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I BLINK THROUGH THE EYES OF A BIRD

About Me

Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!...I believe in taking chances I am a hopeless romantic I wear my heart on my sleeve I WILL one day make a difference in this cold unfeeling world and i believe to some point I already have I believe you are only as good as the love you have for other people I give without expecting anything in return I am determined and very driven I am sympathetic and empathetic I love until it hurts I have learned to love myself and those that don't love me I am clumsy!!! There is always a reason to smile I do kick ass scarface impersonations I love the word guacamole Pickles are my favorite food I watch more cartoons than most kids do When I was little I swallowed watch batteries because I thought it would make me a superhero... I am absolutley in love with my friends I am in love with love I have pulled myself up through alot of heartache, and in turn I have become my biggest fan I love to laugh I believe everyone has good in them I know most people in your life will hurt you, but there are a select few that make it all worth it I have been in love once but it was unrequited.. This life is all about what you make it... I plan on making mine beautiful I believe you should never settle for or be changed for the person your with Love them for THEM and let them love you for YOU!! I forgive and i try to forget when I say I love you I mean it I feel sorry for superficial people and the fake lives they have created for themselves I try everyday to make someones day a little better I have friends that mean the world to me I don't take those I love for granted If you are my true friend I will cherish you forever If you are not i will let you go... I am confident but shy, humorous yet serious, and loving, yet guarded I have walls built up around me, but they are paper thin and above all... I am me ... and that is who I want to be... .........

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

... THE GIRL WHO CAN HEAR ABOUT MY PAST AN APPRECIATE HOW FAR I'VE COME AND DOESN'T DEMAND I NEED TO BE "ALL BETTER". SOMEONE THAT CAN BE MY SUPPORT WHILE I OVERCOME MY FAULTS. A GIRL WHO APPRECIATES THE STRUGGLE OF A RELATIONSHIP AND IS WILLING TO WORK AT IT INSTEAD OF WANTING IT TO BE EASY... A GIRL WHO STILL BELIEVES IN PINKY PROMISES. A GIRL WHO WILL CURL UP WITH ME ON THE COUCH WEARING SWEATPANTS AND TOE SOCKS AND WATCH CARTOONS WITH ME ALL DAY A GIRL WHO LOVES THAT I DON'T LIKE TO BE SERIOUS ALL THE TIME AND SOMETIMES I REALLY JUST WANNA PLAY A GIRL WHO WILL LET ME CRY SOMETIMES AND NOT TELL ME I'M "TOO SENSITIVE" BUT WILL WIPE MY TEARS AND STILL TELL ME I'M STRONG... I NEED A GIRL WHO WILL LET ME BE HER HERO BUT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE TAKE OVER ON THAT DAMN WHITE HORSE AND BE MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR! LOL I NEED A GIRL WHO LOVES MY BIG HEART AND DOESN'T THINK IT'S A DOWNFALL TO BE "TOO NICE" I NEED A GIRL WHO KNOWS THAT EVEN THOUGH I ACT LIKE NOTHING BOTHERS ME AND TRY TO ACT TOUGH ALL THE TIME I HAVE A SOFT SHELL THAT'S EASILY BROKEN AND SHE WILL BE THERE TO KISS MY BOO BOO'S TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER I NEED A GIRL WHO FILLS IN ALL MY INNER WEAK SPOTS, AND I FILL IN HERS... THE GIRL WHO LET'S ME BE A BIG KID SOMETIMES AND WILL STAY IN NEVERLAND WITH ME FOREVER... I NEED A GIRL WHO WANTS TO GROW OLD AND WRINKLY WITH ME AND STILL TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL......

My Blog

LUST

LIKE THE FLUTTER OF A BIRDS WINGTIPSYOUR LIPS TOUCHED MINE AND MY BREATH LEFT ME...MY SKIN TINGLES AND BURSTS INTO FLAMESAND I JUST CRAVE MORE...DONT PUT ME OUT, BUT DOUSE ME IN GASOLINEAGAIN AND AGAI...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 23:17:00 GMT

THEY CALL IT "DEPRESSION"

the world is quiet now but i cant seem to sleepi lay awake and listen to my own breathingonly to wish it will fade into faintness and cease forevernothing seems to quiet this dull pain that scratches ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 03:16:00 GMT

DREAMS

IM A BIRD GAZING UPON THE RAINBOW TREERUNNING IN CIRCLES INSIDE OF CRIMSON AIRAND LOOKING OUT TO THE LAVENDER SEAPEARLS AND DIAMONDS SIT ALONG MY BACKTAKING IN THE SCENT OF MEMORIES
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 01:02:00 GMT

UNREQUITED

THE SUN AWAKENS MELIKE TINY DULL RAZORBLADESSLITTING MY EYESTO OPEN MY HEAVY HEARTIT STILL BEATSENVELOPED IN TEARS, PASSION AND PAINCOMPLETELY UNCONDITIONAL AND FOOLISHSO IS THE DAWNING OF UNREQUITED ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 01:32:00 GMT

LETTING GO OF THE PAST/LIVE FOR THE FUTURE!

Over the past few months I have looked at life alot differently. The fact I was told a while back I had a terminal illness may have opened my eyes a little more to all the beauty in this world, but ne...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 14:52:00 GMT