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JMN - JAMMyJILL

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I am not a rocket scientist. I am an explorer. The only things I can draw are symbols, but I can write elaborately. This is not a testament to my existence. It's a humdrum of reality. I am not a fake and I'd appreciate it if you didn't bring fake around me. I culture an existence of truth and not fear, love and not fear, sound and silence, too. Don't be scared to step to me, but please, do it with love- or I'll fuck your ass up.
1 SONG A DAY FOR SURVIVAL - 3 SONGS A DAY FOR MAINTENANCE - A FULL LP FOR GROWTH
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I am a book I neither wrote nor read,
A comic, tragic play in which new masquerades
Astonishing as guns crackle like raids
Newly each time, whatever one is prepared
To come upon, suddenly dismayed and afraid,
As in the dreams which make the fear of sleep
The terror of love, the depth one cannot leap.
How the false truths of the years of youth have passed!
Have passed at full speed like trains which never stopped
How little I knew, or which of them was the one
To mount and ride to hope or where true hope arrives.
I no more wrote than read that book which is
The self I am, half-hidden it is
From one and all who see within a kiss
The lounging formless blackness of an abyss.
How could I think the brief years were enough
To prove the reality of endless love?
Delmore Schwartz (1913-1966)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Straight up people with real skills

All my friends in one place

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> SOUND OFF YOUR SKILL. If you don't got it
in your mind, your body
can't use it- even find.

Every Victim Counts http://www.tolerance.org/evc

My Blog

The High Life

I got my new workout programs the other day. I am limited on the treadmill to thirty or forty minutes because my legs are sick of me walking on it so much.  For awhile I found a way around it. I walke...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 11:00:00 GMT

Too Much Music

For the last year or so I've been so overwhelmed with the culture of music.  Having everything available over the internet has a lot to do with it. It's atrocious to have that kind of access at my fin...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 11:40:00 GMT

Fire of My Fury (poetry)

No God am I- mortal, shallow, and angryThe Fire of My Fury is a templeunscathed by compassionI walk amidst the other sinnersnot to add joy to their daysbut to strike downchallengers whostep up to me t...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 23:30:00 GMT

Marriage (quote)

I haven't spoken to my wife in years.I didn't want to interrupt her.-Rodney Dangerfield
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 03:07:00 GMT

Loves Too Much

Loves too much really just means couldn't care less.  It doesn't mean anyone actually feels this abundance of vivor.  Chances are that loving too much will enable the "loved one" to continue...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 21:58:00 GMT

The Body You Meet (video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iV67ejfoPWo The video on dancing. Just a little something. I hope you'll tell me what you think.
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:43:00 GMT

Little Boy Dip

Everytime I see your face I return to mine and struggle to embrace what's mine to hold.  Stop the games.  They're so old.  I walked with you through thick.  I was there through the thin, and now that ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 02:23:00 GMT

Better Company/ The Basement

So I'm out in the middle of nowhere- somewhere to some, but a place I never understood as my own.  My brilliant idea was to isolate myself so I could understand my true style for my first creativ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 16:23:00 GMT

Take A Hit

The path aligned with drugs is a sordid affair, at best.  It begins so sweet. Take off through the air. Escape a downtrodden existence.  Through the closest gate you're led to anything diffe...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 21:24:00 GMT

A New Decade

I am so glad to be 30 (Kids, don't get freaked!).  I broke it in at a beautiful lake and getting my first tattoo.  I'm still trying to be close to my family and some might find it amazing th...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 00:01:00 GMT