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Would you please put on your dance shoes? Cause I'm sick of dancing alone.

About Me

Make me:learn. laugh. love. play. grow. dream. believe. breathe. try. ask. fail. succeed. dance. wonder. sing. cry. smile. leap. fall. trust. hope. hurt. live.first of all...
i'm not perfect.
not even close.
but get to know me
there's a lot to this girl.
and chances are
you might just end up liking her.
drugs... not interested.
so don't even try.
with that said...Part I: hi. my name is angeleah rae jones.
i go by whatever you choose to call me.
i am 18.
my favorite color is brown.
i'm original.
my favorite color combo is black & white.
i love to smile.
but I don't love my smile.
i like to sing to myself.
i love my dog
I'm a kid at heart.
i like to kiss in the rain.
i am a bit of a dreamer.
i'm EXTREMELY sensitive and emotional... sorry
i'm genuinely a nice girl.
i percieve everyone else as such.
but i'm learning i'm kind of a bitch. i don't giggle or laugh enough.
i live for music.
i like to whisper in the dark.
i love candles
i like to kiss, cuddle, bite, and pinch.
i enjoy holding hands.
i like piercings.
i dislike most tattoos.
i'm afraid of needles & spiders.
i like to be up early.
i've learned that just because someone USED to be your friend, doesn't automatically mean they still are.
[some ties come untied,]
[and are easily tied again.]
[while other ties are cut,]
[and the strings just don't reach each other anymore.]
[And some ties are knotted so tight,]
[in such a tangled mess,]
[that they are impossible to undo.]
ready to continue?
good luck
Part II: i like girls.
i want a girl who's real.
i want a girl who will be honest with me.
i want a girl who will make me feel needed.
i found that girl.
i could spend forever laying in her arms.
i love driving to anywhere when I have her hand to hold.
more than half the time, her hand isn't there.
this girl is giving up everything to be with me on aug. 15, 2006.
But that girl broke my heart on February 26, 2007
i like it when people sing to me...even if they're bad.
being hugged from behind is the best.
i don't want to grow up for anyone, because i'm not ready.
i don't like having my picture taken.
i hate feeling alone.
i am responisble.
i don't act my age.
i whine and complain a lot.
familiar feels like home.
i love going to zoos.
ice skating is fun.
i can't make decisions.
my ear lobes are different.
i have chubby fingers.
tell me i'm pretty, i won't believe you.
i enjoy the little & simple things in life.
like licking the beaters.
i like to bake.
i like when you kiss my neck.
i like comfy.
i bite my nails, i can't help it.
i work hard.
i play hard.
and i love with all my heart.
--the end--

My Interests

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tv
cartoons
movies
music
clothes
wake boarding
singing
rain
warm weather
my friends
my family
reading
thinking
dreaming
fuzzy things
bubble wrap
colorful things
shiny things
cotton candy ice cream
poetry
talking on the phone
laughing till it hurts
driving
chinese food
sleeping
working in the shop
building wood projects
super nintendo

[♥]

I'd like to meet:

I have never liked meeting people... Mostly because I never learned how. Up until oh... sophmore or junior year I didn't really have friends. Not like a group of them. I've always had one. Just one.I never learned how to meet friends, or act normal around people. Or how to not freak out in groups of people I don't know.....but I'm starting to learn. I'm making myself.View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

My Hotdogs

Music:


A Thorn For Every Heart
Alanis Morisette
Alexisonfire
Amber Pacific
Armor For Sleep
Atreyu
Billy Talent
Blind Melon
Blindside
Blue October
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Caffeine
Coheed and Cambria
Cute Is What We Aim For
Dashboard Confessionals
Del Amitri
Everclear
Fall Out Boy
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
Frou Frou
Funeral For A Friend
Gary Allen
Gorillaz
Gym Class Heroes
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Hellogoodbye
Hidden In Plain View
HIM
Hollywood Undead
Hot Hot Heat
Jack Johnson
Jimmy Eat World
Le Tigre
Less Than Jake
Madina Lake
Matchbox 20
Mayday Parade
Mest
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
Panic! At The Disco
Peachcake
Queen
Rehab
Relient K
Scissor Sisters
Secondhand Serenade
Silverstein
Skillet
Something Corporate Staind
System Of A Down
The Academy Is...
The All American Rejects
The Dresden Dolls
The Early November
The Killers
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Unseen
The Used
The Veronicas
Toto

Movies:

the lion king
little rascals
labyrinth
dumb and dumberer
the breakfast club
just like heaven
point blank
queen of the damned
accepted
bad santa
mulan
napoleon dynamite
eurotrip
miracle
finding nemo
bruce almighty
the notebook
van wilder
50 first dates
the nightmare before christmas
remember the titans
out cold
half baked
cars
ice age

Television:

cartoons
king of the hill
winnie the pooh
the simpsons
music videos
hgtv
tlc

Books:

The Notebook
The Rescue
The Gaurdian
Message in a bottle
Anything by Nicholas Sparks
Crank
The Sweep series

Heroes:

My brothers
Tiffany
Piglet
Mom
Dad
Dog

My Blog

Unhappy 28 months.

I'm going to be sick! DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING TELL ME EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO AND TELL ME TO BELIEVE IN YOU AND THEN TURN AROUND AND FUCKING LIE TO ME ABOUT THE ONE THING I HATE THE FUCKING MOST!!!!!!!!...
Posted by ™ on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:36:00 PST

All Hail The Heartbreaker.

What a joke I am. What a joke my life is. A sick and twisted and cruel and extremely not funny joke. I get one step forward and take 583 steps back. Go me. There's a reason I don't let people in! The...
Posted by ™ on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:19:00 PST

Whats the point in hiding it? Its always just right here.

I miss you. Not that it matters to anyone but me. We have different schedules, different friends. And its never just us anymore. And now that I think about it, I'm scared. You don't know if you want t...
Posted by ™ on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:35:00 PST

I miss all the little things. I never thought that theyd mean everything to me

I feel like writing. This feeling hasn't hit me in such a long time. I miss it so much. I just feel like writing about stuff. Nothing in particular. I'm 18 now. Not that that makes any difference in m...
Posted by ™ on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 08:39:00 PST

Christmas Stroll...

I went on my first (that I remember) horse drawn carraige ride... with a whole bunch of people cause thats how that works.but it was fun! I loved it.I've always wanted to do that.and walk around with ...
Posted by ™ on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 08:13:00 PST

dont read this one. for real.

:"(I miss you so much.I don't get better because you aren't around.Feeling you next to me, your touch, your warmth, hearing your breathing...It makes me better.and I know you don't ever see it because...
Posted by ™ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:57:00 PST

I wish you wouldnt read this.

I'm not ok. I'm not ok. I'm not ok. I'M NOT OK!I have so many thoughts and so many things to say but you don't want to listen.You don't want me to push.I just want to talk to you.I want to tell you ho...
Posted by ™ on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:56:00 PST

Im scared

its happening again.just like it did before.I can't shake the feeling that things are about to be blown up.that everything  and everyone around meI should appreciatebecause I'm not going to have ...
Posted by ™ on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:18:00 PST

what I wouldn’t give to be normal

I hate when I'm like this that much is obvious. I don't want to keep you up so I'll just write to you the few last things I wanted to say but couldn't. when there isn't any feeling, I always want to k...
Posted by ™ on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:14:00 PST

If I'm so wonderful then why am I so misunderstood?

A few things about myself... my inner workings so to speak. what makes me me. I like the smell of horseradish.I like the feeling of reaching into a box of ketchup packets and grabbing a handful.Stupid...
Posted by ™ on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:47:00 PST