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Miss Em. Malicious

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About Me

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The one, the only Miss Em Malicious.
I'm Emma.
I'm an enigma. Try to figure me out.
I'm trying to find inner peace.
I live for music and art.
I'm child-like, but not so much childish. I'm pretty mature for my age, believe it or not.
I'm very opinionated. So much that I can be a bitch.
Even though I hate to admit it, I kind of care about what people think of me. In the same breath, I couldn't give a shit about your opinions of me.
I love caffeine. I get really hyped up on it.
Win my love by buying me a Double Chocolaty Chip frapp with a shot of expresso~ I quote lyrics a lot.
I love chilling with my friends.
I love my friends.
I collect weird things.
I have a fascination with Alice in Wonderland.
I adore Invader ZIM.
I adore body modifications.
I am a chunky girl. Make fat jokes all you want. I really don't give a shit about your shallow-as-fuck comments about my weight.
I've figured out who I am. I don't need anyone to tell me who I am. I don't need anyone strapping me down with labels.
I have some issues, but otherwise, I'm a good person.
SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL MUSIC SCENE.
Lexi Hockey is my roommate for college. [July of '09.]
And most importantly...
"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

My Interests

Alice in Wonderland. Anime. [Abstract] art. BFFLs. Body modification. Books. Chinese food. Coffee, in general. Coffee shops. GIR. Happy Noodle Boy. the Japanese culture. Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comics. =] Mangas. MUSIC. Piercings. Photography. Poetry. Religions. Tattoos. Trail mix. TWISTED AND USED SHOWS.
Most importantly,
living, loving, and learning from mistakes.

I'd like to meet:


I've met some of the best people ever.

Free-thinkers. Rejects. Buddha. Maybe Jesus. Bands. Quite a few famous people, although I would be too scared to say anything to them. Veronica Neumann and Isaac Speed. Myself in five/ten years. Anyone that wishes to meet me.
A person to hug me and tell me everything will be okay.

"Look, in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

Music:



"You gotta hear this one song,
it'll change your life, I swear!"

Twisted and Used.
Otep.
the Dresden Dolls.
the Cure.
OLLLLLLD Atreyu.
OLD AFI.
the Birthday Massacre.
Radiohead.
Tegan and Sara.
Marilyn Manson, of course.
Reel Big Fish. Oh yes. =]
Stephen Lynch.
Mindless Self Indulgence.
OLLLLD Kittie.
Nirvana.
Bands of those natures.

'80's music. Alternative rock. Anything pretty mellow to calm me down. Boy-girl/girl-boy duos. Grunge. Heavy metal. J-rock/pop. Indie rock. Local bands.
LASTFM.

Movies:



Alice in Wonderland.
Amélie.
THE CROW.
[the original, 1931] Dracula.
Harry Potter series. Hedwig and the Angry Inch.
Garden State.
Girl, Interrupted.
the Night of the Living Dead.
RENT.
Shaun of the Dead.
Kevin Smith's movies. =]
Queen of the Damned.

Animated movies.
Comedy.
old Disney movies.
Horror.
Musicals.
Give me some good foreign films to watch, please.

Television:


I'd rather read a book or watch a movie than watch actual television.
I will, however, watch an anime series.

Chobits.
Elfen Lied.
INVADER ZIM.
Law and Order: SVU.
Scrubs.
Older South Park.

Anime shows.
Cartoons/kiddie shows.
Comedy.

Books:


“No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.”

"It's strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book."

the Crow comics.
Cut.
Emily Dickinson compilations.
Girl, Interrupted.
Immortal Rain.
Invisible Monsters.
Keeping You A Secret.
Memoirs of a Geisha.
Model.
NEW MOON.
Chuck Palahniuk novels.
the Perks of Being a Wallflower.
(Every teenager should be issued a copy of the Perks of Being a Wallflower.)
Edgar Allan Poe stories.
Harry Potter series.
Skin Game: A Cutter's Memoir.
TITHE.
Twilight.

Fantasy.
History (both fictional and non-fictional).
Horror/suspense.
Lesbigay books.
Mangas.
Poetry.
...and the like.

Heroes:


the Second Family.
Amanda Palmer of the Dresden Dolls.
Otep Shamaya of Otep.
My friends.

My Blog

Accepted.

I am accepted at the Art Institute of Pittsburgh.  Do you know how fucking happy that makes me?Not only will I be attending college with one of my closest friends, but I'll be going to college fo...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 07:44:00 PST

I need...

more books to read.Recommend me any? =]
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:51:00 PST

"And in that moment, I swear, we were infinite."

First off, getting the book, the Perks of Being a Wallflower, seemed like an adventure to me. I walked into the bookstore and looked around, searching for this book to come out and scream at me, "I'M ...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:55:00 PST

"I know you need attention, so slash an artery."

'Baby Dracula' by Scarling.Stop your nonsense my dear I know you need attention, So slash an artery..... You are so transparent, Can't see your own reflection... You look the same to me. Now let...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 05:48:00 PST

Amazing song that expresses how I feel.

'A Song for the Optimist' by Atreyu.Blow the last candle out. Let the wax harden I wish I could stop crying. And I wish that someone still loved me Just breathe and focus. How can I when the air is s...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 11:29:00 PST

What to say, what to say...

It seems like my whole world is tumbling down...and I'm held victim to watch this all crash before my eyes.Will there be someone with me to pick up the pieces?Or will I be left alone?Tomorrow holds su...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:43:00 PST

-And you kissed me like you meant it.-

'Hands Down' by Dashboard Confessional.Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race, from self control....
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:59:00 PST

False hope.

False hope lingers through these veins...false hope pushes me forward, even when I don't think I can move on.The false sense of hope is the only thing that keeps me living.Hoping, praying, needing the...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 12:44:00 PST

Schedule.

1.) American History H/GHeinrich2.) Algebra 2Nardecchia 3.) BandMeyers4.) English Comp APCabo5 & 6) Commercial Arts 2Patula7.) Skills Development MATHAllison8.) French 3ThompsonIt better not chang...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:16:00 PST

’Afraid of Me’ by Twiztid.

'Afraid of Me' by Twiztid. I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see I'm cold, forgiven all because of my beliefs I'm nobody that you ever wanna be Cause I know that the world is afraid of me Now y...
Posted by Miss Em. Malicious on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 01:39:00 PST