How do i begin, well in my early 20th's, im caring, short, loyal, trustworthy, i like 2 hang out. Like games (who doesnt) games i like R fatal Frame THIS GAME SCARES DA SHIT OUT OF U. My Fav game I zelda, and mostly adventure, action, and horror games are for me. Have 2 jobs (sucks) but money is money. lets see im shy person if i meet u da first time. To get to the point i really dont have n e thi ng to say, Y well . . im not really much of a talker. single, im kind of lazy, kind of easy to set off (im ill tempered n emotionally unstable AND IF GET ME PISSED OFF B PREPARE TO DIE U KNOW WHO U ARE U FUCKS) i live w/ my mother, aunt, n brothers, (sorry im broke) i hate to be in the spotlight, especialy when dancing i like to be in the croud, not to be the only one.(like i said, im shy) fort those dat know me FOR THE LAST TIME IM NOT AN ANTICHRIST DAMN YOU. easy going, very curious, got into halo A whole lot dat i beat my self up when i lose, my friend chris got me in to it n damn. (dude hit me up when eva u wan to beat up people)also im kind of helpfull when u need me ill be ther ... 70% of da time. I also like poetry but cant come up w/ my own i suck.. Here are some by some artist... Enjoy.
__________________ _______________________ __________I don't know who I am anymore
Didn't expect my life to turn out this way
Sometimes I wish my life to end
My soul and body clay.A typical day will
Start with a fake smile
And I'll try and convince myself
That everything will be worthwhile.I love my family so much
I'll be grateful for my friends til my dying day
I know I have so much to live for
But my life shouldn't have turned out this way.I know only one thing
Something people will never know I feel
I'm constantly masked in sadness
And the pain is the only thing real.--by ?SoSickOfTears?--
________Death.
The most powerful...mysterious thing on we know.So powerful that no form of life can escape it.No matter how many times one cheats death
it always comes back. There's no running from it.Age is not a matter. Whether you're 81 years old, or 19, or just a 3 week old child...
Death is there. Closer than we think.Right behind our ears. The moment we turn around...in a single blink of an eye...we find ourselves in its eternal embrace.Not even a love as strong as Romeo and Juliet's can escape it.So mysterious that not a single man on this Earth can understand it.No man alive knows its darkness.
Or how it creeps its way inside you
closing your eyes for ever.For some it comes so sudden...it doesn't even give them time to realize it's the end.
For others it comes so slowly. Painfully.
Like a torturous misery that doesn't seem to end.And no matter what, it always leaves everyone wondering..."why?"In its place it always leaves a void...
And emptiness that not even years of mourning can fill.No one can ever answer..."why?"Because it's death.
It's meant to be so powerful...so cruel...
Not even precious Life itself can escape it. --by Poetess Call Me Glen-Duh!--
_________________My world is crashing right beneath me.
Oh, why can't anyone else see?
Piece by piece it falls apart.
It is ruining by devastated heart.Stupid fights all day long.
Is this where I really belong?
You never listens to what other people have to say,
You just keep going on about what you have to portray.It makes no sense sometimes,
You act as if everyone else's opinion is a crime.
We just want you to understand our point of view.
But to you, our words are untrue.You break us down until there is nothing remaining.
Are you done with your complaining?
I have really had enough of you.
But it doesn't matter to you anymore.
Now, you know the way out .
Or must I show you the way to the door? --by Heather--
________________Cant they see im hurting?
Cant they see im dying inside?
I cant help but be unhappy
And I dont even know whyEvery night I wonder why
Why I bother to wake each day
Only to paste a smile on my face
To make them think im okIm always tired and grumpy
No matter how hard I try
I either seem to scream and shout
Or I jus sit alone and cryI want to be happy
I really want to try
But ever time I come close
I just fall apart insideEvery one thinks im perfect
Smiling, listening and helping
But cant they see its me
Whose heart is really breaking?I try to be there for everyone
But who is there for me
When I need a helping hand
So the future I can seeWont some one just give me
A shoulder so I can cry?
To tell me lifes worth living
And ill get there if I try? --by Sweetbutsad--
_________________*Confusion*i dont know why i miss you,but i do.I dont know why you love me,but i love you to.My mind is playing games with me and i dont knowwhat to do.So i close my eyes and all i can see is a picture of you.I miss you every waking minuteof the day.I just wish things didnt have to bethis way.I cant stand not beingwith you.I wonder if u cant stand not being withme to.I try to call you but i know u wont bethere.Sometimes i wonder if you evencare.A tear starts to fall down my cheek asi close my eyes.Thinking about all the good times andforgetting about the lies.I remember when i held you in my armsat nite.when you hugged me it just felt so right.All these thoughts of us run deep withinmy mind.I just need you to tell me you love me so my feelingscan unwind.I start to come back to reality and realize youwere just an illusion.My heart continues to skip a beat as i'm left inconfusion.
--written by: April guerrero--
_______________anti
What type of warrior are you?
Mage -- You are the mage! You do not fight with weapons or any of the physical means humans use to destroy each other. Instead you utilize the natural elements and the magic that binds this world together. You are an enigma and are rare, but you are still a fight. Whether you are on the side of good or bad you are a powerful force that can be terrible to behold. You should never be underestimated!
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What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
Your connection with darkness is through your hate. It's burning from the inside and you feel it strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss, students in school/work, family etc. Well, you feel like the world and everyone in it hates you, so you hate it and everyone back. It's the simple solution, albeit narrowminded. You probaly don't like changes, since nothing good ever comes out of them. Though your hate have grown large, you can still have a soft spot in your heart for some. You're most certainly not numb; your problem lies in that you feel too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?
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