ben

Im 32, dont look it, feel it emotionally and mentally, not physically. I dont eat meat, havent since 7th grade.... Admire perfection, but am envious and impressed by the lack of it as well. I am quietly eclectic... could spend a whole day in an art gallery lying on the hard wood floors, taking in the whitenesss, the minimalism, and the smell of paint, paper, and creativity.... Religion fascinates me and disgusts me. What I feel is what I believe in. I know I am here, dont know why, and could never begin to understand why one belief thinks it is the right one and the only one. Buddhist, Aetheist, Wiccan that Will continue to question until the one higher power ( if that exists ) taps me on the shoulder, extends an etherial hand and shakes mine.... I have lived on both sides of the USA, the middle, and the bottom... have seen parts of the world that have opened my eyes to what little we know about each other as humans. I will never pretend to know better, or more, but know what I see, feel, and when I am right, or wrong. Im quiet, passionate, and confusing.... people scare me, intrigue me, and make me crazy at times, but could never live without them. Ive lived many lives... dorky closeted outcast in high school, hardcore drugged up raver, club kid and freak, pretty gay boi... lived off and on the streets for 9 months, which taught me to appreciate hard work, a responsible lifestyle and my health. I am shy, but dont want to be, am misunderstood, but like it that way....
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