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[your class!c d!saster™]

destroy_u

About Me

.i like to have fun.
.i like to take pictures.
.i love music.
.i love friends.
.i love life.
.i love meeting new ppl.

.."Myspace Spanish, Spanish Myspace"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

[PPL I LOVE]

[Krista Pritchard]
[Bobby Leekley]
[Garrett Anderson]
[Joshua Webb]
[Felicia Chavez]
[Taryn Anderson]
[Melissa Spedling]
[Christopher Vega]
[Raul Santa Cruz]

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Music:

Saosin-Your Not Alone
It's just like him To wander off in the evergreen park Slowly searching for any sign Of the ones he used to love..He says he's got nothing left to live for (He says he's got nothing left...) And this time I think you'll know..You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tellShe's just like him Spoiled rotten Confused by the lies she's been fed And she's searching for no one.. (But herself) Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy That she is here And this time I think you'll know...You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tellYou're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out(There is more to know)We're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tell.. (So tell me)You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out (Make it out) You will live to tell (Live to tell) You're not alone There is more to this, I know (And I know) You can make it out You will live to tell..You are not alone. You're not, you're not alone.
Hollywood Undead:My Black DahliaI loved you You made me Hate me You gave me Hate see It saved me And these tears are deadly You feel that? I ripped back Everytime you tried to steal that You feel bad? You feel sad? Im sorry, hell no, fuck that! It was my heart It was my life It was my start It was your night This strife, it dies This life and these lies These lungs have sung This song for too long And its true, I hurt to remember I love you.And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no. And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.I wish I could have quit you I wish i never missed you And told you that i loved you everytime I fucked you The future that we both drew And all the shit we've been threw Obsessed with the thought of you The pain just grew and grew. How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you It never was enough, and the world is what I gave to you I used to be love struck And now I'm just fucked up Pulling my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts.And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no. And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest And your tears are dried up now You just lay without a sound Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no. And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.Sorry(6x) I'm sorry, no.
Mark Willis:Dont Laugh At Me
I'm a little boy with glasses The one they call a geek A little girl who never smiles 'Cause I've got braces on my teeth And I know how it feels To cry myself to sleepI'm that kid on every playground That's always chosen last I'm a single teenage mother Tryin' to overcome my pastYou don't have to be my friend But is it too much to askDon't laugh at me Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don't laugh at meI'm the cripple on the corner You've passed me on the street And I wouldn't be out here beggin' If I had enough to eat And don't think I don't notice That our eyes never meetI lost my wife and little boy when Someone cross that yellow line The day we laid them in the ground Is the day I lost my mind And right now I'm down to holdin' This little cardboard sign...soDon't laugh at me Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don't laugh at meI'm fat,I'm thin, I'm short,I'm tall I'm deaf, I'm blind, hey, aren't we allDon't laugh at me Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don't laugh at me
Tim McGraw:Dont Take The Girl
Johnny's Daddy was taking him fishing When he was eight years old A little girl came through the front gate Holding a fishing pole His Dad looked down and smiled Said "we can't leave her behind" Son I know you don't want her to go But someday you'll change your mind And Johnny said Take Jimmy Johnson Take Tommy Thompson Take my best friend Bo Take anybody that you want as Long as she don't go Take any boy in the world Daddy please - don't take the girlSame old boy same sweet girl Ten years down the road He held her tight and kissed her lips In front of the picture show Stranger came and pulled a gun Grabbed her by the arm Said "if you do what I tell you to do There won't be any harm" And Johnny said Take my money Take my wallet Take my credit cards Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me Here's the key to my car Mister give it a whirl But please - don't take the girlSame old boy same sweet girl Five years down the road There's gonna be a little one And she says it's time to go Doctor says the baby's fine But you'll have to leave Cause his momma's fading fast And Johnny hit his knees And there he prayed Take the very breath you gave me Take the heart from my chest I'll gladly take her place If you'll let me Make this my last request Take me out of this world God please - don't take the girlJohnny's Daddy was taking him fishing When he was eight years old
Celine Dion:I Want You To Need Me
I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me, need me Like I need you I wanna be the eyes that look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just want it all I wanna be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all you ever need I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me, need me 'Coz I need you more than you could know And I need you to never never let me go And I need to be deep inside your heart I just want to be everywhere you are I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between... I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream 'Coz baby I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me, need me Like I need you
Celine Dion:Then You Look At Me
Laugh and cry, live and die Life is a dream we are dreaming Day by day I find my way Look for the soul and the meaning Then you look at me And I always see What I have been searching for I'm lost as can be Then you look at me And I am not lost anymore People run, sun to sun, Caught in their lives ever flowing Once begun, life goes till it's gone We have to go where it's going Then you look at me And I always see What I have been searching for I'm lost as can be Then you look at me And I am not lost anymore And you say you see When you look at me The reason you love life so Though lost I have been I find love again And life just keeps on running And life just keeps on running You look at me and life comes from you
Anna Nalick:In The Rough
You say you fell while holding diamonds in your hands "It's your fault for running, holding diamonds," I said And I offer no sympathy for that I hear that it was you who died alone And I offer no sympathy for that Better off I sparkle on my ownAnd someday love will find me in the rough Someday love will finally be enoughI turned around 3 times and wound up at your door Now you say you know all you did not know before And I offer no sympathy for that I hear that it was you who died alone And I offer no sympathy for that Better off I sparkle on my ownAnd someday love will find me in the rough Someday love will finally be enoughI got your love letters I threw them all away And I hear you think that I'm crazy I'm driving 95 And I'm driving you away And I shine a little more latelySomeday love will find me in the rough Someday love will finally be enoughSomeday love will find me in the rough Someday love will finally be enoughI shine a little more lately
Avril Lavigne:Keep Holding On
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No, I won't give inKeep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it throughSo far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the door's closed And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeahKeep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it throughHear me when I say When I say I believe. Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be Will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah La da da da, la da da da La da da da da da da da daKeep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it throughAhh, ahh Keep holding on Ahh, ahh Keep holding on There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through We'll make it through
Frou Frou:Let Go
Drink up baby down Are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind 'Cause it's all going off without you Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy These mess-ups You bubble-wrap When you've no idea what you're likeSo, let go Jump in Oh well, what you waiting for? It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown So, let go Just get in Oh, it's so amazing here It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdownIt gains the more it gives And then advances with the form So, honey, back for more Can't you see that all the stuff's essential? Such boundless pleasure We've no time for later Now you can wait You roll your eyes We've twenty seconds to complySo, let go Jump in Oh well, what you waiting for? It's al right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown So, let go Just get in Oh, it's so amazing here It's all right 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Movies:



