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Hellraiza

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I am: Artist, Music Lover, Lover, Fighter, Strong in My Beliefs, Realist, Honest, Hard Working, Extremely Dedicated, A Bit Crazy Sometimes, A Lover Of Knives, Hardcore, Very Loyal To Those Whom Are Loyal To Me, Entriqued By Everything Unknown, Experimental, Curious, Clever, Determinated, Stubborn, Understanding, Strong Willed, Dominant, Purposely Submissive, Aggressive, Self-Destructive, Sometimes Suicidal, Sometimes Joyous, Plagued By My Mistakes, Wise To Learn From My Mistakes, Ignorant To Make Mistakes, Compassionate, Engrossed By The Pleasures Of The Flesh, Real As They Come, A Guitarist, A Helping Hand, A Friend, A Bitter Decisive Enemy, Unsure Of Myself, A Holder Of A Condition Known As Poor Self Esteem, One Whom Hides My Complications, Confident In My Talents, Afraid Of Love Because Of The Long Term Side Effects, A Drug User, No Longer A Drinker Of Alcohol Because I Found Out I'm Allergic, A Concert Go-er, A Terror To Those Who Chastize, The Sore Thumb That Sticks Out, The Shadow.....I am Human,Who are You?Oh and just so you know...Everything you see on this page I made....So don't steal it without asking or my lawyer and I will love you....and know that I'm not one of these internet thieves that just run around stealing others' work and calling it their own...not me...never will be....Don't Be That Person lol

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Real people with real issues. I love everyone until you make me hate you. I trust no one until I know them. If you are faker than a 3 dollar bill....move onThe above slide show is of my art work. If you like what you see and want this display for your site, contact me and I'll send you the code.

My Blog

The Meaning In Suffering

Burning in time as My mind Came to find The answers oh so clear. All that I loved Had been sent from above No longer to stress or to fear For I knew deep inside ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 05:43:00 GMT

Save Yourself

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Posted by on Thu, 06 Aug 2009 11:42:00 GMT

The Black Angel

  I met this little angel Her wings as black as night Tattered and torn her flesh From wars she had to fight I found her all curled up Hiding from herself Her hands wer...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Aug 2009 01:42:00 GMT

Losing Faith (written while encarcerated)

I could not resistThis black and bloody kissGiving in to what could beMy aching, final, blissBased on a story trueMy heart so black and blueI missed you every single dayI dedicate to youA tear drops f...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 00:18:00 GMT

This Crazy Life We Lead

Living life at 5000 RPMGiving in to every sinBleeding for a bit of reliefTrying to end our eternal griefA generation all fucked upInto the vaccum we're sucked upLost in space just one more tasteThe pa...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 23:52:00 GMT

Summing it Up

Go ahead and judge meI could care less anywayThink you're so much better?Then live my life todayWalk a mile in my shoesCry from aching feetStand against the whole wide worldAnd never accept defeatLift...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 20:02:00 GMT

Touched

Touch the fleshThis fatal kissA love insideCreated bliss A thousand milesAn inch awayJust to touch youIs My Dream today A taste of sweatThat beads on the skinDesire so plentyLead Us to sin A dream awa...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 14:05:00 GMT

Believe In Me

I dance in the bright playing field of her mind The thoughts are all there but the words she can't find To tell him the things that need to be said The fear in her heart now so full of dread...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:36:00 GMT

Moving On

Chances taken This life awakens I dream the world today   The same old story A had been glory Is all that's left; the same   The world around me As it surrounds me Seems to be caving in &nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 12:32:00 GMT

Unrequited Love

These words so hard for me to say There is no love for me today An Unrequited Love so true Left my heart so cold and blue   A look would turn into a gasp Unto her soul my heart would grasp Reachi...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 01:14:00 GMT