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jess the gangsta

i hid my birthday on myspace. ITS SOON. and i'm gonna be 18 :)

About Me



it says i'm nineteen...but maybe i'm a fifty year old creepy man who masturbates to your pictures. i guess you'll have to decide which i really am.

i'm very friendly, but i take a while to really get to know.

my intuition is crazy, it's almost always right. and i can figure a person out really quickly, even if they don't say much.

i can write a whole lot more, but i'm sure you'll make your own judgements on your own anyway.

My Interests


I know you miss me in your living room. Cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room.
THEY'LL NEVER HURT YOU LIKE I DO.

I'd like to meet:



i get along with most people. sometimes i think shyness is cute, but there's a big difference between being shy and spineless. if you're going to be spineless, you're not shy, you're just a less recognized asshole who lacks balls.

...but don't get me wrong. i'm a sucker for cuteness :)

my screen name is OMG LOLOLZzZzz

"It's all success if it's what you need. Do what you like, and do it honestly."

Music:

stuff with good lyrics that mean something. or anything catchy. i just don't like when the singer has a voice that sounds like someone is shoving a stick up their ass.

Movies:


Valerie: You know, I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people. But you - you're not crazy.
Susanna: Oh yeah? Then what's wrong with me? What the fuck is going on inside my head? Tell me, Dr. Val, what's your diag-nonsense?
Valerie: You are a lazy, self-indulgent, little girl, who is making herself crazy.
--GIRL INTERRUPTED

Samantha: As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened and we can't."
--NOW AND THEN

Television:

not a tv fanatic, i can live without it. but there are some things that i like to watch sometimes. i'll admit the shows i do decide to pick are dumb...but what tv show isn't dumb?

Books:

"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them. I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have. Good and bad.”

“You take somebody that cries their goddamn eyes out over phony stuff in the movies, and nine times out of ten they're mean bastards at heart.”

“It's funny. All you have to do is say something nobody understands and they'll do practically anything you want them to.”

Heroes:

that'd be nice.

My Blog

too fast [5/5]

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever So we can stay like this forever And we'll never miss a party Cause we keep them going constantly And we'll never have to listen To anyone, about anything Cause it's al...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:02:00 PST

long survey [4/11]

Someone comes up to you and says, "Hey baby." What do you do?if it's a friend, i'll say "hey sexyyyy." if it's some guy, i'll probably be like "no." unless he's insanely attractive, but either way i c...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:22:00 PST

even if we come home empty handed we’ll still have our stories [12/12]

"Sometimes I still see myself in that lonesome bedroom playing my guitar and singing songs in hope for a better future. Life is only as good as the memories we make...and I'm taking back what belongs ...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:54:00 PST

garden state quotes i like [12/8]

"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff tha...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 02:56:00 PST

i don’t even have words for this [10/16]

this happened the other day actually. but yeah.so there was a fire alarm that went off in the tower i live in, and around the tower there are these shorter buildings so since it's freezing we go insid...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:08:00 PST

it came sooner than i ever thought

Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:37:00 PST

fifteen days [8/9]

But it's only a matter of timeBefore I run far away I need to take a holiday Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase I gotta see a new face I need t...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:05:00 PST

take it easy (love nothing)

"Everything is as it's always been.This never happened.Don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did.It's just once something dies, you can't make it live.You're a beautiful boy.You're a sweet little ki...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:02:00 PST

really sad [5/12]

today was a really busy day at work but something scary happened. and i saw the whole thing. this girl who was my age, maybe older, all of a sudden just fell to the floor. and it was a hard floor. she...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Sun, 13 May 2007 11:50:00 PST

into this song I send myself...[3/2]

This wasted year(These wasted years)Well, devoted friends, they disappear.I'm sorry about the phone call, and needing you.Some decisions you don't makeI guess it's like breathing but not wanting toThe...
Posted by jess the gangsta on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:10:00 PST