xFireFlyx [OPL™]

Uhm.. I wanted to write a really intellectual and smart text in here.. And I thought what I have written here before was good but now after a few months it’s pretty much going on my nerves and I think I’ve got to write something new.. Not that what I wrote was wrong or something but I need changes.. I’m not the one who likes it when everything always stays the same..
Well I’m still a GC-Fan and I still love this band to death.. I’ve been a little disappointed about the Fast Future Generation but this disappointment is gone after listening to
Good Morning Revival .
I love this record so damn much you wouldn’t believe it.. It’s .. well I just cant explain how it is… I cant find words that nearly describe what I feel and what I think while listening to this record.. My love for Good Charlotte just grew a whole lot with the new record! I cant wait to see the guys playing the songs live..
Now that i heard the songs live i just want more and more! they're amazing, awesome and i love them even more after two awesome weekends : 05/12/07 in Herten and 05/19/07 in PARIS -FRANCE! I still dont get what happened on this day..
This part here is old.. but GOSH.. it's amazing it's fuckin amazing: "I want to meet them soooo bad!! My goal for this year will be to get a picture with Benji and one with Paul and a Paul-Hug! I need to have this little things cuz it’s really important for me.. Whether you believe it or not.. doesn’t matter anyways.." I dont get it! My goals have been to meet them to get a Paul-Hug and a Paul-Pic and to get a picture with Benji.. Fuck it's amazing.. IT CAME TRUE!! the weekend in Paris.. Gosh.. I cant tell you how amazing this feeling is.. i just cant tell you.. i would like to but i cant cuz it's overwhelming..
Uhm what else? Yeah as you can see I’m a little different.. I dunno I think I’m to much of an adult for my age.. Sure I am an adult by my age but what I mean I’m more an adult than I should be.. Well sometimes.. I dunno. It just feels like this..
I love my family to death! I wouldn’t want to live without one of them and specialy without my big little brother.. He’s my rock that I can hold on to, he’s my best friend and he’s always there for me, even if we fight sometimes we still love each other (well I guess he loves me back.. ^^) really much.. Sometimes I think we’re more than just brother and sister.. More like twins or something.. We’ve a way deeper connection than other brothers and sisters.. I love it. It’s what keeps me up ;)..
I’m really proud of my little brother. He’s really talented in writing songs and creating songs and stuff.. His band will be really successful one day I’m really sure about that. I’m proud of him and also of my cousin who’s in the band with my brother.. They’re awesome musicians and you should give them a chance and listen to them on www.myspace.com/sunsetscenemusic!!
What else? Uhm.. It’s hard to write down something when your brain is empty as hell.. ^^
Yeah so I’m a really thoughtful and creative person.. At least I try to be creative.. In the moment it’s not that easy..
I really wanna become a famous singer and live in the United States one day.. I cant stand living in Germany, I hate Germany I swear.. And mostly I hate to live in a city where all the ppl are conservative as hell and totally intolerant.. I hate it. I really hate it.
Imma stop this here. I think this is enough about myself and the ones around me.
To ma family and my dear friends I love you to death and I don’t want to miss anyone of you for a second!