1. cause and effect: charles bukowski:
the best often die by their own hand
just to get away,
and those left behind
can never quite understand
why anybody
would ever want to
get away
from
them
2. messy, irritable, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, volatile.
3. "she wasn't much of a joiner. she hated groups, clubs, sororities, memberships, organizations, societies, gangs, crews, mobs, posses, crowds, etc.
she preferred to exist as a self-contained unit - a solo artist - who traveled through life on a tour bus built for one."
