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About Me

Brutally Frank. Movie Freak. Couch Potato. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. I seem quiet and unapproachable at first. Easily hurt. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Easily bored. Have an equal heart for everyone. You need to get to know me first to see the real ME!!! I hate being around with stupid people and believe me i can make your life a living hell if you show me an ounce of stupidity running in your blood... I'm a kind of girl who won't give up as long as i know there is still even a pinch of hope remaining... I always read between the lines. Strivings to make it real. I have a gift of discernment. And I'm a perfectionist which can lead to torment (if I have the energy loves taking photos of anything... as in anything... mostly things that depicts irony... i love irony and sarcasm.. dunno y). Dont look up to me as if am a role model everyone should follow... I hate expectations. I have my own fears to get over with each day so dont depend on me not that u cant but I prefer you should trust yourself first before trusting others. And dont let anyone tell u you dont deserve what u want.. Believes that choosing your enemies are like choosing your friends.. if u have to have enemies they have to be as the same level as you... they have to be winners like you... because fighting losers is not only a waste of time.. its simply pointless...just let God fight for you sure He will not put u into shame. In the end though, I always end up adapting to my new life of the moment and I have different degrees of happiness in each place. I believe that most things happen for a reason and that love really does make my world go round. I often don't know what I'm missing until I've found and experienced it, and I am ALWAYS trying to create balance in my life. I don't always succeed, but I try to stay as "awake" as possible, so I don't live my life asleep. "I BENEFIT FROM THE PARASITES AS WELL"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

There are certain people that i really hate and there will be no chances of seeing me. I really hate those people who are Great Pretender...! Pretending they're nice if your around and fuckin' betrayin' me behind my back! That's bullshit! But lately I've come to the conclusion that I get so annoyed with other people because of the way they do things, but in reality it's just because they're not doing things MY way. Of course this is no way to live and so this is just another one of the things I need to work on, in my never-ending path of personal growth. I taught myself how to stop worrying, how to be humble, accept the fact that people aren't perfect, change is inevitable and sometimes life isn't fair. I've learned the art of inner healing and being at peace with oneself...I am looking for someone special...! I know he is out there somewhere... and i finally met him... MY LIFE JULIUS!!!

Music:

RNB and alternative basically Incubus, Matchbox 20, Oasis, Red Hot Chili Pepper, Third Eye Blind, The Calling, Goo Goo Dolls, Maroon 5, Foo Fighters, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Beck, B2K, Boyz II Men, Craig David, Usher, Cold Play, are among my top picks.

Movies:

Jerry Maguire, The Notebook, Serendipity, Sweet November, Autumn in Newyork, Cast Away, So Close, Moulin Rouge, 50 1st Dates, Romeo & Juliet, Finding Nemo, Big Fish, Fast and the Furious, City of Angels, Sleeping Dictionary, The Village

Television:

Oprah, National Geographic, America's Next Top Model, FTv, Living Asia

Books:

Webster Dictionary