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Natalya

I am here for Friends

About Me

Quote of the day:
"I've been creamed on!"
Walking the same road
Winding the same curves
Looking for love
But nothing verbs.
Repetition
and repulsive memories.
Learning who she is
and what she's meant to be.
Running the same road
Curves never false.
Searching for reason
But stumbling upon impulse.
Me?!...Well, let's see. I have a crude sense of humor, am very sarcastic, and love messing with people. It's where I get my joy in a times of despair. I hate drama, and try to avoid it at all costs. Although, if things are not going correctly, I will either try to fix it to the best of my ability, or bitch about it until it is fixed. haha.
Let's see. I have 6 tattoos, and have designed them all myself. I have had a total of 16 piercings now, and out of those 16, I have done 12 myself.
My dog's name is Mona. Well Ramona Zing, but I only call her that if she's being bad...and of course, just like a child (which she truly is), she responds to. I love the hell out of that dog, and can't believe that I could have gone so long without having that extra little headache.
I love being busy. If I don't have anything to do, I will go insane. I used to go to UT in Austin for Political Communications, but after a rare bout of personal clarity, I embraced the fact that I want to cut hair, and one day, open my own salon.
I'm in debt, and yet, still spend money on random crap, because responsibility is not my forte.
I'm random as hell.
I like to write, as long as it's something I want to write about.
I would love to think that other people percieve me as creative.
A hobby I would love to be good at is painting.
I have a Ibanez acoustic guitar, but I don't have a clue how to play anything on it...but still try, none the less.
Give me a bolt of fabric, and I will make something that is kick ass.
I'm addicted to IKEA, and homewares in general. I'm pretty much an unmarried house wife!
Well, I think that's enough for now. Sorry, I got a little carried away, but you read this far, so kudos!
Damn straight. All the cool kids have matching bowling pictures! Didn't ya know?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Colbert and Stuart! Other than that, i'd like to defy the odds of life, and meet a guy who isn't an ass-hole, selfish, chauvinistic, cocky, or self-involved all the time...haha. (Or at least one that doesn't decide to move to New York!) Yeah, right! Maybe, just MAYBE there's a guy out there who gives all us gals some hope!

My Blog

You Are My Music

You are my music.. ..Your words are the lyricsExpressing what needs to be With as few syllables as possibleIt is riddled with elegance and ambiguity.. ..Your touch is the bass lineInstilling a sense o...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 02:14:00 GMT

The Girl and Me are We

Losing my soul brought me closerto the life i wish I led.Losing my happiness brought me nearerto the things I never said.  The hollow shell of a girl once radiantsat in a cage, awaiting a resident.A g...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 01:18:00 GMT

Alone

Left alone in my love, I wonder if he thinks.Left alone in my love, I wonder if he sees..Left alone in my love, I wonder if he knows... That being alone in my loveIs why my heart grows cold.
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 02:07:00 GMT

Sleep: as lonely as I?

Sleep is not afforded to those who spend their days living for someone other than themself. Sleep is not permitted by the knomes that guard my door. The cool winter air does not allow Sleep ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 10:58:00 GMT

The thoughts of night...

To have clarity is impossible for me. To know what it is that I truly want is a rarity. To set a goal and reach it is absurd.   This is how I am, and for good reason. My mind is always going. ...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:31:00 GMT

The mirror reads backwards

Have you ever just sat in front of the mirror staring at yourself, your eyes cutting so cold to your soul, but you see nothing? And as you stare, you wonder if anyone could love you, the way you sit i...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 22:59:00 GMT

I know....two blogs in one day, CRAZY!

So I was reading through Katie Fitz' blogs, and it just inspired me. I'm not sure how, or what exactly it inspired me to do, but it just ... did. I started thinking about how those little moments in ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 20:57:00 GMT

The Cold Has Come

It certainly brings me great warmth to see that the cold has finally come.   Sitting on my balcony with Ramona at my feet, the scent of a sweet cigarette shows defeat over heat.   Sipping ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:58:00 GMT

Time is a wonderous thing

I just realized that it has been EXACTLY a month since the last time I wrote...down to the hour, infact. It's weird how time has it's own, well, timeframe. It works however it pleases, and takes no li...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:51:00 GMT

Cigarettes and Love

As I lay in bed, with only darkness and the faint light of a cigarette surrounding me, I listen to the soundtrack of my last love. To say I was "in love" is a long shot, but if I were to have ever kno...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 02:37:00 GMT