Silence with a subtle hint of a bell ringing
Wind blowing through my hair as i hear a bird chrip and singing
i flashback to the memories of what happened the same time last year
and i get that feeling that leaves my spine tingling
because no matter how long ago, i still hold that fear
that this time last year would hold the same feelings that still make me tear
anticipation makes me feel as if disappointment is at my feet
as i listen to songs when i sit and eat
i think about how to change the words
but i dare never change the beat
and lying down staring at those delightfully chriping birds
i think of their song and how it matches my words
This is when i start to write
but i get scared and look down at the nails i would always bite
and i think of my greatest fear
which may come back so easily like riding a bike
This is when i think of how i tear
everytime i think of that same time last year
I'd like to meet:
I would love to meet someone who can sympathize with me, care about me, know me, but also open up and let me know you,teach me, love me, excite me, pressure me, help me, join me, criticize me, hold me, invite me, talk to me, write snail mail to me, curse at me, be polite to me, ignore me, tease me, walk away from me when i'm being full of shit, fight with me, intimidate me, don't be intimidated by me, charm me, never charm others, confuse me, make me understand, always try to help others more than you help yourself, crave me, be angry but allow me to know what will be your music to calm the beast, be what i'd love for you to be but let that person actually be you ...View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment
Music:
my music describes me better than ur diary describes youi have a variety of favorite songs genres and artists that i listen to and i can't say i belong to just onejust look at my music **scroll up**
and that's what's describing me best at this particular moment
Movies:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2cYWfq--Nwhttp://www.youtube
.com/watch?v=XSZ6k3QIsAkhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=KQ83Rf_8G
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Television:
when i was younger and watched tv...it was...so weird
are you afraid of the dark
bevis and butthead
Scooby Doowhen i do watch tv now-a-daysHouse
American Idoli'll keep ya updatedi'll tell you more when i think of it
Books:
childhood book------ the twits
series of books------ R.L Stein's Fear Street
book of summer 07- harry potter
book of all time ----- names will never hurt mei'll tell you more as i think of them
Heroes:
FAVE QUOTES~it depends on who's time line i'm on...if i'm on my own...then it should end right now...if i'm on your father's timeline...then i still have a couple more years left ...if i'm on your time line...then i have so many more decades to go~
...::MY GRANDPAPA::...~When buddah died, he died of being poisoned by a mushroom. But the person who offered him that mushroom honestly did now know that it was poisonous. but buddah did know it was poisonous, but he ate it anyways...because the person who gave it to him gave it to him out of love...so he accepted the person's love not the mushroom~
...::MY FATHER::...~I want to love you without clutching,
Appreciate you without judging,Join you without invading,
Invite you without demanding,Leave you without guilt,
Criticize you without blaming,
And help you without insulting.If I can have the same from you,
Then we can truly meet each other.~
...::VIRGINIA SATIR::...~Life is like a rollercoaster...you have to enjoy the up as much as the downs~
...::BILLY JOE ARMSTRONG::...~It isn't right and wrong that seperates us from our enemies but two different standpoints. Both sides see the situation from a different perspective and blame each other, there is no right and wrong, just two sides holding different views.~
...::DANNEL::...~Life is like herpes...:
a sexually transmitted disease~
...::MORGAN::...~If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, i'd walk right up to heaven and bring you back home~
...::ERICA DAWN YOUNG::...~I believe in pink, I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.~
...::AUDREY HEPBURN::...
