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and wish to continue the adventure...deadbaldy has retired...but you can find me over at www.myspace/prlmertes.com. Come over and join up, if anything, than for old times sake. Miss me?
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 05:20:00 GMT

:amendment

I am posting this and then deleting my friends list. As I am one that rarely does anything without significant thought, I feel the need to explain. Initially, my thought was "This is Myspace -who care...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:21:00 GMT

a break from the...

So aside from my weak attempts at writing again, the Wife and I are working out the details of moving to Europe for her career. She is still working on getting some leads here in the states and doing ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:44:00 GMT

interlude

For those of you unaware, I am deeply paranoid and have a tendancy to progect any unknown conclusion to it's worst possible end. It hit me today that I may be like this for the rest of my life, and it...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 14:53:00 GMT

all I am

is this all I am?forget where I am or what I've donewhat have I become?can I forget what I do to find myself so lostcan I forget the price I paycan I survice the costa stumbling hypocriteready to show...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:00:00 GMT

all the times we/ and should have/ and were going to

the tempest winds have subsidedattempts of absolution of resolving those thingswith no solutionare wholly unrequitedawake or in dreams my satisfactionresults in my demiseif you knew what liesinside......
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 10:36:00 GMT

this receding mind of mine

I sense the trickling painso this is what it feels like to changehow unaware I have found myselfof the aches I used to undurethe rising nescience in meof all I have surpressedis a wet blanket over my ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 01:20:00 GMT

Intra

Sometimes even the smallest redemption is just a simple click away...   ...thanks.
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 07:39:00 GMT

In the end we all begin

It feels like surgerywith a scalpel a force myselfto find a way to writethe urges stray into my mindand most times find a way to exitbefore I have had the poise to sitand document my lack of tormentit...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 23:26:00 GMT

Short & sweet

I am at work so I must be quick. I have been havin godd and random dreams. They are all very vivid and the only think I can think of is that sewers of my mind are overflowing, and my dreams are a resu...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 08:48:00 GMT