero
hehehehe !!! music altogehter has totally changed me and my life... all my music gave me sad times but even better happy times aswell. It made me relize how lucky i am,,,it also built up my confidence!!! All my favourite bands have saved me plenty of times but there is one band in paticular and i can't wait to meet them. . .
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!! I LOVE YOU!!! THANKYOU!!!
to all the people who saw me going thru self harm and deep depression i am sorry you had to see me like that. Iwish you didn't. What kind of friend am i??..thankyou so much everyone!!! hopefully i am as much as a help to you as you are with me!!! things have seemed to have booked up so i amy seem happy and crazy again,,back to the zoie you have all missed!!!
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