My name is Amanda.
I am 22 years old, although sometimes I act twice my age and sometimes I act half my age.
I became a mommy in December, but only a few special people got to meet my daughter during her short time with us. Now I am a mommy to an angel and that's a pain that few people can understand.
I try and be a simple person, although it's proving to be difficult lately.
I live with my fiance in an extremly over priced apartmnent in Plano.
Our relationship continues to be challenged everyday but we stick with it and at the end of the day, we are very much in love (sometimes we are just too hard headed to admit that). He is my bestfriend and I am his.
I am going to school to be a nurse. I will be a CNA by this October, that way I can work full time and still go to school.
Little things make me happy.
I have a very short temper.
I love to have fun and do stupid shit like go to the zoo. I love to cook, lay out by the pool, do stupid crafts, drink really cold beer, drive really fast, sleep in, be with my family, go on road trips, and a bunch of other crap.
I am not a big partier anymore. I will have a few drinks but getting black out wasted doesn't appeal to me anymore. Call me old but I enjoy waking up not hung over and knowing exactly what I did the night before.
If you know me now and didn't before, all I can tell you is that I am nothing like I used to be. In good and bad ways. I have no idea who I am anymore but I will find myself again. I have been through hell and back and want to believe that I am stronger from it, though sometimes you would think that I have given up, but I haven't. Life can't be bad forever and I have to catch my break at some point.
