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Emulation of a Mind

Welcome to my Mind...

About Me

Sometimes...out of a storm comes a shining light.

Tonight I find myself between a rock and a hard place. My ears find an unforgettable tune...the anthem of my best friend's death. A tidal wave of emotion floods my heart.

What irony...when such a blissful song commands such mournful thoughts.

I sink into myself...I let the moment carry me. "It's a beautiful day." Well, interestingly enough, it was a beautiful day that day. And from all the tears I shed...from all the sobs I blew from my lips...I carried something with me. A certain strength was born out of the part of me that died.

As these thoughts of mine subside, the white noise of voices and laughter fade into the foreground...my sadness fades into a psuedo contemptual existence.

But life is good now. For all the problems and obstacles that throw themselves into my path: my journey still progresses...my soul still burns.

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 1/20/2006
Band Website: myspace.com/soi_dogg
Band Members: Steve Barnett MyGen Profile Generator
Influences: Radiohead;
Smashing Pumpkins;
Coldplay;
Goo Goo Dolls;
Nirvana;
Sunnyday Real-Estate;
Boys Night Out;
Silverstein;
Deftones;
Ben Harper;
Incubus (old style);
Richie Havens;
Jimi Hendrix;
Dj Tiesto;
Dj Shadow;
Aphrodite;
Beastie Boys;
Rage Against the Machine;
Tool;
Cranberries;
Sarah Mclaughlan;
Marilyn Manson;
Thaloneous Monk;
BB King;
Elliot Smith;

Sounds Like: I've taken the sounds that have influenced me through the years, and threw them all into one big melting pot.

Out of that came a sound like no one else...and everyone else at the same time.

This is an emulation of my mind
Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

sorry about my songs...

I know they're lame...I'll try to post some new (good) ones as soon as I can. I want you to see how I've grown in this foresaken place.  The shell is cracking, and I'm spreading my wings.  ...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:16:00 PST

another day...

well...the days are melting by, as winter slowly falls to summer.  and here i am...unshaken...still unproven, but yet undeterred.  captivate my heart with dreams of splendor.  take me...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:05:00 PST

come what may...

3 months have passed since the days of old. what has come to pass?  almost nothing.  my thoughts dwindle in the winds that have come to be my greatest companion.  though my mi...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:18:00 PST

to whom it may concern...

ah...an era of twilight has come upon us.  the moonless night stares me in the face.  winds come and go as they please.  carry me away.  take me off to wonderland.  beauty.....
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Thu, 11 May 2006 08:32:00 PST

purgatory...

...so hard, are the times, when dreams and reality rest on opposite sides of an inconceivable void.  none other but hard work, and persistence are the ingredients to which this bridge will be bu...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Wed, 10 May 2006 12:47:00 PST

ponderance...

the cold blanket of pale moonlight throws itself over my unseeing aura of pointless emotions. these cackles that hold me have lost its appeal.  they will be broken.  i will be free. free...t...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Thu, 04 May 2006 09:37:00 PST

the day is done...

finally...the time of discomfort has passed.  --and i sit here...a breath of relief slips past my lips.  the light at the end of the tunnel is finally approaching, and soon these walls will...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:15:00 PST

fear...

another time of hardship approaches... this is the time where i remember being so many times before.  only i'm thousands of miles from home, without the comfort of family or friends to suppo...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 11:14:00 PST

Is this it?

Today I passed an audition to what may be the 'big break' I've been looking for.  I'm torn between skepticism and excitement as I sit here in the aftermath of this event.  Is this it? ...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 06:23:00 PST

anticipation...

ah...i sit here tonite.  waiting for the sun to rise above the horizon.  waiting for the coldness of night, to break in the sunlight. tomorrow...my chance to show a few people what i've been...
Posted by Emulation of a Mind on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 10:17:00 PST