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YOU GOTTA LOVE *TINKERBELL !!!********************************************************* *****************************It’s so hard to wrap my mind on things. A billion thoughts run through my head. Not wanting to acknowledge how I feel because I don’t want to get sucked into that emotion. I guess that’s it. Lately it’s been too lonely in my head. It must be the pills I’m taking. At least I hope it’s that. Life would seriously be so much easier if I were just numb to things. I hate that I’m so emotional. How the dumbest yet heartfelt loving thing will make me cry. I like to think I’m a good person but sometimes I question that. I mean does karma really do us all justice? I don’t know why but I feel so out of place here. More then usual. I really shouldn’t be complaining. There are people in the world that are in worse state of minds then the one I’m in. I’ve been so tired lately. I feel so drained. I’m in what I like to call a numb state of mind. Nothing really matters, no one really cares. Sometimes it’s best that way.