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[ecks][ray][knee][ecks]

i'll stop stabbing when you stop screaming

About Me

music is my main passion, it's what i'm all about. usually that music is punk/emo/screamo/hardcore. but there is a huge variety of music in my collection and most people would be majorly shocked and amused to look through my collection. you'd be surprised [i know i am sometimes], at what i sing along to.
i play acoustic guitar and sing. i am attempting to do that lovely thing called a solo project. who knows what it'll end up being really. i just sing to my dog and cat. i'm shy. so far no one runs away. it's something i've wanted to do for years.
i find amusement in things that others don't usually find amusing. i'm a huge nerd, dorkcore all the way. i'm super sarcastic. i can [and will] laugh at myself and you - in a good way, i swear. Basically i have a sense of humor and it tends to fall in the gutter side, a lot - i blame my mother. i like to people watch and then point and laugh at them. well, not really...okay sometimes. most of the time. when they catch me, i just laugh harder. sometimes that means i have to run like hell.
i have the besssssst dog ever. her name is skrappy, she is a 2 year old miniature pinscher, or minpin. she is basically my baby. heh. i do have to put sweaters on her when it's cold out. it's not cuz i want to dress her up to be cute - she gets fucking cold. she has no hair on her belly and she has no body fat. it's insane. its not like i set out to do it on purpose. ugh.
until recently i played roller derby. no, its not just some lame show on a&e thats all made up. it's a real sport and i fucking loved it. mmmm derby. nothing like kicking ass on roller skates. i will be returning soon enough.. back to the asskicking. WORD!
i own my own business [doesn't that sound redundant?] so i work from home. yay for rolling out of bed whenever i fucking want and sitting around all day in my jammies if i want...
i am going back to school as well though in january. oh busting out the books, word. edumacation and all that. continuing on my studies in foresnic psychology..i's gunna be one of them profilers and shit. ahhh yah. throw some serial killers at me. the more fucked up the better. i'm demented. well, not really....right? only like 6 years of school to go...yay!
i drool in my sleep. it's hot.

My Interests

oh you know, the usual stuff everyone says on here... 'life', 'music', 'people', 'stuff','things' etc...

I'd like to meet:

you.

Music:

thursday, chiodos, dashboard confessional, john k. samson, boys night out, city and colour, boysetsfire, rise against, the weakerthans, jimmy eat world, billy talent, modest mouse, death cab for cutie, senses fail, kristofer astrom, moneen, hawksley workman, alexisonfire, carole king, weezer, elliot, pixies, propagandhi, the receiving end of sirens, john lennon, armor for sleep, peaches, johnny cash, afi, painted thin, jawbreaker, less than jake, the smiths, ben lee, cake, black eyed peas, cap'n jazz, bright eyes, beatles, rancid, david bowie, kinks, beastie boys, K-OS, sunny day real estate, green day, fall out boy, the killers, the promise ring, panic! at the disco, fugazi, hot hot heat, texas is the reason, the band, bloc party, samiam ....and so many other bands/artists that i just can't think of or remember until i'm listening to them...ah snap!

Television:

CSI's, Law & Orders, House, Criminal Minds, Bones, Crossing Jordan, Simpsons, Family Guy, American Dad, King of the Hill, the Amazing Race, War at Home, Futurama, Undergrads, Drawn Together, Rollergirls, Chappelle Show..... the OC of course and the guiltiest pleasure... court shows. *lowers head*

Books:

Kathy Reichs, Patrica Cornwell, Jonathan Kellerman, Janet Evanovich, Douglas Coupland, George Orwell, John Wyndham, Douglas Adams, Sue Grafton, Alice Munro, Timothy Findlay.... I could go on and on...

My Blog

me

i've lost myself. time for reflection - physically alone. i really don't need you. and you REALLY don't need me. please just go away....
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:49:00 PST

who knew?

happiness is found naturally! http://www.newscientist.com/article.ns?id=dn2457 hehehehehh...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:11:00 PST

heart breaking the innocent

there is nothing worse than looking into the eyes of the innocent as you know you are hurtin them and knowing you can do nothing but stand there and continue to do so. tears are still streaming down m...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:04:00 PST

sleep is for the weak

sleep is for the weak. maybe i really don't need sleep after all. for the past few months i have been 'suffering' from insomnia. a few weeks ago my doctor prescribed me some sedation sleeping pill-lik...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:44:00 PST

remember remember the fifth of november

so despite the horrible downpour of rain a la the westcoast, the celebration of guy fawkes day this year went off wonderfully. there is nothing like listening to 50yr+ old men giggling/snickering like...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:53:00 PST

lyrics that sum up everything

CHIODOS"Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek"Let's just stop,drop everything,(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,And just walk away.Turn around and head in different directi...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 01:20:00 PST

7 years

today i have been clean for seven years. ahhh yeah. gunna go get my celebrate on. heh. in more ways than one. *smirk*  ...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 10:44:00 PST

music makes....

ever find that your whole life can be found in song lyrics? i can spell out every significate occurance with bits of songs... though sometimes a full song just completely encases my thoughts and emot...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 09:35:00 PST

confusing words

my words seem to keep getting fumbled up. nothing is right, the way it should be. straight forward. some things i have said have been taken the wrong way and no one has come to me to ask me to clarif...
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:10:00 PST

new baby

last night at 6:38pm, PST, my sister in law gave birth to her second son. he has no name as of last night as he was 10 days early! funny thing is that yesterday was my mom's dad's birthday too......
Posted by [ecks][ray][knee][ecks] on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:30:00 PST