R's |
Being a big brother, Lauren's presence and her happiness and her love, the way I shiver when I listen to music as loud as it can go, all the foods I have yet to try, the land I fell in love with year ... Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 23:40:00 GMT |
No more. Im done. |
Things are worse than ever. My finances are in a permanent state of fucked; without hope of clawing my way up from the pit I'm in. Now, because of several things, I'm out of a vehicle enti... Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 15:48:00 GMT |
December |
This month is going to suck. Period. It will horrendous, although I'm probably not helping matters by saying as such. *shrugs*I continue to be in a perpetual state of "fucked," which shall... Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 00:48:00 GMT |
Something off the top |
Eyes seek to lay on othersLust grows in dark cornersForced and tucked awayBut not gone; no, never goneWhispers around andProclamations away fromHimSeeking joy and safetyFrom the face of assaultSolace ... Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 10:18:00 GMT |
Word vomit. |
Cast aside,Or is it not caught?By arms left limpUnmoved and inspiredLiveliness seeping awayIt seems that time is goneA relic who's fossil fuels onThose liquids and notes cannotNor will ever heal like ... Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 00:15:00 GMT |
This is why I want to sleep. |
he caredand said nice thingsand meant thembuthis anger drifted him awayand he was so obsessedwith that stupid little nationhow dumbso tender to insultbut so caustic to allcowardly in the endall he eve... Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 03:26:00 GMT |
This past weekend! (ROCKIN) |
So this past weekend, and Friday and Thrusday as well, were amazing. Lauren and I went to Atlanta for the Atlanta Horrorfest; a 3-day period where the Masquerade (an awesome club for shows) was ... Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 08:17:00 GMT |
Ruination |
RuinationSelf-deprecationFighting all you find flawedAnd giving in to it allOver and over againRepetitive as you are ignorantSee it coming over the horizonChoosing not to move awaySuicidal in magnitud... Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:03:00 GMT |
Being Honest With That Sharpened Finger |
Close my eyes and rageOpen them to see everyone fallenWhen I thought I was ascendingAll my eyes open except my innerFind myself petrified once againReaching for the retreating vesselWhen I was rowing ... Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 16:48:00 GMT |
Perhaps |
"Untitled (as always)" 8-22-08Somehow we will triumpthThough neither of usCan stand ourselvesCan repair our cracksSomehow we will embraceFeelings greater than self-loathingThat fear of the mirrorThat... Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 14:34:00 GMT |