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About Me

With the fall of every great power comes an astounding resonance and reflection that people either learn to love and hate abysmally. Take for example, the fall of the Bastille. Thus to well known artefacts and purveyors of the much criticised Marie Antoinette, her power over France began the French Revolution. So you say what does this have to do with the price of fish? Well lets look a little deeper. How did Marie Antoinette get herself into such strife to get her beheaded by her own people and start the French Revolution? Well it stemmed from many things, but most of all.. gluttony and lust. The late Marie Antoinette squandered King Louis XV money with extravagant gifts upon herself and people in her very secluded court. Why did she do this? Unhappiness? No sexual pleasing? Image Problem? In some ways you are right, but it delves further. From my perception she was not happy within. To be happy within oneself, will strip you from placing such a need towards such material possessions. And with this then lies the satisfaction that we may one day then be able to not seek assurance to such a level, that we can stand on our own. I say this to you, cause in some ways I can relate to Marie Antoinette. Sure I am happy as such, but there is always a form of unhappiness that lies deep within, and with this comes a form of erratic behaviour. I spend profusely, I drink too much, I smoke too much, and I fuck more than is needed. Excuses are just that, excuses, and I will always place responsibility within myself for all my actions and leave no regrets. But everyday I learn to love me more and more thus then shedding the unnecessary objects that lay forth in my path. One day I will be pure. Today just isn’t that day. And so I dedicate my layout to the wonderfully misunderstood Marie Antoinette. We will realise one day that beauty surrounds all of us..

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My Blog

Eyes Of The Jaguar - No Sleep..

In the half-light, quivering under the trembling flameTonight the spirits have free courtSpirits relax but the rest crashes to pieces on a broken paneBroken lives to the laughter and the glares, a cro...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 06:55:00 GMT

Rousal.

Pentetrating through in a world i've createdSo i now gaze longingly at your beautyTerrible as it may beLike an army with barriersI attempt to turn away your eyesFor they have overcome meFor the garden...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 00:56:00 GMT

Vampiric Ones

greetings and salutations vampiric ones.so alot has happened since i last posted here.to catch you all up (because i know how much you've been waiting with baited breath)* mr big, are no longer an i/w...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:35:00 GMT

New Year 2006

Good day peoples. Well we are now in the new year and i have to say, some things never change do they? Well Mr Big has come back in my life. This friendship we have is sick and twisted. Well ok not ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 17:37:00 GMT

Unsual Infatuation

So. I have been dating a guy. Well.. To say the least it is very unusual. It seems as though he has 2 personalities. One minute he gives this vybe that he is so into me and that we would be forever, i...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 01:16:00 GMT

La Tortura

Shaki said it so well... Ay me duele tanto.. I feel very confused and lost today. Ok so i have been trying to get myself out there again since "he Who Cannot BE Named" fucked off without a word and ne...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 23:17:00 GMT

Bad Man... Galang

Well it is early saturday evening here, and i have just had a great afternoon, spending time with me, and enjoying my own company. As i am part of the Harry Potter fanatical base, i had pre-ordered my...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jul 2005 18:17:00 GMT

Dream To Sleep..

Well here we go again. lol. It has been a very long time since i have posted here, and it is all due tot he fact that i can't actually sleep (again). Insomnia is a bitch people's, remember that. I h...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jul 2005 00:51:00 GMT

LYfe iZ a meRRy+g0+r0unD....

Well it has been an eventful week really. I am astounded as to the fact that men are able to act hot and cold at a drop of a hat, without any reaction towards the other persons feelings. My Mr Big, wi...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Dec 2004 02:23:00 GMT

Weekend.... trashed/work...

Well..... I have had to work this weekend, and can i say that it is BORING! I have not been able to go out due to this, but still found time on Friday to get very trashed with my friends and get no fr...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Dec 2004 11:41:00 GMT