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“Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it's at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others"“People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.”After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn..."- Veronica A. Shoffstall

My Blog

make it worth something

.................... Crossing the threshold I scope out a place to hide. Stationary objects posses weak anchor points. Open spaces create an infinite portal to harmful attacks. Corners at lea...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jan 2010 03:03:00 GMT

ally's guide to the galaxy

 You were born with a voice. Use it. Stand up for what you believe. Say things you know will be met with rolled eyes or even angry fists. This is possibly your strongest weapon. No one can take it fro...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Dec 2009 02:15:00 GMT

I made it. I made it even though they had my back up against the wall.

 I must keep all sides protected.There are no surprise ambushes from the right.There is no blinding sand storm as I turn towards the western wind.There is no sudden quake in the earth beneath my feet....
Posted by on Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:37:00 GMT

Can I be your memory?

Things are familiar, things are safe. I'm slowly picking up my heavy feet one painstakingly step at a time. And you know what, those steps are getting easier. Soon I'll be running.I'm back at my waitr...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 17:24:00 GMT

she says it best.

After a while you learnthe subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a souland you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learnthat k...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 10:15:00 GMT

the joke is on the sun

 The war is over.The rain is falling. The joke is on the sun. I look down at my feet. I am embarrassed, I am hurt, I am angry. I feel as though I am trying to fly without wings. I am running in place ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 04:55:00 GMT

Why I'm pissed that no one consulted me regarding my conception.

 All I know is somehow by the grace of God, or my dad's fast traveling sperm, I am here on this earth. Do I owe my existence to my mom's overly willing ovaries? Was there a fucking FULL SPEED AHEAD ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:36:00 GMT

help.

  I want to scream. I want to run away. I want to cry. The great wave of depression that has engulfed my family is too much for me to handle. I see so much sadness in my aunt's eyes, that it is...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 10:08:00 GMT

Breathe: out with the old, in with the new.

Wow. I really can't believe that this summer is coming to a close. Not early enough if you ask me. I admit, I have very special people in my life that I am very thankful for. However, I have had some...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 21:13:00 GMT

Im tired of crying

I've still got a pocket full of sunshine, it's just hard for me to show it right now. I am very upset over the death of a coworker as his struggle with cancer beat him late yesterday. He was so highly...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:34:00 GMT