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If you can read this,
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be slow. -Halo.

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Hello, I'm me. I'm __ years old, an artist, and I like stuff.

Our thoughts and actions are controlled by little tiny cells. All those cells are automated. Could it be we are also automated, but do not realize it? Put enough gears into a machine and you create self awareness. Or, according to string theory, there are more dimensions as the universe gets smaller. Could it be that I am but a shadow of another existance... another extention of the real ME in another dimension?

NIHILISM: the philosophical position that values do not exist but rather are falsely invented. Most commonly, nihilism is presented in the form of existential nihilism which argues that life is without meaning, purpose, or intrinsic value. Moral nihilists assert that morality does not exist, and subsequently there are no moral values with which to uphold a rule or to logically prefer one action over another.

AUTOPHOBIA is a real personality disorder. The term is used to describe three diferent conditions: (1) fear of being alone; (2) fear of being egotistical; (3) fear of oneself. The third is the rarest of these conditions.

"Then, as tears of bubbling pitch stream down my face, my dark work will begin....

I will open one of my six mouths, and I will sing the song that ends the Earth."

An hour is too long.
An hour is too short.

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How does one love someone instead of loving the love itself?
Ambushed until the morning...
Seems everyones happy.
Without emotions,
without illusions.
Its just another rainy day...

Alone I could barely light a match, but together we can burn this place down....

I hate this place.
Get me out of here.

About Halo.

Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Mythophobia- Fear of lies.

Get Your Own Free Hypster.com Playlist.
To do:
find forever.
do something with my hair.
begin tattooing.
join a circus.
see Cirque Du Soliel.
live in Paris for a while.
write a book.
visit old friends.
find a place in life.
be happy.
____?

So yeah, I'm me.
Been alive for a while now.

I'm human.
I eat my vegetables.
I like owls and snails.
I live with my lizard, Izzy.
I laugh.
[I'm friendly like Jesus or something.]
I'm the Taco Fairy.
Desire makes me weak.
I dislike talking over the phone.
I believe emptiness is cleanliness.
I thought I had lost touch of reality. I realize I never had it to begin with.

Pulled the wings off a rat today.
I saw myself in her and she limped away...
That's what I'm afraid of these days.
There are things,
things that only I see.
There are creatures and they’re out to get me.
That's what I'm afraid of these days.
Glued some wings to the back of a spider.
Looked up for validation but I couldn't find it.
No one's more scared than I am these days.
This shit...
Cue the music because the speaker is scaring me.
The children are trembling.
Rightfully so.
Tell me again?
There’s a nest in my ear.
And why am I right?
Having their thoughts with my poor mind
Made a mess of my vision,
made a mess of my sight...


[I just give us something to talk about.]

p.s. I don't exist.

My Blog

Pyxicoytl VIII

Welcome to my journal.---June 9th 2007Stabbed a man in the throat in an alley way a few minutes ago.Only had thirty two bucks on him.Piece of shit.He's relaxing in the back seat.That fucker puts one g...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:11:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl VII

It would be wise to read from start to finish, not up to down.Welcome to my journal.---From this date on I seemed to have scribbled out certain words and replaced them."-----" are incomprehensible."(X...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:07:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl VI

Harm can be caused to ones brainby reading these.Welcome to my journal.---May 26th 2007Mom's rotting in the closet.Dad's rotting in the closet.Sarah's rotting in a chair in front of my desk.Nothing's ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:57:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl V

Reader discresion.Welcome to my journal.---May 11thSex with Sarah is great.Still afraid to take off her gag and mouth fuck her though.I carved a whole in the back of her head to fuck.She passed out fr...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:54:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl IV

Welcome to my journal.---February 14th 2007Sarah watched me have tea with Mom and Dad.Haven't shit in a few days.Bought some Febreeze.Toilet smells better now.February 15th, 2007Mom pointed out that I...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:49:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl III

February 3rdA man came out the shower and hit me with my own hammer.He wanted to hold hands.I wouldn't because they where too wet.February 4thThe apartment it starting to stink.I'm hungry.Hope the nei...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:46:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl II

welcome to my journal.---January 26th, 2007Went to work today.Took a shit in the boss' file cabinet.It had remnants of last night's chilli.Red clumps of bean.Kinda runny, but felt great.January 27th, ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:40:00 GMT

Pyxicoytl

Welcome to my journal....That's odd, my copy of this from 3 days short of a year ago hasdifferent events coming from march 2nd to 5th. Which is the real version is up to you to decide....-   -    -Mar...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 14:34:00 GMT

Oh, Creator.

In the begining, god created the heaven and the earth and then he called light, he renamed the day to light and the night he called the dark. But the light was called day. Then, he took to to making s...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 10:08:00 GMT

What is happiness.

The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelasby Ursula K LeGuin - from The Wind's Twelve QuartersWith a clamor of bells that set the swallows soaring, the Festival ofSummer came to the city Omelas, bright-towere...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 21:57:00 GMT