Heroes:

Hmmmmm.... wat to say??? well i dont really have many ppl that i would consider a hero but there are ppl that i consider a great influence on my life and one of those ppl is josh.... yep i know most of u hate him and most of u wish i didnt talk to him but i do..and yes i do love him and yes he does mean alot to me..yea hes screwed me over more times than i can count BUT we have all made mistakes and ive forgiven him...i know that im pretty mean to him sometimes and pretty hard on him but he knows i love him and i mean well...we tend to fight all the time..LIKE ALL THE TIME!!!!but we get over it and we always work it out somehow....it sux that when i finally get to talk to him his PHONE GETS SHUT off BUT wat can u do anyways i love him and well hes changed my life maybe not always for the better but he changed it...
ALSO i must mention a few other ppl... like my current boyfriend Bobby... hes an amazing person and he treats me like a queen even if i dont deserve it all the time...hes always been there for me through all my ups and downs...hes one of those ppl that when ur down there down..yea hes said some pretty mean stuff to me but we got past it...thank god cuz we became such GREAT friends..when theres something wrong and i dont want to talk about it he makes sure that i know that hes there when im ready to talk...there were times that i had no idea wat to do about things and i was so confused and i didnt call him and he would get so mad at me for not lettin him be there for me now thats wat i call a true friend...i love him so much and he makes the days great. he makes things so much better and me so much happier...idk where i would be without him..
then theres garrett i know hes reading this and he read the one about josh and bobby and thought well i guess i dont mean anything... lol well hes wrong... hes an amazing best friend!!!!!!!!!! when im upset i ALWAYS called him and even though most the time i was crying and he couldnt understand anything that i was saying he still listened to me and tried to help me and make me feel better sure the next day he would make fun of me for it but i know that he really cared...and i know that he doesnt always feel included in my life but he doesnt know how big a part of my life he really is he means alot to me...i mean i wouldnt go to acting school for just anyone.... lol but just to let u know garrett u do mean alot to me...

My Blog

its been so long,

These are things that i wrote in the past to a person that i wish had stayed in the past,   Such a fragile soul broken and lost in time that seemed to slip right by spent in the dark that she'll ...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:47:00 PST

hmmm

One day ull forget about me and u wont even remember this conversation...u wont remember the tears uve shed for me or wat u were thinking....ull just remeber that there was once a girl that u loved......
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:08:00 PST

thoughts

I USED to be love struck NOW im just fucked up pain that you have caused me will one day fade away, but the memory of you will always remain, ill search in my heart for the moments that made me smile...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:06:00 PST

so i wrote this awhile ago and yea i like it....so tell me wat u think..yea?or just read it

The joys of hating life. Loving the feeling of pain. Only enjoying the hurt no moment of peace, no second of joy. No silence. Just mad,angry,earshattering screams. No one to love but the addicition. N...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:49:00 PST

and yes there are still more coming....

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Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:24:00 PST

more and more (and still more comin)

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Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 10:57:00 PST

Devins kick ass shoiw(more coming)

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Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:25:00 PST

Wishing there was another way out........

so im siting here just wondering to myself why me? sounds like a pity fest right? wrong. im a lamo cuz i finally have sumthing good going for me in my life and what do i do thats right i go and screw...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 03:42:00 PST

To the love of my life

So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters... Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 10:40:00 PST

despair and other such things

nothing but a carless whisper.  a word heard once in the ear of lost soul. despare. driven away from reality. blood dripping from those eyse that once held a hint of happiness. so hollow and em...
Posted by [your class!c d!saster™] on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:57:00 PST