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Later that day I began to think about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous. -Carrie
It has been quite a long time since I have updated or made any changes to my page, so I figured now was the time. I have had a whole lot go on in my life the past few years and it has made me a stronger person and the person I am now. I lived and grew up in Southern California all my life and worked very hard. So hard that when I was 22 I was given a promotion and an amazing chance to pick up everything and move to Chicago. It was one of the greatest experiences of my life. I had my own apartment in downtown Chicago, right in Bucktown/Wicker Park, blocks from Wrigley. Life was great not knowing a single person. I met people fast and built some great friendships and people whom I miss dearly. I loved being on my own so far away from home in a new city. I try to live my life with no regrets, but if I had to do it all over again I think I would have stayed and lived longer in Chicago; I truly miss it. I loved the city, the people,atmosphere, everything about it. I left way too soon, but everything happens for a reason right? Then life turned and I left everything in Chicago and moved to Scottsdale/Phoenix, Arizona. I was fortunate to experience something totally different than CA or Chicago. Things are so different in Arizona; the weather was a killer lol, but I was given the chance to do many things and go places I normally wouldn't have had the chance to. As we all know, life can change in the blink of an eye; I was in a pretty bad car accident and broke my leg and foot and couldn't work or walk, so that brought me back home to my family in California. That experience changed my life in every sense of the word and it really forced me to grow up and mature and learn some tough lessons. Being on my own gave me so much independence and totally changed my life, it was the greatest experience ever. Right now I am at a crossroads in my life; I am 25 and I've started to think about so many things I want to do and where I want my life to go. I want to be stable, happy, and grounded. This is the first time in my life I am totally single and it's great, I love it. I am typically always in a relationship and it's good I haven't been. It gave me a real sense of knowing what I want and not settling. So I would not say that I am looking for love or to be with someone right now; although, if the right person came along that would be great. I started Myspace about 5 years ago to keep in contact with old friends and meet new friends.. some of my closest friends are people I met on Myspace. Feel free to drop me a line or comment anytime. ~ I love to laugh. ~ I will tell you what I think of you. ~ I am very blunt and outspoken. ~ I hold nothing back. ~ I am very stubborn. ~ No one is perfect. ~ I love passion. ~ I love intimacy. ~ I have a ton of MAC make up. ~ I love wearing Abercrombie and Fitch clothes. ~ Trust and honesty and key in a relationship. ~ I believe there is someone for everyone. ~ I love the fact everyone I meet is different. ~ I am fortunate to have met and been friends with amazing people. ~ I care too much. ~ I try to be perfect. ~ I love my imperfections. ~ I can be a dork. ~ I'm not shy. ~ I'm an open book. ~ I want to be swept off my feet. ~ I want to be remembered for great things. ~ I am a good listener. ~ I do not smoke and never have. Nasty habit! ~ I don't like kissing an ash tray. ~ Respect everyone. ~ Never break my trust.. you won't get it back. ~ Everyone makes mistakes. ~ I believe in second chances. ~ I love to go to the movies. ~ Love to walk on the beach. ~ I spend way too much money on clothes, purses, shoes. ~ I am very strong minded. ~ I love to be outdoors. ~ I love children. ~ I want to travel. ~ I want to spend my life making the man of my dreams happy. ~ I want to give my everything to someone. ~ I am hard worker. ~ I try to live each day as if it were my last. ~ Friends are very important to me. ~ I have loved and lost. ~ I want to be loved. ~ I want to be successful. ~ I am very sexual. ~ I love to drive and take road trips. ~ Certain songs can take me back to a place, feeling or person in my past. ~ I love to write. ~ I love to go tanning. ~ Im honest. ~ I change my mind in a blink of an eye. ~ Im terrified of being hurt. ~ I want to fall in love. ~ My mom is my best friend. ~ I would be lost without my parents. ~ I love to meet new people. ~ I don't always do what is best for me. ~ I follow my heart. ~ I believe everything happens for a reason. ~ I believe what is meant to be will be. ~ I won't let anyone change me. ~ I love to watch sports and drink beers. ~ I love to get all done up and feel beautiful. ~ I am not fake. ~ I don't change personalities. ~ I can be a bitch. ~ I can be the sweetest person you have ever met. ~ I love to get my nails and toes done. ~ I know how to have a good time. ~ I can be serious when needed. ~ Ill try anything once. ~ I bite my lip when happy.. nervous.. scared.. thinking.. ~ I love cosmopolitans. ~ I love Dr. Pepper. ~ I change my hair color from blonde.. brown.. highlights. ~ I love to have nice things. ~ I hate drama. ~ I get along best with guys.. no pettiness. ~ I am fun to be around. ~ I love to make people laugh. ~ I can't walk down stairs and chew gum at the same time.(I know.. im serious.. don't ask lol) ~ I hate things I can't change. ~ I am very impatient. ~ I try hard to make everyone happy. ~ I give too much. ~ I put others' before myself. ~ I am very independent. ~ I work for what I want. ~ I have soo many dreams; I often wonder if I will have the chance to make them all come true. ~ I want to meet that one special guy. ~ Im a hopeless romantic. ~ I am indecisive. ~ I love chocolate and shopping.. of course! ~ I enjoy drinking wine. ~ I love to go eat at different restraunts. ~ I must have coffee, caffiene, and gum. ~ Smelling good, cleanliness, and hygiene are a must for myself and people I am around. ~ I love my family. My parents are amazing people. ~ I say random things and random times. ~ I laugh for no reason. ~ I cry for no reason. ~ I try not to let others see me cry. ~ I hate when people see my weakness' ~ I love candles. ~ I sometimes put up a wall in fear of getting hurt. ~ My favorite smell is vanilla. ~ I stress way too much. ~ I over analyze everything and everyone. ~ I think and worry way too much. ~ I love bars and clubs and nightlife. ~ I like to just sit on the couch and watch a movie and stay home. ~ I make mistakes. ~ I make bad choices. ~ I love sleeping with lots of pillows. ~ I love to watch movies and stay in. ~ I get headaches a lot. ~ I am very girlie. ~ I love attention. ~ I cuss like a sailor at times. ~ I can talk to anyone about anything anytime. ~ I have a big heart. ~ I can be vulnerable. ~ I love to cook and bake. ~ I love chocolate chip cookies. ~ I want to travel the world. ~ I want to live in many different places. ~ I want to settle down. ~ I am hard worker. ~ I want to be in love. ~ I hate to see others hurt. ~ I am very open with anything and everything./>>
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Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.
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live each day to the max...

