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Annette

Of all things I've lost, I miss my mind the most

About Me

You may have arrived here from SaveMyFriend.com , the site created by my friends to help me. Thanks for visiting my blog ;)I'm a former California girl trying to recover from brain surgery. My blog is about how I'm doing in regard to getting well. I live alone with my little dog Bailey. My daughter, the sweetest girl in the whole wide world, is thousands of miles away from me. I hope someday to put my life back together again. I feel a little like Humpty Dumpty to be honest.
IF YOU WANT TO READ MY BLOG, click on 'View All Blog Entries' above this box here. Please note the newest entries are at the top. To read it in chronological order, you'll have to scroll to the bottom and then back up - unless I've missed something. I would prefer it to post in a chronological order so as not to have your head explode when you see it all backwards like the first time I did! Crazy! Don't they know brain surgery patients use these things? !@*&$%^!!! Use January 18, 2006 to view first blog entry.MySpace Layouts by Iron Spider

My Interests

I like variety with my variety. I like to do and explore a lot of different things. I wanted to work at the post office just to see how they did all that! Crazy! I love to cook and especially love to bake. If I could make bread, cookies and soup all day, I'd be a happy girl. When I was healthy I'd walk 6 miles a day, swim a mile, ride my bike, snow ski (180 days a year!) and well - I really never sat still for very long.

I'd like to meet:

I've always wanted to meet Prince Albert of Monaco. Yeah, lots of drama, press and controversy around him, but something about him has always interested me. Maybe someday I'll get my wish. Can anyone hook me up? :D

Music:

Music. Interesting topic. I like all kinds of popular music, but I hate rap. However, as a brain surgery patient, I listen to my music a little differently than you probably do. To comfort me and 'reset' my brain, I tend to listen to the same song over and over, often for months on end. It comes in handy to live alone during these times. Often when I'm really sick I will NEED to do this and will go from the song playing in my office, to having to put it on in the car if I have to head out, and then walk around with an MP3 player and headphones playing the same song - over and over. Sound crazy? I'm not crazy - it just helps me feel better on extreme days. Some of the music I've listened to a lot is Darius Rucker (This is My World), and Kenny Chesney (I Might Get Over You), but I have a huge variety of music. Just depends on what my head needs to hear that day!

Movies:

Well, I'm a girl, so don't roll your eyes when I say I like, "You've Got Mail" and "Bridget Jones' Diary". I also loved, "Bruce Almighty" and often fear if I ever start using post it notes to replace my ever absent memory that I'll look like the post it note scene from that movie. The movie, "Fifty First Dates" was exactly what my life was like right after brain surgery. I seriously thought the same nurse that visited my room everyday in the ICU was a different person each time. It was so bad that all you could do was laugh at it. My memory isn't quite that bad now, but I do have my days.

Television:

I don't get a lot of TV time, but I love American Idol, Sex in the City and Frasier.

Books:

Since my brain surgery, reading anything that requires me holding it steady and then relocating my eyes once again on the next page is out of the question. My head explodes and I feel car sick!I have listened to books on tape, which I like very much. I used to have an Audible.com subscription but I can't afford that anymore. Most recent listen (well over a year ago) was, "He's just not that into you", which actually helped me a great deal move on past some unfulfilling relationships.

Heroes:

My 8 year old daughter Natalie. For being the strongest, sweetest, smartest, most patient girl on the planet after having her life torn apart by my illness, divorce and thousands of miles of distance between us. Please someone help us get back together again.

My Blog

Why I stopped praying

I finally came to the realization that in my life - it was futile. I was wasting my time and probably annoying God simultaneously. Oh, don't be mistaken. I fully believe in God. Completely. Without a ...
Posted by Annette on Thu, 03 May 2007 08:34:00 PST

Have a Happy Period

My friend Jeri posted this and I had to share it. I can only hope the letter actually was sent to them. I haven't laughed this hard in a long time. You will too. LOL Dear Mr. James Thatcher, I have be...
Posted by Annette on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:20:00 PST

It's been a while

It's been a while. Vanderbilt U was good to me. They did all they could and they didn't charge me a dime and they didn't hassle me one bit. In the end it was a mess, however, because they either don't...
Posted by Annette on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 06:58:00 PST

Health Insurance and Lean Cuisine

Finally, some good news. God bless Keesha and all the girls who helped me in the last few weeks to FINALLY get health insurance. I only have one more hurdle to overcome and I can get care at Vanderbil...
Posted by Annette on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 09:06:00 PST

Is it like grief?

So, is learning that after brain surgery and trying to recover that it didn't work like going through grief? I remember when my best friend committed suicide that grief was different than I realized. ...
Posted by Annette on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:02:00 PST

Confused

John took me to the pituitary clinic at Vanderbilt University on Friday. It seems like a really good place. Nothing could have prepared me for when the doctor read the pathology report from my surge...
Posted by Annette on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:10:00 PST

Despair

It's so frustrating. I don't even know what to start with. My doctor dumped me. The truth of the matter is the powers that be at his office wanted to do away with patients who don't pay full rate. I...
Posted by Annette on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

3rd & Hell - AGAIN?!

OH tell me I'm really NOT at 3rd & Hell once again. Yep, yep, I am.   I tried to do the right thing. I guess I'm unclear what the right thing is. I was offered a  job at Natalie's scho...
Posted by Annette on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:43:00 PST

Natalie is Home!

Well, I still can't believe it but Natalie returned home from her visit with her father and is really and actually home - really home with me - now! There was tremendous stress right up until I saw he...
Posted by Annette on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:53:00 PST

Natalie & School & Life

Well, I guess I need to update. I have been feeling pretty good these last few weeks. I discovered my recurring sinus infections were really dragging me down. I got a bad one right after Natalie got h...
Posted by Annette on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 09:06:00 PST