I learned to live again To throw all this stress to the wind I learned to trust again To give my heart regardless of the pain that might be felt within I learned to open my heart To freely cry and not care why you question my existence To hold on to HIM with all persistance To try to make myself better with all consistence I learned to travel and explore To not be afraid of the unknow anymore I finally confronted myself at the core- and what's more I'm finally beginning to love myself.
I am trying so hard to be...
Better than the best me....
Just Seems Harder when there is no one to help see
All the flaws that the mirror sometimes shields
All the wounds that the comfort of pain won't allow to heal
Still trying to gain security in my reflection
Consider my life as more than just a collection
Of nightmares and unpleasent sleep
A box full of memories I'll never keep
Help me as I escape...
Break free from this horrible place
Shattered pieces of nothing that continue to break-
Remodeled, Remolded, Remake- No Longer a Senseless Mistake.