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Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 00:21:00 GMT

car accident..

i know i have not been around lately and this will be short because i need to get in bed.. but.. wednesday night i was in a bad car accident.. car in front of me slammed on brakes.. i did.. but it was...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 09:23:00 GMT

for the ladies..

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Posted by on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:23:00 GMT

rememberence.. never forget..

wow.. septemeber 11, 2005.. it's been 4 years now.. it's hard to believe.. i remember waking up to my cell phone ringing that morning and klauss telling me to turn the tv on because we were being atta...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 08:58:00 GMT

hurricane katrina.. best buy.. event..UPDATED/ results..

after watching all the horrible devestation last night on the news with whats going on with the hurricane aftermath i really wanted to get involved.. so after many many phone calls and going to differ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 16:18:00 GMT

someone out there..

At this very minute...someone is thinking of yousomeone cares about you.someone misses yousomeone wants to hold your hand.someone wants you to be happy.someone wants to hug you.someone will do anythin...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jul 2005 16:54:00 GMT

making a difference..

wow.. so today i had a short shift at work.. got a few calls from co workers telling me to come in that a "suprise" was delivered to me after i had left for the day.. i went in this afternoon and ther...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jun 2005 21:13:00 GMT

three-fold utopian dream..

Very good song lyrics.. very good CD as well.. A very special person "deticated" this song to me.. warms my heart and makes me smile.. ahhh.. **I Miss You.. Incubus** To see you, when I wake up is a...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jun 2005 15:18:00 GMT

missing someone..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll b...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Jun 2005 08:42:00 GMT

collide...

The dawn is breaking A light shining thru You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah   I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again &nbs...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jun 2005 07:27:00 GMT