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"Everyday is a chance for a new stance
Like every song is the beginning of a new dance"
-Toby Mac
"He knows where you are and where
you've been and you never have to
go there again" -Natalie Grant
"I wasn't looking for something that was more
Than what I had yesterday
Then you came to me and you gave to me
Life and a love that I've never known
That I've never felt before" - Third Day

I graduated from Concordia University in Saint Paul, Minnesota with a Bachelors in Psychology on May 9th, 2008. I then completed my internship at a summer camp for physically and mentally disabled kids and adults on August 21st and decided to move back home to Texas in October. I missed my church, family, friends, etc. too much, although I will always have a special place in my heart for the Twin Cities. Grad school is the next step, but right now I am enjoying some time away from the classroom. God will lead me down the path He has set out for me. I trust that He will provide and I have faith that He has wonderful plans for me.
I am going to be a sex therapist one day - that's my dream. No, I'm not a nymphomaniac, slut or pervert. It's not like on "Meet the Fockers" and I won't be having sex with my clients. Along with couples counseling I want to raise awareness of safer sex practices, especially among teen girls and inner city kids, and hope to teach sex ed in developing countries someday. I am not pro-life or pro-abortion, but pro-CHOICE. I would never have an abortion, but I think every woman should be able to choose what is right for her. I am not conservative nor am I a democrat. I hate being called "liberal" - I'm moderate!! My other dreams are to get married, have babies, work a summer for YouthWorks, open a fancy-pants homeless shelter, visit the UK, own a Corvette ... and many other things (in no particular order). Mainly I just want to help people and enrich the lives of others through prayer and friendship.
I had Rheumatic Fever from December 2008 until May 2009 and it was the most trying experience of my life! It made me appreciate being able to walk, feed myself, step over the bathtub to take a shower, putting on socks and all the little things I used to take for granted. God brought me through and has richly blessed me.
I think homeless people are the most beautiful I know. My heart breaks for the inner city; kids, teens and adults alike. My hope is to serve the people of the inner city; love them, help them, witness to them and encourage them. I surrender my life to God and I hope He uses me to serve others. I am finally living the life I have always dreamed of with Christ as my center and I am ready to forget the past and move on with my life. I am not defined by any certain title, but by my love for other people. Do not put me in a box and judge me. I do not conform. Love, live and let live.
"Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free"
-Addison Road
"If we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way
There is a way"
-Casting Crowns
"He makes all things good
He makes all things good
There’s a time to live and a time to die
A time for wonder and to wonder why
Cause there is a reason
There is a reason"
-Caedmon's Call
"Take this world from me
I don't need it anymore
I am finally free
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise you
Oh and I worship you...
Covered by your love divine
Child of the risen Lord
To hear you say "This one's mine"
My heart is spoken for
Now I have a peace
I've never known before
I find myself complete
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise you
Oh and I worship you...
By the power of the cross
You've taken what was lost
And made it fully yours
And I have been redeemed
By you that spoke to me
Now I am spoken for
Take this world from me
Don't need it anymore..."
-MercyMe
"Beauty Tips:
For attractive lips,
Speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes,
Seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure,
Share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair,
Let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.
For poise,
Walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored,
renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anybody.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
You'll find one at the end of your arm.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands,
One for helping yourself, the other for helping others.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides".
-Sam Levenson
"Try taking tape and placing it on shag carpet or something with fibers. Tell it not to stick. Repeat that until it finally doesn't stick. Then place the tape on the surface again, but tell it to stick. That is what happens when you have sex over and over again with multiple partners; you allow for the risk of not being able to form that bond again when it really matters." -Anonymous
"Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours."
-Casting Crowns

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Shawn Michaels, Hugh Hefner, George W Bush, Shepard Smith, Kate Winslet, Aaron Lewis, The cast of "Lord of the Rings", Kate Beckinsale, Mark Wahlberg.....My Uncle Bill (RIP 3/2/06) & my Grandpa Sykes (RIP 8/30/06) in heaven!

"I start the day, the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
And time and time again
Your truth is drowned out by the storm I’m in
Today I feel like I’m just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way"
-Casting Crowns

"Whatever I gotta be
I'll be for you
I'm for you
If you never knew
If you never knew
I'm for you

You know it’s true"
-Toby Mac

"Wake up to the sunlight
With your windows open
Don't hold in your anger or leave things unspoken
Wear your red dress
Use your good dishes
Make a big mess and make lots of wishes
Have what you want
But want what you have
And don't spend your life lookin' back

Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
Cuz it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

So go to the ballgames
And go to the ballet
And go see your folks more than just on the holidays
Kiss all your children
Dance with your wife
Tell your husband you love him every night
Don't run from the truth
'Cause you can't get away
Just face it and you'll be okay

Oh wherever you are and wherever you've been
Now is the time to begin

So give to the needy
And pray for the grieving
Even when you don't think that you can
'Cause all that you do is bound to come back to you
So think of your fellow man
Make peace with God and make peace with yourself
'Cause in the end there's nobody else."
-Point of Grace

My Blog

Your legs work ... so use 'em!

During my bout with Rheumatic Fever these two songs have been my inspiration. "You're the God of this City You're the King of these people You're the Lord of this nation You are You're the Light in th...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 17:54:00 GMT

The ''fever'' with no fever

Im writing this from my bed on my phone. Im stuck in my bed. Havent left my bed today except when I had to pee and I needed help then from my dad. I cant put any weight on my feet or ankles, cant use ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 20:44:00 GMT

A song that's been on my heart

"Love is not a placeTo come and go as we pleaseIt's a house we enter inAnd then commit to never leaveLock the door behind youThrow away the keyWe'll work it out togetherLet it bring us to our kneesLov...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 21:26:00 GMT

Hurricane Katrina - 3 years later

Don't forget that today, August 29th, is the three year anniversary of Hurricane Katrina. I love New Orleans and always will, no matter what. The destruction saddened me like nothing else and I contin...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 01:43:00 GMT

An old poem re-emerges

To miss you is to think of you.To be missed is a privilege.If you were not mine to miss, I would not know true love upon my lips.Missing you is part of loving you.Without the constant yearning in my h...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:48:00 GMT

Summer Camp

I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be on internship in Eden Prairie, Minnesota from May 31st until August 21st. It's about a half hour from where I live. I will be living at camp and will...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 03:48:00 GMT

Hurricane Katrina 2 years later

Don't forget to say a prayer for the people of New Orleans and everyone who was a victim of Hurricane Katrina. New Orleans should never be forgotten and either should the devestation, chaos and turmo...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 15:41:00 GMT

The Number 23

Ok, so we rented that movie last night w/ Jim Carrey and it was good. Filmed very cool! The movie starts out on February 3rd (2/3), which is the main characters birthday - ALSO my birthday!!! After th...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:22:00 GMT

Gossip

LEV 19:16  "'Do not go about spreading slander among your people. "'Do not do anything that endangers your neighbor's life. I am the LORD.PSA 34:13  keep your tongue from evil and your lips ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 14:12:00 GMT

Why is life so hard?

I wish I knew what was wrong with me I wish I knew what the answers were I wish I knew who I am and what I am about I wish I could know and truly know, not just fool myself in knowing it I wish there...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 15:32:00 GMT