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About Me


A beautiful girl can make you dizzy,
Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning.
She can make you feel high,
Full of the single greatest commodity known to man:
Promise.
Promise of a better day,
Promise of a greater hope,
Promise of a new tommorow.
This particular aura,
Can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl.
In her smile, and in her soul.
In the way she makes every rotten little thing about life,
Seem like it's gonna be ok.
I have tasted your loss, and reveled in it
I have bested your best, and gloated about it
I have never lost to you, and sometimes I wish
I wasn't so arrogant, so right, so complete
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. I'm an independent thinker. The kind of person I am... The kind who is jumping on a train and not knowing where he's going. Someone who talks in a crowd, but enjoys the silence, and appreciates both. Im 17, and I'm out to save the world. Spend most of my free time reading, thinking, playing video games, and driving as well as playing guitar. I love music, all kinds. I'm not sure if I have the commitment to find a girl. That girl. I don't know if I can truly respect her and give her the time she needs. I'm not even sure if I know myself, so how can anyone else know who I am and appreciate that? much less me appreciate them. But hey, you never know, everyone is looking for love. Anyhow, being wrong is not a personal favorite of mine, but I can admit it when I am. I will fill your brain with 39876357 useless facts. To me, reflecting on what has happened is important. It's always good to see what you've done wrong in life and reflect, but get off the past every now and again. You only live once, and you have to make the most of that. My friends are pretty chill and I'll talk to anybody. I love to see people happy. I could go on for hours about what I like and what I hate and what I look for in a friend or a passionate lover, but if you have a truthful interest, you can always just ask me. Oh and check out my blogs they're some good stuff.

Too many people are thinking of security instead of opportunity. They seem to be more afraid of life than death

-James Bynes


Life is too short to sit around accepting crappy handouts of lemons. I say take from life everything you can... its wallet, its time, its milk money; get the most out if it because you might die tomorrow. Shrug it off all you want, but its a possibility. Every day is an adventure, an opportunity to learn something new. If you're not learning and experiencing life in new ways every day, you're dead where you stand. Keep searching. Our time on this earth is shorter than any of us could ever guess, so every day should be spent searching for new people, places, love, happiness, pain, fear, LIFE IN ALL ITS GLORY. Never surrender to the rut of a 9-5 job. The day we get chained to a business suit is the day we die, period. I say fuck damnation, fuck regret, fuck what we've ever been told about life. Our lives revolve around a clock. Every second is counted for, every minute we scrounge for. Freedom is boundless, and avarice is inevitable... but that doesn't stop us from reaching out with all our might and being greedy, grabbing ourselves an individual 2 giant handfuls and fully embracing the adventure that awaits beyond the next breath. Walk through a cemetery, talk to crazy people on the bus, hit on the hot guy/girl in the coffee shop, hit on the ugly one later that day. Chase squirrels, read, hitchhike, fight, make up, make out, give all you can to those who have less, protest, support, fight with cops, shake a security guards hand, protest wrong, humble yourself to truths, learn from death, grieve about life, fight, bleed, go, stop, hate and forgive, love and learn, jump, skip, sing, dance, smile, wink, play, win, lose, LIVE!

People living deeply have no fear of death.

- Anais Nin


Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth |||||||||||| 34%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 42%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Liveliness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Abstractness |||||||||||| 38%
Introversion ||||||||| 26%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||| 50%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 46%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Tension ||||||||||||||| 42%

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



A girl who knows how to laugh and enjoy life, without being worried about judgment from other people all the time. A beautiful personality. Someone who loves adventure, like climbing mountains. And definitely a romantic too. I'd love to meet Jeff Skilling, Richard James, David Gilmour, Brandon Boyd, the members of blink-182 and Green day, they're awesome. Chris Carrabba would be cool. Frank Caliendo, and George Carlin. Mark Tremonti. Tom Morello. J.R.R Tolkien would be awesome too. And someone who doesn't take their own pictures. ha.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year...

I love new things. New socks are definetely my favorite, and if I ever get rich I'm wearing a pair of new socks every day. New toothbrushes are always great, and let's face it, there's nothing like a new haircut. Ipods are pretty much sex. Food should definitely be free to all people. I'm allergic to shellfish, but I love regular fish. I love the outdoors, and you can pretty much always find me outside fishing, hunting, hiking, playing sports or snowmobiling. Yes my hair is natural. Fighting should be legal. I love swimming, and even though I have a pool, nothing beats jumping in the Hudson after a long summer crew practice. I hate when people post bulletins that they have new pics. I don't like people who think they're better than everyone, and the "gangsta" thing isn't cool in my book. Work sucks, but you learn to love it. You know when you're just about to fall asleep and you feel like you're falling and it wakes you back up? Hate that.I hate sore necks that you get from sleeping on them the wrong way. Greasy hair is really irritable and so are dry contacts. I hate being out somewhere and you're so tired you can barely stay awake. Hate when you have something in the back of your mind that gives you a bad feeling, but you can't remember, like when you know you forgot something, but can't remember what it is until you need it. I hate bad quality speakers and bad radio stations and most of all skipping cd's. I love music, and there's not much I won't listen to, and like everything else in life, I'm open to trying something different. I can't go through life without trying something at least ONCE. I love doing stupid stuff and making a fool out of myself, and if you dare me to do it, I most likely will.
People should definitely take a lighter tone to life, because if you are stressed all the time, you're going to miss your entire time on this planet and all the fun there is in it.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

- Buddha

Imagine

My Blog

Broke and you got a date? Click it boiis

Alright alright everyone has been broke before, dont sweat it. Every guy isnt out to a French restaurant for their dates. And yes I realize that every single one of these will not occupy an entire d...
Posted by on Sun, 22 May 2005 01:56:00 GMT

Life.Religion.and.Happiness.

Okay. So you decided to read this blog. Well grab a drink, put an away message up, and put on some good music, Cuz this is a longggg blog. So let's start by asking yourself...Why were you really put h...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Feb 2005 14:52:00 GMT

Taylor's Top 10 Highly Successful Pick Up Lines

10. Wanna make out? 9. See most guys would come up and try some corny pick up line right here. Well let me tell you... I'm not like most guys. So why don't we skip the awkward small talk and I just...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Feb 2005 14:01:00 GMT

100 THINGS BEFORE I DIE

Alright so before you read this, This is my ultimate list. I've been thinking of these for years now and I finally can put them down. There is nothing that would make me happier then to die and have c...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jan 2005 13:24:00 GMT

Taylor's contemplative thoughts on love

You want to know what i don't get? Love. And not necessarily in general. I think it's great to grow old and die with someone, don't get me wrong. What I dont understand is every 15, 16 and 17yr old ru...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jan 2005 11:07:00 GMT