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Melissa

I am here for Friends

About Me

-i welcome death without hesitation-i like to get caught-i have been to the most amazing places, seen the most amazing things, and now im ready for death ill just have to do it myself-im a bit of an arsen and i love to live dangerously-Half the ppl I have met call me crazy and the other half tell me not to believe them for fear what I might do knowing my true form.

I feel like a lawyer sometimes.........the innocent shall suffer

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Try this site for ALL your questions on suicide. http://www.happygothclub.tk/

.daddy dont love me... he only loves the horses...he wanted me to go away...but one thing he doesn't know...i wanted to hurt people..i really do..and im sorry...it wont stop...it cant stop...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like ppl like me, ppl who like to live DaNgErOuSlY. And aren't worried about getting into a little trouble now and then. Just like to have some freaking fun man.I like the unique chickens, if they aren't unique I try to find something unique in their character; If I can't find that then I kill the chicken, drink it's blood, and move on; If not, I keep them always by my side."Stupid people do stupid things, Smart people outsmart eachother"

message me if u want aim: bloodyhellraven

Some people are just wired wrong........BULL SHIT, we are who we want to be.

My Blog

Death is at Your Door Now

Its waiting for me. I can feel it creeping up on me Death's swift blade breaking into my mind I see it coming now I know theres nowhere to run just one false move and it will all be done My ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

DEATH SHALL COME SWIFTLY!

DEATH SHALL COME SWIFTLY! death is at your door now its inching towards your soul u feel it reaching your thoughts now infecting all thats yours soon it will take you in its cold shallow...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Im scared

Im scared I need to go to the hosp But I cant I need help But I cant get it I am not allowed to I ODed on benzodiazipines couldnt even see straight passed out into a frozen pool ahhhh......
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Who do you think I am?

I am the fucker sent to this earth to kill your ass grab you by the throat and squeeze until ur face turns blue as you whisper pleas for me to let you go. Before you suffactate I want to thrash you ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Destruction....mmm now im thirsty

When I first think of destruction I think of all creatures Iv killed, all the screaming souls that Iv tortured, all the lives Iv burned in alcohol induced flames. Thereby illiminating their existance...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

They're taking me away...Im going to the nut house

Im going to the psych ward today panic attacks are to bad to stand oh, and another suicide attempt i was hoping this time i would at least drown at least die for a moment I wont be back for a l...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Why can't I die

Oh wait I know CAUSE I DONT WANT TO im having too much fun toying with other ppls lives instead X)
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Dreams of Memories...

God I hate it when my dreams bring up old memories Iv long since buried I have only had one nightmare in my life and that was at the age of 5 Now the only thing that ever tortures me about dreams ar...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

DONT FUCKING Call Me a LIAR if you DONT know ME!

You have no right to call me a liar. You dont know me You prolly have never even met me So how would you base your accusation when you dont even know who I am Just because most people cant even fa...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

Death has come swiftly

I found out the shits that arrise from not covering my tracks. Moral of story is...dont trust ppl and never give out info. its gonna take a while till I can bury what fuck ups iv now created. new p...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT