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big pappa

I am here for Friends

About Me

There's a race of men that don't fit in,
A race that can't stay still;
So they break the hearts of kith and kin,
And they roam the world at will.
They range the field and they rove the flood,
And they climb the mountain's crest;
Theirs is the curse of the gypsy blood,
And they don't know how to rest.
If they just went straight they might go far;
They are strong and brave and true;
But they're always tired of the things that are,
And they want the strange and new.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i want to be arthur rimbaud, drunk on the nectar of the wormwood and disgorging my mind's gullet all over pulp magazines available at newsstands everywhere. i want you to wear a little red and white striped apron over your nothing-else. i want to curl up inside a good book and feel the pages crushing me to sleep. i want to be fellated by a giant frog. what do you tell someone who has visions of swimming through people and breathing body heat. i want you to make up your own mind. seperate from the rest, that's where i like you the best.
IM: cue the danger

Music:

This week

Movies:

quadrophenia. breathless. return to oz. wait until dark. belle du jour. coffee and cigarettes. barton fink. the chelsea girls. once upon a time in the west. cannibal holocaust. drop dead fred. knife in the water. el topo. phantom of paradise. trouble everyday. shivers. la dolce vita. rashoman. my life to live. cool hand luke. cinema paradiso. reflecting skin.

Television:

there's nothing worse than someone who mishandles silverware. i can't count the number of times i've seen a commercial on television where some seemingly innocent child is holding a spoon like it was a goddamn butcher knife, and then they twist their wrist around to shovel a great gob of some ridiculous puffed sugar concoction into their reeking gobs… fuck, i hate that.

Books:

notes from the underground.

Heroes:

that stray dog that hangs around the cactus taco stand.

My Blog

Amatory Chemicals

"Let's throw snowballs at the stars; if we hit one, maybe it'll flare.""There's something wrong with you.""I know. But what do you think this is? This&""This?""This. Us. Here. You. Me. Now. Coffee? ...
Posted by big pappa on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:19:00 PST

There is no way to make it work

There was certain electricity in the air that night. I remember feeling the tingle as we walked up the path to your home. I remember how you leaned against the door, and bit your lip. So soon, and you...
Posted by big pappa on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 12:27:00 PST

scorpio

Scorpio! About Your Sign... Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotiona...
Posted by big pappa on Mon, 01 May 2006 12:37:00 PST

MUST SEE New Years Pictures (crazy buttloads!)

back at the loft some from the cellphone... taken by alia and me, a select few from mark 'the c...
Posted by big pappa on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 03:49:00 PST

Nerd Porn Auteur

I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like...
Posted by big pappa on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 04:52:00 PST

Abundance

I can't really seem to think for all the words pouting around me, shattered jerking limp and cold from the glow of the next coffin-nail at my side. I'm not drunk, though I ought to be. I tried. I gue...
Posted by big pappa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bonnie Vicious

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Posted by big pappa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST