I strive for a constant realization of self:
emotionally, physically, spiritually, and cosmically;
all while functioning in a channel of balance
between myself and the world around me.
I feel a near constant need to truly understand, for myself,
the endless and various textures of life.
Above all I intend to use my ever-growing understanding of life to sculpt my reality into whatever shape, color, sound, vibration, population, flavor, glow, or mood I deem necessary to survive, and possibly prosper in my own respect here on this beautiful but tumultuous planet.
I do these things because my reality is just that, mine.
I'll share it with you, if you like.
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I'm good at being weird.
I don't try, it just happens that way.
I like that about me, I guess.
I second guess everything.
I can be talked into or out of anything.
I like drawing pictures of things that make me laugh.
I like making up voices for the enjoyment of myself.
I think in tangents, speak in fragments, and listen in waves.
if you are being serious, I will laugh at you
if i am being serious, people tend to laugh.
up is down
left is right
fuck it all
Perhaps I'm mad, but I believe someone smarter than myself once said some mumbo-jumbo along the lines of: He who can't hear the music, thinks the dancer is mad.
Joey Joey took a stone
And knocked
Down
The
Sun!
And whoosh! it swizzled
Down So hard
And bloomp! it bounced
In his backyard,
And glunk! it landed
On his toe!
And the world was dark,
And the corn wouldn't grow,
And the wind wouldn't blow,
And the cock wouldn't crow,
And it always was Night,
Night,
Night.
All because
Of a stone
And Joe.
-Shel Silverstein
LIFE . LOVE . MUSIC
If you have spare time to listen - http://www.myspace.com/ocoai
sunrise somewhere in nebraska
